Because Of You
While listening to Kelly Clarkson's Because of You I thought about all the things that Marissa has been through . I thought this would be a perfect song to express her feelings
about the different events in her life.
Marissa woke up from a nightmare it was 2 o' clock tears rolling down her face. She decided to go down stairs and get a drink, half way down the stairs images of Trey flashed in front of her. After she reached the bottom of the stairs she made her way to the
Kitchen. She turned on the lights and so her cd player on the kitchen table. She laughed at herself for leaving it their, she picked it up and pressed play.
I will not make the same
Mistakes that you did.
I will not let myself cause my
heart so much misery.
( Mom you don't know what you did to me how you hurt, you broke my heart. Do you really love your family?)
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard, I learned the hard way,
To never let it get that far
( Dad you destroyed your life, you left leaving a void I can never fill one that will always be empty.)
Because of you
I never stray to far from
The sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on
The safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone
Around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And its not too long
Before you point it
Out I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in
( Luke I cried every night thinking about what you did, and who we were. Did you think you could just leave me with nothing left to hold on to.)
Your eyes I'm forced to
Take a smile. A laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to
Start with
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone
Around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard cry
Ever night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have know better then
To lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle night
Over the same damn thing
( So now, I lay here a night crying over the past, to scared to look into the future. Never thought I'd be here an now my life is lifeless as a doll.,)
Because of you
I never stray too far from
The sidewalk
Because of you
I learned play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I 'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you