Obsessed with You

Heya! Sorry if I didn't update for so long. It's not my fault! I updated once every three days before because out teachers were on strike so we didn't have to go to school. But now strike's over and I have school and homework again. –sob sob- Ok…so I got LOTS of you calling Syaoran a bitch…well it's true. He is one. I agree with ya.

LadyAkina- Hey you called Syaoran a bastard and everyone else called him bitch. XD

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Lain in the Wired- the end is nowhere near sight… it's probably going to be a while.

Ffgirl-07- LOL! He will get jealous…eventually…and there will be a new boy…OMG DID I JUST TELL YOU PEOPLE THAT?

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-xAxsxHxlxExyx- Um…I think there's some kind of misunderstanding here… that wasn't the last chapter…

Innocent-Hope- You already know how it ends Laurie! -Evil-

Lil-Sakura-Angel- YOU CRIED? You like making people laugh? Hey you and I have that in common.

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Sparkly Faerie- Yep you are also right! Ya she's really not that serious but I just made her like that last chapter.

XxQuietSecretxX- Lots of OMGs! Yep she caused it but Syaoran did overreact a little…

SakuraxxxBlossom- maybe she'll be quiet and cold! P

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Eternal- HEY! Well…I'm running out of things to say…damn…can I ask you a question? Laurie says when I say 'damn' it's Andrew's thing. Is it really!

Stephie 23- Ya…Sakura did go over the line. I agree with that…

Michelle- Wow you cried? I didn't think it'd be that bad…anyway, ya I love them together too. And Syaoran's gonna get treated badly too! Not in this chapter but surely in the next few.

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Well that's it! THANKS YOU GUYS!

Chapter 5- Starting Over

I took a deep breath. It was a new day. It's the beginning of the week. It's also a new beginning for me.

Today is the day that I'm going back to school. I skipped it for the rest of the week last week. I just needed time to think about everything. Just like you need time to recover when you've been wounded. Syaoran shot an arrow at me. And this wound is so deep that even it healed, there will still be a scar.

I then started to walk down the path that leads to school. It felt good to know that I'm going to school again. I needed to work, in order to forget things.

The path stretched underneath me. It seemed like such a long walk compared to before. But eventually, Killarney High popped into my sight. I stood there, looking at the enormous building. It looked so dead and unfeeling to me.

I knew I was changing. I didn't feel as happy as I felt before. I didn't want to look at everything with a smile. I had a different perspective of everything, a darker perspective. I didn't want to do anything that involved people. But most of all, I didn't want to see Syaoran ever again.

Maybe others would say I'm overreacting. Maybe I am. It's just that…that I've never been hurt this bad before. I cried for days. I don't want to be hurt again…or even more. I'm afraid of being hurt again.

I changed my looks. I no longer wore my hair in a high ponytail. I left my hair down, my bangs slightly covering a bit of my face. I wore slightly a bit of makeup. The colours of my closet aren't as cheerful as they use to be. I was going to wear a cap, but the school has a no hat rule. Yes…I'm trying to cover myself up.

"SA-SAKURA!" A pair of familiar voices sliced the silence, and also disrupted my thoughts. I looked back and saw two pairs of eyes. Amethyst and ruby.

Ah…Tomoyo and Meilin…

I gave them a weak, faint smile.

They immediately looked alarmed.

"Sakura? You okay?"

"You still depressed?"

"You look different."

"Yeah, but you still look pretty."

"Syaoran's such an ass."

"Yeah!"

"I told you to blow of some steam at Touya."

"Or us."

"And-"

I cut them off. I wasn't going to let this go on forever.

"It's okay. I'm fine"

So I told a little white lie. But I just wanted them to shut up. I know it sounds bad, but I really do. Yes, I wanted silence THAT badly.

Syaoran's POV

I looked back to make sure that no one was following me.

Ah…I've finally got that freakishly obsessive girl away from me. Life is sweet. Was I too harsh on her? Eh, who cares about her. She's just another girl. No big deal.

This life is awesome. Nothing is going to bother me now. I can actually enjoy this new city. And I got to say, it's not bad.

Hey, isn't that Meilin, Tomoyo, and… Kinomoto?

I looked at those girls that broke into my vision. The auburn haired girl immediately caught my eye.

She looks a bit different than she did before…her hair isn't pulled back into a ponytail anymore…something about her feels different, too…is it because that she doesn't follow me anymore?

I fastened my steps and tried to walk part them. When I brushed Sakura's shoulders I sneaked a peek at her with the corner of my eye.

Wow! She's hot! (Dreamz- What a shallow ass-ish jerk eh?) She actually put on some makeup! How come I never realized how hot she was before? Is it the hair, the makeup or what?

Meilin and Tomoyo death-glared me as soon as they realized I was passing by. So… Kinomoto told them… Damn she has such a fat mouth. Pfft, why couldn't she just keep it to herself? It's not like it's something so good that you wanted to share with EVERYBODY.

Kinomoto looked up and our eyes met. She looked away with a blink of an eye.

What's this feeling that I have right now? Is it…

…Guilt?

…Shame?

…Regret?

My stomach lurched as soon as I thought of those words. I didn't want to stay there anymore so I practically started running. Even though no one said anything, I felt like I can hear them screaming at me in my head.

I quickly shook my head, trying to make all the thoughts go away. I mean, what I did to her wasn't even that big of a deal. It's not my fault she was so obsessed with me. What would YOU do if someone stalked you 24/7? You'd probably even done something worse than what I've done.

Why the hell am I thinking about psycho girl when she's not even following me anymore? I'm deleting her from my brain now…

Not that I wanted to, but I Kinomoto took all my attention today. She's been so quiet for the whole day. Usually she raises her hand for almost every question she knows. (Dreamz: No, Sakura is not a nerd…not a suck up… nor a teacher's pet.) Now she just keeps her head down on her desk and looks blankly at the blackboard…not that I care of course.

But surprisingly enough, three days had passed without Sakura ever appearing except for class. (Dreamz: Yep, he called her Sakura. It's not a mistake.) How can she just disappear into the hallways when I'm always just right behind her? Is she avoiding me? And exactly WHY do I care!

Sakura's POV

I have successfully avoided Syaoran for three days in a row now. I'm starting to get good at this. Forgetting him, like I thought, is hard. But I'm doing great so far and if I can keep this up, he'd most likely be at the back of my head by the end of the month!

But now I have another situation up my sleeves. Guys are asking me out. And I mean LOTS of them WHY DIDN'T THEY DO IT BEFORE? What's so good about me now that attracts them now? Is it because I look different?

So now Meilin and Tomoyo are convincing me to go out with this guy that asked me out in my biology class just yesterday. I guess he's pretty cute… Dark hair, Blue eyes, tanned skin… His name is Drake. (Dreamz: Laurie and heather, doesn't this just remind of you of Andrew! The skin thing? Omg I almost named him that, but I thought it'd be too weird for you two to read.) Tomoyo says this is a great way to forget Syaoran. And Meilin says it's awesome because he's cute AND he's falling head over heels for me. I know that he just asked me out because of how I look now, but I think I'm going to do it. But this is all because I think Tomoyo is right. It can help me forget Syaoran Li, the person that once ruined my life.

I went to bed with millions of thoughts going through my mind.

The next day went by really fast. And once again I have avoided Syaoran as I got out of math. Next period is Biology.

After going to my locker I went to biology class. The class was already full of students. My eyes swept across the room, and half way through I saw Syaoran. He was just sitting there, staring back at me. His glance, somehow, seemed… different to me. It actually had a hint of…warmness this time. Is it just my imagination? He kept on looking at me, and I kept on looking at him, unknowingly. Suddenly I came to my sense and jerked my head away. I tried hard not to turn pink but I felt myself blushing furiously. Oh great, I still like him this much…

I once again looked at the classroom, avoiding a certain amber coloured pair of eyes this time. Then I saw Drake sitting at his table. There was an empty spot beside him. Did he save it for me? Drake soon saw me, waved and smiled. I gave him a tiny little wave back and walked towards him…

"Hey Drake."

Okay, there's the fifth chapter. Please don't yell at me if it's short. I know, I know. I finally update and the length sucks. I promise the future chapters will be longer. So please don't get mad at me! I suppose this chapter is pretty boring…but it's supposed to explain some of the feelings the main characters are having. So I'm sorry it's not exciting enough… This guy named Andrew says I dot too much, do I really? Anyways, comments and suggestions are greatly welcome. Thanks for reading!

Dreamz

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