Lost Without My Love

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Chapter 4: I don't love him

Somewhere in the woods...

It was a dark night that night. It was pitch black and the moon nor the stars were out that night since the dark rain clouds were covering them and about to pour everything they had. It seemed to reflect Hamtaro's heart, dark and sad. No longer filled with hope and those feelings his heart had just become accustom to... love.

His once soft, silk fur was now stained with tears. His face was pure misery and his little pink paws were scratched and badly hurt. Ever since his argument with Bijou, he hasn't stopped running until he couldn't go any farther. His heart hurt with such pain, he never thought in a million years he'd yell at the one he had such strong feelings for.

A rumble came from the sky, yet Hamtaro didn't move. He didn't care about anything now, but Bijou. He wanted to go apologize to her, but he knew he couldn't. He had the feeling he should just stay put for a while.

That all changed though when a, "THWACK!" came from the sky. The lightning flashed in his eyes as he jumped and ran to the nearest and safest place as he could. Hamtaro could hardly run though since his paws ached. He finally reached a tree that had a little place he could hide in and he sat down tiredly. He looked at his paws and winced. They were bleeding since the cuts must have finally opened.

Hamtaro looked around his accommodations. It was somewhat cozy in there. There were leaves in one corner and it was grassy on the inside, a comfortable place to sleep. A pitter-patter came from the outside and he looked over tiredly. It started raining lightly, then, about a minute later, the rain came pouring down.

"Great. Now what am I going to do?" He asked sadly.

The clubhouse...

"It seems the weather man was correct. There is indeed a rainstorm, so we're going to have to stay put here tonight." Maxwell stated as he came back from the tunnel leading to the clubhouse with Panda and Dexter.

"It's pretty bad." Panda said, "I don't think any of us should go home until it stops and, as Maxwell has heard, it won't stop for a while."

"Like, what about Hamtaro? What's, like, going to happen to him?" Sandy asked worriedly.

Maxwell gave a sigh, then smiled sympathetically, "He's probably all right. Hamtaro went home, most likely. Where else would he have gone off to?"

"I have a bad feeling about this guys..." Dexter whispered.

"Well, duh! What are we supposed to have? A good feeling?" Howdy said towards Dexter, about start something.

"Please, Howdy," Pashmina whispered with tears in her eyes, "Don't start."

"Who carez where he haz gone off too." Bijou said as she sat in a corner watching the floor. She had been quiet ever since Hamtaro ran out the door.

"You should, for one. You're the one that started it!" Pinky screamed at the little white hamster.

Bijou looked up, hatred in her eyes for that voice. "Excuse mio? I started zis? I zid not! It's your fault for flirting vith him and kissing him! I juzt watched and spoke for what I zink was right! If you really love him, go look for him!"

"I don't love him, I just thought he was cute. Since you seem to care so much, you go look for him!" Pinky said folding her arms over her chest.

Bijou just looked away and said firmly, "I zon't need to. I zon't love him.


Oh no! Bijou doesn't love Hamtaro anymore? What will become of this?... Oh yeah, I'm the authoress! So, I know what happens next! But you'll just have to wait until I update! If I get reviews, I will update! I hate this chapter, it's not that good to me, but I had a writers block. I have the next chapter planned out... I think. So R/R! Until next time... BUH BYE