CHAPTER UM...5 I THINK! LOL.

Author's Note: I just wanted to say thanks for all the reviews guys they really mean alot to me. Thanks again! Ok yeah um...Calleigh gets kinda pissed in this chapter. So umm...beware of language. And randomwritting...oh man your going to hate me. Ok um...I lied...Timmy likes to go back to the store...and I think you know what i'm talking about.

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Tim woke up to screaming. "TIM...TIM...GET YOUR YANKEE ASS UP AND HELP ME."

Tim blinked a few times and saw Calleigh gripping onto the side of the nightstand.

"Baby what's a matter?"

"I'm in labor you compass ass whole!"

"WHAT!"

"I SAID I'M IN LABOR YOU COMPASS...OW OW OW OW OW!"

Tim jumped up and was at Calleigh's side in an instant. "Ok...um...deep breaths." Calleigh grabbed a hold of Tim's hand and squezzed it as hard as she could and gave him the death stare. "OK sit right here. And um...i'll call the doctor."

Calleigh nodded. "Wait...wait...don't leave me."

"Cal...I have to get dressed..."

"Oh my momma was right all men are good for are leaving!" yelled Calleigh threw a contraction.

'Great' Tim thought. Mood swings this was all he needed. "Cal...look at me. I'm not leaving you. Ok. I'm just going to call the doctor. Ok...then i'm going to put my jeans on, grab your bag and get you into the car. Is that ok?"

Calleigh nodded and let a few tears fall down her cheeks. "I love you."

Tim smiled. "I love you to."

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Tim squinted as Calleigh screamed. "GET IT OUT OF ME!"

"We will Cal. I just need you to push."

"I can't! It hurts."

"Calleigh...honey...you have to do this."

"I can't."

"Calleigh Marie Speedle...you have to."

Calleigh took a deep breath and nodded. "OK on 3...1...2..3...PUSH!"

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"If you ever wanna come buy for like coffee?"

Tim nodded. "Sara your a nice girl."

"But i'm not exactly the kind of girl to...bring home to mom."

"The thing is Sara...i'm married."

Sara nodded. "If you weren't...would you go out with me?"

Tim sighed. "I'm happily married Sara."

Sara nodded again. "Alright...I get your point. It was nice to meet you Tim."

Tim nodded and watched Sara get into the elevator. He looked over and saw Calleigh. "Hey."

Calleigh smiled. "Hey.."

Tim looked down into the carseat. "Hi there Livvy...how's Daddy's little girl?"

Livvy cooed softly causing Tim's heart to do flip flops. "Who was that you were talking to?"

"Oh just a girl from the Ashely Anders case."

Calleigh nodded. "I heared about that on the news. How's it going?"

"We wrapped it up. Turns out it was a porn creep..love sick fan or something..."

Calleigh nodded. "So are you free to go home?"

Tim went to go nod but was cut off by his pager chirrping to life. "Well..I would be but...duty calls."

Calleigh nodded. Tim frowned he'd been spending all of his time at the lab lately. "I"m sorry baby."

Calleigh shook her head. "Its ok...go...I should get her down for a nap anyways."

"I"ll see you later?"

"You got it Yankee."

PRESENT---

"Oh please!" said Calleigh.

"What's a matter mommy?"

"Ms. If you ever wanna come by for like coffee my but. It's more like if you wanna come over to my place I can set the video camera over in the corner and then later i'll make them intp dvd's and sell them and -"

"Calleigh...she's five. She doesn't need to hear that."

"Right...continue."

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Tim walked down the halls of csi with Calleigh hand in hand. "Hey Cal..looking great as always." said Tyler.

"Thanks stringbean."

Tyler smiled and went back into his domain. "Its good to have you back Cal. The lab wasn't the same without you."

"Awww..." said Calleigh as she pinched Tim's chipmunck cheeks. "Your just saying that because your sleeping with me."

"Cute...Cal...real mature."

Calleigh smiled. "Well I learn from the best."

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"Cars are seriously a bad investment."

"Your just saying that because Calleigh's trying to get you to sell your Ducati and by a minivan."

Tim glared at Horatio. "She ganging up on you to."

"Mmmhmmm..."

Tim sighed. "Let's just get this over with."

Horatio smirked at his csi and followed him inside.

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'Wtf!' thought Tim to himself as the gun clicked over and over. Tim looked over at the men firing at him and Horatio. But before he could say anything he was on the ground. 'Shit...fuck this hurts...damn it Speedle.'

"Speed."

'H...'

"Speed...this is CSI CAINE I GOT A MAN DOWN SHOTS FIRED! Speed..."

"I can't feel anything..."

"I know I know I understand...you just keep breathin ok partner."

"H..."

"Hey...its ok man i'm right here...ok i'm not going anywhere."

"Calleigh..." 'Oh no...blood's coming out of my mouth...shit...Livvy.' "Tell Calleigh..."

"Hey Speed...look at me you look at me...alright...listen...you can tell her your self. You understand me. You can tell her yourself."

Tim shook his head. 'I'm not going to make it.' thought Tim to himself. "Horat-"

"Speed..." Tim felt Horatio's grip get tighter around the back of his neck but he felt himself getting weaker.

"I'm sorry...I can't fight it."

"Speed yes you can. You hear me yes you can."

Speed looked to his left to try and take his eyes off the pain he saw in Horatio's face when he looked back he couldn't help the tears that formed in his own eyes. Not being able to see his daughter again. She wouldn't even remember him. She was only a few months old. Not being able to kiss his wife. Be the first one called to a scene. Laugh with Delko anymore. Beat Alexx to the punch before she could say cause of death. His mind was lost in thoughts as he felt his eyes close.

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"No...Daddy!"

Tim held onto Livvy tightly. "Its ok sweetheart."

"What did it feel like?"

"To get shot?"

Tim sighed and looked at Calleigh. "Well...it felt like...you know when you first started to ride your bike and you hurt your knee?" Livvy nodded. "That's what it felt like."

"I'm sorry Daddy...that had to hurt?"

Tim smiled at Livvy teary eyed. "It did hurt baby. It hurt alot."

TBC...