I let out a deep sigh of defeat and I settle back on the couch. This is what I tell her : " My life well it is sometime hard no it is mostly hard but it is all I have known. I was raised by Prue who is probably a lot different to what you remember. She taught me everything I know and also took me to classes to improve my levels. When I hit the blue level the council or I suppose the elders decided I could do field work." Phoebe interrupts with "Field work?". I smile and say "Yeah field work, my first assignment was to hunt 3 demons and well kill them I suppose you use I different word?" Phoebe nods and says "Vanquish". I shudder and say "What I did can't be called vanquish there wasn't a chance for them to win". Phoebe looks confused and says "But they were evil they deserved to die".

"Demons aren't always all evil these ones were half human but still needed to be (I say sarcastically) Vanquished." Phoebe asks "What are your powers?". I smile and say "I have normal whitelighter powers, I have premonitions, levitation, I can freeze things, I can blow things up, I can freeze time like um mum, but my biggest power is mind control, I don't use it that often though. (she looks like she going to interrupt again) No let me finish. The elders told me I haven't finished growing so I still have more to acquire. Anyway these demons I had to vanquish weren't very strong or had many powers. But the elders wanted me to test ALL my powers. So first I froze there arm then I blew it up so I demonstrated those two powers. They already knew I could control my premonitions so I had no need for that one. So next I levitated and kicked them until they were bloody. My last one is what you are going to squirm about though. See the other two demons were tied up while I whaled on this one demon so I used my mind control. ( I put my hand up to stop her) The elders have total control over us and we don't defy them! I made the demon kill his buddies and then kill himself! It was awful!"

This time Phoebe does interrupt me "Why didn't you just kill them quickly?" Her face is all pale and she has a look of disgust on her face. I am so glad I didn't tell my um mum this. So I tell her " I had to show the elders every power to its full extent that I could. I had no choice. Once I had done the assignment they would make me a normal demon hunter like you guys. I wanted to help free the world and I did what I had to."

Her eyes are filling with tears threatening to spill over and I inch closer to her and wrap her in a hug. I whisper in her ear "Hey it's alright it wasn't so bad". She pulls back and says "But what about Prue, she wouldn't have condoned this?" I smile sadly and say "She didn't but what choice did she have, I am her charge and she takes orders from the elders, if she defies them she loses me. I always wondered why it mattered so much to her. I guess now I know." With that said our girly chat seems to be ended because my mum is back from the elders. Wonder what she will think if I call her that. Mum. Such a foreign word for me!

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Author note: I know I know short but I wanted to tell her part in the story and not anything else yet. Hope you like and if you don't tell me and I will change it or get rid of it.