CHAPTER 9- Harry's Here…
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A/N: Thank you to Wingsister and to Dracula5555 for reviewing this latest chapter... I know it is sad so far, but it is crucial to show the bad/sad parts to develop the sitch between Remus and'Mione...
Harry's here! He got in just a few hours ago. Merlin, he doesn't look so good. I knew Sirius' death would affect him, but he's skinnier than ever! And what's worse is he looks like he's been kept hidden in the darkness for too long, and he's got great big bags underneath his eyes. Like he hasn't slept in ages…
However, he looked happy to be away from the Dursley's sooner than expected, and he looked happy to see everyone in the beginning. But, as the hours wore on, he became quieter and more morose. I can practically see him withdrawing into a shell. I suspect the full weight of being here, and no Sirius waiting, is hurting him a great deal. I know him well enough by now to know that he's still feeling guilty about Sirius' death.
I would never dream of saying anything to make him feel worse, but he is a teeny bit responsible, only because he acted so rashly. However the blame belongs mostly to Kreacher. But as I said before, that will go with me to my grave…
I wish that Harry would talk to either Ron or me. He needs to open up to someone. If he won't talk to us, then perhaps he should talk to Remus. After all, who better to understand what he is going through than Remus?
And speaking of Remus, I am quite concerned about him too! I've hardly seen him since I've been here. It seems that the only time he tends to leave his room is during the full moon, Order meetings, or on a mission for the Order. And on the rare occasion; mealtimes…
I had the chance to speak to Professor Dumbledore after the last Order meeting two days ago, expressing my concerns… According to Professor Dumbledore, he has been worried too. But Remus won't open up to him either. Though he did say that he had offered Remus his old teaching position in the hopes that it will give him something (other than Sirius) to think about. I do hope that he accepts the job. Not only was he the best teacher we had for DADA, but I think it will help pull him out of his depression too…
Well, it's almost time for dinner. Until next time…