A/N: writing this chapter is breaking my heart :'( my shoutouts are at the
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Love always, paula
Song of the CH. 'I miss you" by Blink 182 (lyrics are between ~*~)
~*~Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) ~*~
Peter sat on the roof of the Darling house, just above Wendy's room, he was back in his leaves, he found them the most comfortable. Tink was fluttering around him trying to make him smile but he attempts were worthless. He sat with a flower in his hand plucking the pedals off one by one muttering to himself "she loves me," with a smile and "she love's me not" with a small cringe.
There were two pedals left, one more to decide his fate, he plucked it off "she loves me. . ." That left one on the flower. He looked at Tink, tears behind his 15 year old eyes "she loves me not"
"I must have done it wrong. . . I shall go get another. . . this one will be correct" He flew down to Mrs. Darling's garden, he hated taking flowers from it, it was so pretty, but he had to know. He looked in the window and started crying even harder, Mr. Darling was laughing with Jack as he usually laughs with him. Peter snatched a handful of flowers and flew back to Tink, and repeated the long process.
On his 20th flower he gave up, they all said the same thing. She didn't love him. He was heartbroken, he left his home, his everything, he grew up for her and she didn't love him.
~*~Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time~*~
"Tink, let's go back." He said wiping his tears and standing in his famous pose, showing how brave he was, but in fact, he was not feeling brave at all. And he knew Neverland would probably reject him. Tink pushed a stray hair behind his ear and gave his a hug, or as much of a hug that a fairy can give.
Peter floated down to Wendy's balcony, and tapped on her window, not throwing it open as he would have just a few weeks ago. She got out of bed and smiled at him, but when she saw his look of distress she opened the window quickly to let him in.
"You're in your leaves. . . aren't you cold, why aren't you in your clothes?" Her mind was racing.
"I just wanted to give you these, then I'm leaving."
"Leaving? But, you are welcome here, no need to go to an inn."
"What is an inn?" He was very curious, but he shook his head, as to stay on track, "I'm not going to an 'inn' I'm going back, to Neverland."
"Wha- Peter no, you can't"
~*~Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) ~*~
"Here," He basically shoved the thimble into her hand. "This kiss is obviously not mine"
"Peter it is! Always, you don't understand." Wendy was crying now, Peter was trying as hard as possible not to.
"Well I don't want to!" Peter tried taking his hand back but Wendy would not let go. Instead she pulled him towards her.
"Wendy don't" But his words were cut short because Wendy was kissing him, it was a kiss that came from all of her heart, but it even didn't convince him to stay. He pushed her away and she stumbled in to the chair causing it to fall into the fire. But they didn't notice, Wendy was to busy crying and Peter had already flown away.
Downstairs The Darling parents and Jack were chatting about just about anything they could think of. They were having a lovely time, Mrs. Darling excused herself to go get a quick drink of water when she heard the chair fall, she ignored it thinking it was the boys ruff housing. When she returned they were talking pirates, she just smiled, they were of course boys at heart.
"Wendy used to tell us all about a pirate called Hook, and its peculiar, you have the same last name," Mr. Darling said
"Yes, it is I have heard of him too, guess its just a coincidence." Jacks blues eyes flashed, but then suddenly they became very concerned, "It smells funny. . . "
"I smell it too, " Mrs. Darling said, and then they heard Wendy scream.
The Darlings looked at each other, and Jack was already upstairs. The chair had caught on fire and it was spreading quickly and Wendy couldn't get to the door, her brothers of course were still asleep. Jack bit his lip trying to think of something.
"The window, go to the window, get on the balcony," Jack shouted to her. She did as she was told, wishing she could fly to safety. The fire would soon trap her onto the tiny balcony. She was crying harder than she ever had in her life. Her head felt like it was going to explode. She saw her mother and father with buckets of water, and the boys had finally awoken. Michael started screaming when he saw Wendy. And just when she thought things couldn't get any worse, the balcony fell, taking her screaming down with it.
A/N: AHHHH I'm sry! Such a sad chapter, especially when Peter left! I hope it gets better (I don't even know, I don't plan my stories, just write them as they come) it was a long chapter too. Ch.8 will come quickly I swear!! Kathleen- *points at ponder waves * heh heh potty haha the paula movie, coming to theaters soon! Thanks for alllllllll of your help, id still be stuck on ch 3 if it wasn't for you sending me brainwaves (even though I usually come up with the idea in the end) its your WRITE THE NEXT CHAPTER that helps. Thanks for everyone who has reviewed, and if you're reading it please review it!
Love always. paula
Love always, paula
Song of the CH. 'I miss you" by Blink 182 (lyrics are between ~*~)
~*~Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) ~*~
Peter sat on the roof of the Darling house, just above Wendy's room, he was back in his leaves, he found them the most comfortable. Tink was fluttering around him trying to make him smile but he attempts were worthless. He sat with a flower in his hand plucking the pedals off one by one muttering to himself "she loves me," with a smile and "she love's me not" with a small cringe.
There were two pedals left, one more to decide his fate, he plucked it off "she loves me. . ." That left one on the flower. He looked at Tink, tears behind his 15 year old eyes "she loves me not"
"I must have done it wrong. . . I shall go get another. . . this one will be correct" He flew down to Mrs. Darling's garden, he hated taking flowers from it, it was so pretty, but he had to know. He looked in the window and started crying even harder, Mr. Darling was laughing with Jack as he usually laughs with him. Peter snatched a handful of flowers and flew back to Tink, and repeated the long process.
On his 20th flower he gave up, they all said the same thing. She didn't love him. He was heartbroken, he left his home, his everything, he grew up for her and she didn't love him.
~*~Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time~*~
"Tink, let's go back." He said wiping his tears and standing in his famous pose, showing how brave he was, but in fact, he was not feeling brave at all. And he knew Neverland would probably reject him. Tink pushed a stray hair behind his ear and gave his a hug, or as much of a hug that a fairy can give.
Peter floated down to Wendy's balcony, and tapped on her window, not throwing it open as he would have just a few weeks ago. She got out of bed and smiled at him, but when she saw his look of distress she opened the window quickly to let him in.
"You're in your leaves. . . aren't you cold, why aren't you in your clothes?" Her mind was racing.
"I just wanted to give you these, then I'm leaving."
"Leaving? But, you are welcome here, no need to go to an inn."
"What is an inn?" He was very curious, but he shook his head, as to stay on track, "I'm not going to an 'inn' I'm going back, to Neverland."
"Wha- Peter no, you can't"
~*~Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) ~*~
"Here," He basically shoved the thimble into her hand. "This kiss is obviously not mine"
"Peter it is! Always, you don't understand." Wendy was crying now, Peter was trying as hard as possible not to.
"Well I don't want to!" Peter tried taking his hand back but Wendy would not let go. Instead she pulled him towards her.
"Wendy don't" But his words were cut short because Wendy was kissing him, it was a kiss that came from all of her heart, but it even didn't convince him to stay. He pushed her away and she stumbled in to the chair causing it to fall into the fire. But they didn't notice, Wendy was to busy crying and Peter had already flown away.
Downstairs The Darling parents and Jack were chatting about just about anything they could think of. They were having a lovely time, Mrs. Darling excused herself to go get a quick drink of water when she heard the chair fall, she ignored it thinking it was the boys ruff housing. When she returned they were talking pirates, she just smiled, they were of course boys at heart.
"Wendy used to tell us all about a pirate called Hook, and its peculiar, you have the same last name," Mr. Darling said
"Yes, it is I have heard of him too, guess its just a coincidence." Jacks blues eyes flashed, but then suddenly they became very concerned, "It smells funny. . . "
"I smell it too, " Mrs. Darling said, and then they heard Wendy scream.
The Darlings looked at each other, and Jack was already upstairs. The chair had caught on fire and it was spreading quickly and Wendy couldn't get to the door, her brothers of course were still asleep. Jack bit his lip trying to think of something.
"The window, go to the window, get on the balcony," Jack shouted to her. She did as she was told, wishing she could fly to safety. The fire would soon trap her onto the tiny balcony. She was crying harder than she ever had in her life. Her head felt like it was going to explode. She saw her mother and father with buckets of water, and the boys had finally awoken. Michael started screaming when he saw Wendy. And just when she thought things couldn't get any worse, the balcony fell, taking her screaming down with it.
A/N: AHHHH I'm sry! Such a sad chapter, especially when Peter left! I hope it gets better (I don't even know, I don't plan my stories, just write them as they come) it was a long chapter too. Ch.8 will come quickly I swear!! Kathleen- *points at ponder waves * heh heh potty haha the paula movie, coming to theaters soon! Thanks for alllllllll of your help, id still be stuck on ch 3 if it wasn't for you sending me brainwaves (even though I usually come up with the idea in the end) its your WRITE THE NEXT CHAPTER that helps. Thanks for everyone who has reviewed, and if you're reading it please review it!
Love always. paula