I've been updating really fast...Hmm, is this good, or do they looked rushed? Oh yeah, sorry if I seem to be making things go fast with Sora, and liff, but this story is based on trying to get her to tell people, but after that's done with, I'll have a sequal, based souly on they're relationship.
The Whole Story-
"I'm sleeeeepy. Not now..." I moaned.
"Stop avoiding the subject." Cliff said blankly.
"But I'm sleeeeepy!" I moaned again in response.
"Sora, just answer the question." He demanded in a annoyed, yet calm tone.
"I already tooold you, I don't know why I don't tell people." I answered.
"But you might as well, considering you don't know anybody here, it's all new." He said.
"Um...Well." I giggled sleepily.
"There's more to the story, isn't there?" He asked.
"No, of course not!" I defended.
"For some reason, I don't believe that..." He said.
"I don't see why not." I said innocently.
"Sora, just tell me." He spoke in that same calm voice.
"No thank you." I said half-asleep.
"Sora, you're so stubborn." He sighed.
"I am not! Fine I'll tell you." I defended.
"That's better." He smiled happily.
"Ok, ok. Truth is, the car crash my brother died in, was my fault. He was always so nice to me, and what do I do to repay him? I make him drive me to Ouotoki in a thunder storm. My parents wouldn't drive me, but they were doing one of those things where they have some famous person sign autographs and stuff. I waned to go, because my favorite actress was going to be there, I know my parent's would have taken my brother if he wanted to go..." I took a deep breath.
"You see, when I was younger, I was pretty much only worried about myself. So I didn't care about other people. He said he would because he's so nice, it was raining really hard, you couldn't even really see the road, because of this he didn't see the car coming from the left, and they chrashed, I survived with just a broken arm, and a few scratches, but my brother didn't survive at all. After my parents heard about it, my mom took my to the hospital, when we were waiting for the doctor, she told me these exact words, "Loki we both know it was your fault you brother crashed, so I want you to dress up as a boy from now on and take his place." I was shocked, but felt quilty, because it was my fault, and responded like this, "Ok...But mommy, my name's not Loki, that was my brother, I'm Sora." She shrugged it off like it didn't matter, and then the doctor came, I was only seven at the time." I continued on with the story, holding back the tears that never came out.
"I didn't really understand, my dad was forgiving, and blamed himself, but my mom was different, she always called me Loki by accident, even though I told her I was Sora, not Loki. My mom always treated me like I was my brother, and hit me whenever I got anything lower then 100 on a test, one day I was sick, she sent me to school anyway, I couldn't finish the test because I couldn't see the answers. When I got the results back, it was a 70, she, my mom, hit me so many times I wanted to cry, my dad was on a buisness trip, so he couldn't help, but my mom told me this, "Loki! Boy's do not cry! Stop it now!" I couldn't help but cry more...It was something that just came natural to me I guess. She told everyone I was Loki, not Sora, I didn't have an identity, the only time I could be Sora was when my mom wasn't home, or when I was at my best friend's house..." I trailed off, not wanting to continue.
Cliff was silently staring at me with confused eyes. "Anyway, I always felt that it was my fault that my brother died, and it was my job to take his place forever." I finished.
Still silent, Cliff stared at me with semi-annoyed eyes, and slightly simpethetic. "Now what? Are you mad? Mad because I didn't try to stop any of it. Because I went along with playing something I'm not?" I whispered.
"Mad, yeah sure, but it's not your fault." He said a bit angry.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well, obviously, it wasn't your fault, your mom put you through it right?" He stated simply.
"Yeah, I guess..." I whispered.
"Who knew...That a girl like you would have such a past." He almost laghed.
"How can you be laughing at a time like this?" I asked confused yet annoyed.
"Well, you're so nice and sweet for someone that had to go through all that." He said kindly.
"I know, aren't I?" I laughed.
"Of course." He sighed.
"Now, you leave, 'cause I'm going back to sleeeeep!" I said standing.
"Yeah yeah, I'll see you later." He said standing up, then leaving.
"Bye." I said falling onto my bed. I crawled under the covers and fell asleep quickly. I fell peacfully asleep for a while untill the dream.
"Stop, you're not doing it right!" The voice of my mother yelled at me as she hit my hand harshly.
"Sorry...I'll get it right next time." A younger version of me spoke softly.
"I doubt that..." My mother mumbled.
"I'll get it! I promise." I said with a little more voice then before.
"Yeah, I bet, you can't do anything right! I don't know why I even bother with this, I might as well leave it to the tutors, because you're just stupid!" My mother yelled at me then stormed out of the room.
I woke up in a cold sweat. That's right, I forgot, right after my brother died my mom tried to teach me geometry, wasn't my fault I didn't understand it, I was only seven at the time anyway...I sighed and sat up, an hour more of sleep was nice. I guess. I stood up and got dressed. I left the house and sat under the tree next to it. I rested silently, a small dog ran up to me. "Hey little guy..." I whispered.
The dog barked and jumped onto my lap. "Hey, how about I call you Dice?" I smiled as the dog barked happily in aggrement.
Ok, this chapter's done, I hope it's not as short as it looks, lol. Well whatever. Later dudes.
