Lost Without My Love

Authoress- Hey everyone! It's mio! - Anyways, here is another update! YAY FOR ME! A-hem, please read the authors note (if you didn't) to, well, I don't know, but just read it! Yup, so, I'm lost for words right now so here we go!

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Disclaimer- I don't own ANYTHING from Hamtaro! Except Pinky, but other then that N-O-T-H-I-N-G. Depressing, yes, but, hey, its my fault for not thinking of Hamtaro. Okay, I'll shut up now.

Chapter 6: Reunited at last

The rain seemed to never let up that day, the wind didn't calm down. So as the ham-ham group trugded through the tall grass and mighty winds in their little rain jackets, they all seemed to be thinking of Hamtaro and Bijou. Most of Hamtaro's safety.

Boss looked up from the ground and shouted to everyone behind him, "Guys, look out for Hamtaro!"

"We're trying, Boss-man!" Stan shouted back.

The girls were near the back, huddled around Penelope . They all seemed to mad at Bijou that, for one, she didn't come along and , two, that they were getting their perfectly groomed fur wet.

Pashmina looked up and shouted to Boss, "Where are we! I don't notice this place from anywhere!"

The rest of the hams nodded or shouted in agreement to him and Boss turned around, his eyes filled with a slight worry, "I don't know."

Maxwell, tugged to get his book out, but it suddenly got blown away from his tiny paws and they all watched as the wind carried his book away from them all, their only source to back home. The dark didn't help really and the cloudy, dark sky made it even worse.

They all cried in defeat and continued to walk in a random direction, following Boss in the front.

Inside the clubhouse...

There she was, all by herself in the clubhouse. Alone. What she felt in her heart. Her mind was a complete blank as were her eyes. They seemed to be off in a daze. Not for the hams out in the bad weather or for her own sake, but for Hamtaro. She didn't want to think of the person who supposedly broke her heart, but what Sandy and Pashmina made sense. Maybe, just maybe she did still love him. But how could she be sure?

Well, she was jealous of nothing that happened between Pinky and Hamtaro and she couldn't stop worrying about this boy. And something in her mind was pushing her, inching her to move from her spot on the ground to go find the ham of her dreams.

Bijou looked up from her thoughts and, slowly, picked herself up from the ground. She walked over to the pink rancoat on the rack and put her paw to it, but didn't touch it. She reviewed her thoughts once again. Why should she risk her life to save him? But a sudden thought flowed through her mind. When he saved her from that cat a while back. He risked his own life to save hers from the big cat that she wouldn't move too. Bijou remembered the line that hurt her heart the most when he lead the cat away from her:

"'Amtaro, pleaze don't do thez you will get killed!"

"It's better than seeing you killed, Bijou!"

She narrowed her eyes and feircely grabbed her rain coat. Bijou ran out the door without another word, or without any words to say for that matter.

Outside the clubhouse...

Bijou tightly wrapped the pink raincoat around her fragile little body as she stepped out into the stormy night. She opened one eye and looked out onto the night. No sign of the ham-hams.

"Oh great! Now what zhould i zo?" She told herself as she took her first steps out into the night.

The journey was tough, yes, but, in her heart, she felt she could overcome this storm and the night to find the ham of her dreams. It was like she was the knight and she was the princess in need. Weird, yes, but it seemed true.

Her heart was set to find him and she wouldn't stop until they were paw and paw once more.

Somewhere, deep in the woods...

Hamtaro shivered as he watched the rain pour down in front of him from inside the tree trunk. His eyes were glossy, as if he'd been crying and his fur was wet and dirty. His paws were still cut and being dirty didn't help his paws get any better.

He slowly got up from his place on the ground and walked to the enterance of the tree and looked up. No moon or stars, no light at all, just darkness. And having those cut paws wouldn' help him run around all over trying to find his way home. So, he decided to just stay put and wait. Wait for what? He did not even know.

Hamtaro narrowed his eyes and they seemed to hold a bit of fire and a bit of pain. He ran out into the night and looked up towards the sky. The tears started forming in his eyes once more.

Hamtaro looked down then up, clenching his paws, forgetting the pain. "You know what! You win! I'm tired of being here, waiting for some stupid miracle to happen. I'm tired of everything. Of love and anything that has to do with it even though I hardly felt the word love for only a day! Am I not meant to find love?" He shouted to the sky and it rumbled and a "CLASH" from the bolt of lightning, yet Hamtaro just stood still. His ears fell down and he looked towards the grass, the tears slowly dripping out. "Fine, I get it. You win. I don't care anymore."

At the same moment as Hamtaro was shouting towards the sky, Bijou was near and her ears twitched to the sound of a voice. She ran in that direction, to a ham, standing alone near a big tree with a hole in it, watching the ground. She saw him take a slight breath and look up towards the sky again.

Hamtaro didn't seem to notice Bijou watching him, so he just kept shouting, "I just want to say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done! For meeting that new girl, for running away from home, but especially for yelling at Bijou. If Bijou was here, I'd tell her how sorry I was for hurting her and making her seem as if I didn't care about her. But, I do. I really do! And I was to stupid to ever realize these feelings up until now! If I had her with me right now, I'd tell her I'm sorry and I would do anything to make up for it. I would also tell her... that I love her. And I still do, even though she probably doesn't love me anymore."

"Oh, but I zo."

Hamtaro looked up, and about a foot away from him stood Bijou. Her face was filled with tears and she had on a bright smile, lighting up the darkened day.

"B-Bijou, what are you doing here?" Hamtaro asked surprisingly.

"Looking for you, zilly." Bijou responded, walking closer to him.

Hamtaro raised an eyebrow, "But, why?"

She looked away for a moment, then back towards him, "It iz like zhe same az you. I'm zorry zhat I yelled at you for being jealous and zhinking zhat you loved Pinky instead. I was too ztupid to ever realize zat I really zid love you instead of denying zhat I zidn't anymore. And," She walked up to him and grabbed his paws, "I accept your apology."

"OW!" His cry rang through the night.

Bijou looked up to him startled, releasing his paws.

He put up his paws, "Still stings." And he smiled.

Bijou just smiled and put her arms around his neck, giving him a warm hug. He hugged her back.

"I love you, Bijou." He whispered to her.

"I love you too, Hamtaro." She whispered back as they seperated, she then looked up towards the sky, "Hamtaro, look! Zhe storm haz cleared up!" Bijou exclaimed, pointing towards the sky excitedly.

Indeed the storm had cleared up. It was still dark out, but the stars could be seen through the light remainder of clouds left and the moon was bright and full of warmth. The air left a cool breeze as it swept by them softly.

The new couple started walking back to the clubhouse when Hamtaro asked, "So where are the ham-hams?"

Bijou looked away, "Zhey went to look for you."

The two stopped in there place and looked at each other, Bijou shrugged, "I guess we have to go look for zhem, now zon't we?"

Authoress- Well, that was chapter 7! A lil longer, right? I hope it is. Anyways, I love this chapter! - I say I did a pretty good job. But that's just me. Plz review! And tell me how you liked it! I need to know! Till next time, BUH BYE!