Hey guys I am so sorry that I took so long but school and other stories and what not, plus I am trying to write a song fic that deals with what I felt and all when my friends were in that car accident and it is taking me a really long time to write because I get all teary eyed and stuff. But enough with the excuses I really was busy and feel really bad and if it wasnt for my good friends Aneesa and Meg who havent stopped bugging me until I said that I would update-lol jk guys. So anyway on with the story.

Chapter 8

So as I left Father Doms office and made my way to the car, Seth found me and pulled me in for a quick kiss before saying Iill pick you up at 6:00 right. At first I was like at six for what and then I remembered our first date. Aw it was very cute that he remembered,

And very, very sad that I didn't remember. Oh well what can one do.

AYeah of course I said and smiled as he leaned down and kissed me again and walked over to his car. And drove away. I continued to walk to our car where Doc was sitting in the back seat and Dopey was talking to Debbie leaning up against the door to the driver side. I went around and hoped in the passenger door and made small talk to Doc until Dopey got in and we drove home.

As soon as the car pulled into the driveway I ran up the steps and opened the door yelled AIm home and then ran up the stairs and to my room. As soon as I opened my door my eyes went right to the window seat and like every day I expected to see Jesse sitting and reading or looking out the window. But like everyday since he left I have just seen the empty wall with no one living or dead sitting in that seat. I gave myself a little shack and mentally yelled at myself saying Snap out of it Simon, he's gone he left and now you are with Seth I said that and looked back at the window seat and then went into the shower.

In the shower I took the soap and washed my body then shaved my le...ya know what I am just going to skip until I am out of the shower.

Once I was out and had dried off I put my little housecoat on and dried my hair and left it so that it was my natural wavy look and then started to find clothes to wear for my date. I think I had every last article of clothing out before I found the right one, a denim skirt that wasnt a mini but close to being one, and a white sleeveless shirt that had lace at the top and a black top over it that tied in the front. I also put on a big belt.

Once I was done I put on a little bit of make up, ya know just the necessaries like mascara, and eye liner, eye shadow, and a little bit of lip gloss. By the time I was done it was around five thirty so I still had time. I went and sat done at the window seat and picked up Critical Theory since Plato and started to read it. Jesse seemed to like it a lot so I thought that I would give it a try.

I was so caught up in reading the first page...or well trying to read the first page. When Dopey called up the stairs, saying that Seth was here for me. Putting the book down I went to my mirror and reapplied my lip gloss. When I got down stairs and saw what Seth was wearing my mouth almost dropped open, he looked Hot, like really hot. He had on a black t-shirt and over it was a striped button up shirt the he left unbuttoned. And he also donned a nice pair of fitted jeans that made his butt look amazing. Like it always looks good but in these jeans he really could look like a butt model, they looked that hot. But ah side tracked much? Anyway after we had-the hi mom this is my boyfriend and boyfriend this is my mom, and no mom put the camera away before you embarrass me-oh too late-Thing we were finally able to go. AYou look really beautiful tonight Seth told me once out side.

AOh...well thanks, and you dont look to bad yourself I said and then I looked up and saw his car. And let me tell you that you don't have to know a lot about car's to know that his car cost a lot of money. "Nice car I said as Seth helped me into his car

"Thanks it's a Cadillac Escalade" he told me and then shut the door and went around to his side. Then the whole ride all he talked about was his car, like how it is supposed to be very expensive and only people who have money have 'an Cadillac Escalade' and how he has everything that you could have in an SUV in it.

Really it was so boring I was gonna fall asleep. And I bet that the car is a fake-wait can you have fake cars?

We arrived to the movie theatre where we were going on our date (how original I know), about ten minutes later. When we got to the ticket booth where you pay for your tickets into the movie theatre, I was expecting him to ask me what movie I wanted to see but to my surprise he just said "2 tickets to 'The Chronicles of Narinia' please"

Ok that seemed like it would be a good movie but come on isn't it like 2 and a half hours long or something like that? I am lucky if I can sit though a normal 1 and a half hour long movie without having to go to the bathroom but 2 hours is pushing it and ok like I said this may be a good movie but in the previews the animals talked. I am not a talking animal kind a girl; I am a ghost kind of girl. And I have to believe that ghost talk I am not going to believe that animals talk, there is only so much that someone can take. And that is not one of them-Ok breath Suze (because I seemed to say or well think that really fast I don't even think I understood all of what I just said)

But oh well we will have to work on that part I see. At least I will be with Seth.

Right?

So after he pays for the tickets we go up to get our food. We wait and have some small talk that was boring for me and I think that if I tell you what it was about then I would put you to sleep.

So when it was our turn to order our food, again I expected for him to ask me what I wanted to eat but again he said "ah we will have a number 2 combo" and do you know what a number 2 combo was? It was a medium popcorn and two medium drinks. And I am sorry to say but by myself I can eat a medium popcorn and I am just guessing but he might want some too and well what does that leave for him? Oh and to top it off he got 2 cokes for us to drink.

Hello here. I drink diet coke. Even Paul knows that. Like everyday for lunch I have a diet coke and he still doesn't know that I like diet and don't like regular coke. Normally I would say something but I just wanted our first date to go well and I didn't want to get him embarrassed or anything (ya know by not even knowing what his own girlfriend liked to drink) so I just let it go.

Anyway we got into the theatre and he found us seats in the back of the theatre. We sat down just as the previews were coming to an end.

About 20 minutes into the movie (the movie wasn't that bad-so far) he put his arm around me and we moved closer together. A bit later we moved closer, and his lips came to the side of my face, and then my head turned and his lips captured mine. Our popcorn got put on the floor and his other arm came around me and my arms went around him. My hands found themselves in his hair that oh my god felt so soft and curly.

The kiss didn't take my breathe away like the one Paul gave me in my dream did. But that was a dream right so maybe I dreamt that it was that good.

But it wasn't like Jesse's kisses were. Jesse's kisses were never this heated. He took things slower but he still seemed to take my breathe away with the kiss. He would have started out with small kisses just to make sure that I wanted to be kissed. He never just went for the kill-or so to speak. But the kiss from Seth felt like a kiss from a relative (only to go this far into a kiss with a relative would be so gorse-but that's not the point).

We sprang apart really fast when a light was shone on us (I may even have let out a little scream). I looked up into the face of a (I have no idea what they are called? It's someone who works at the movie theatres do u know kim?) he looked to be about 65 and had a nasty smirk on his face. I blushed and Seth just said "What may I do for you?" really that's all that he said. Just like we were sitting her the whole time watching the movie and not sitting here making out the whole time. The said "please follow me" we got up and followed him out of the theatre once we were out Seth flipped and yelled at the "what was that for we are missing our movie?"

"I am sorry sir, but we have been getting complaints for what you 2 have been doing and so I had to remove you from the theatre. And I will have to ask you to leave" and with that the turned around and left. Seth opened his mouth to say something to him but I just nudged him and said "come on Seth lets just go" he looked at me and opened his mouth but then closed it and nodded and then he took my hand and we left. Once outside I said "that was a first" and then gave out a small laugh

"What was a first?" Seth said looking at me strangely

"Being kicked out of a movie theatre" I said and then he laughed to and together we walked to the car and all the complaints that I had before and the fact that the kiss wasn't as good as I hoped it to be all left my mind.

A/N: now doesn't that seem like a perfect place to leave off? No you want the chapter to be longer….well ok I did want to make it longer but that did seem like a good last line to this chapter.

Well it left my mind until later that night.

Since it was still really early we went to the Clutch to grab a bite to eat. we ordered and sat there talking about how our summer was after they moved into there house and we last parted. All the time that we talked he rubbed his leg up against mine. At first I thought that it was a mistake but then he did it again and again so I just smiled and then it kind of went back and forth between us. Right when our order came, the door opened up behind me and a little bell went off over the door. As soon as the bell went off Seth looked up to see who it was that came in the door. And I know that who ever it was couldn't have been good because his face changed it went from happy to disgusted in like 0.01 seconds. It would have been funny if it had of been any other situation. Because I had to turn around to see who it was-like who wouldn't?-and who do I see? Why none other then Paul Michael Slater walking though that door like he owned the place.

And guess what Paul did, that made it all the worse…he winked at me. Yeah just winked at me. It's not like he didn't know that Seth was mad that he was here. Because really it would have been impossible to miss the reaction on Seth's face, unless you were really dumb-which I know that Paul isn't because he fly's though school without studying and he gets higher marks then me and I have to study-but yeah off topic much Suze?

But yeah our meal (Seth's and mine) was quite after that and Seth ate fast and as soon as he was done he asked me if I wanted to leave yet. I being the slow eater that I am was still in the middle of eating but I could really see that Seth was very uncomfortable so I said that I was and we got up and walked to the counter to pay. I offered to pay for mine but Seth said that he got it. When I was waiting for him (I was sitting at the counter and he was at the cash register) Paul came up to get his food and sat down beside me on the stool. "So Suze how has your weekend been so far?" Paul asked me.

"Fun and yours?" I asked him while looking at Seth to see if he was done yet.

"Oh it has had its ups and downs" he said and looked me in the eye while the waitress asked him what he wanted. And without looking at her he kept his eyes on me "I will have a double, double" and then she left and he said "yeah my car got a flat so it's next door getting a new one put on"

"Oh that must have sucked" I said and broke the eye contact and looked back at Seth who was just getting his credit card back and opening his wallet.

"Yeah it did" he said looking at Seth as I was.

"Well I better be going" I said and got up an walked over to Seth. Who looked up as I approached and then looked at Paul before wrapping his arm around my waist and leading me out the door.

"So would you come with me to watch the rest of the sunset?" Seth asked me and me being a sucker for sunsets said yes. We walked to his car and he opened up the door for me and then we were on our way to the sunset.

10 minutes later we pulled up to Big Slur the 'top make-out spot around' at least according to the RLS angles who died a little way away after Michael Medducci ran them off the road because they didn't play babysitter to his sister (well it was more then that but that is the just of it).

Seth helped me get out of the car and together we walk down a little path and came to a spot that I had no idea existed. The spot had some big rocks that we sat on and looked over the ocean below us and straight across from us I saw the sun. just about to sink below the surface of the sea to stay until tomorrow when it will rise on the other side and wait to repeat itself again.

I sat with my head resting on Seth's shoulder and Seth's arm around me. We waited until the last rays were being pulled under and away from us. I started to hum the song that Cee Cee, Adam and I sang when I won the election for vice president of our year when I got to the last line of the song without realizing it I sang them out load "There goes the sun"

"You have a very nice voice" Seth said (that was actually when I realized that I sang it out load). I blushed and said

"Thanks" and then we watched the last glow from the sun disappear. "Cee Cee, Adam and I sang that the first time we watch the sunset together" I said

"Oh really and when was that?" Seth asked me

"The night after I won the election for vice president" I said and looked up at him and he was looking down at me while playing with my hair, and right then I realized that if only I can boost his self esteem then maybe he will get it that I am with him and not with Paul. Then we could all be friends. Yeah and god will realize that he made a big mistake and take away my ability to see ghost.

But well I suppose that it could happen. Seth stood up and he held out his hand for me. I gave him a why are we leaving look and he said "it will get darker soon and I don't have a flashlight"

Well I gave myself a mental slap; really duh on my part I really should have seen that. But oh well.

So I stood up and together we walked back to his car and he opened the door for me again and in I went and in he went on his side. We sat there and watched the few cars pass every now and then just staring out at the ocean in front of us. Seth slid his hand over and he took mine in it. I looked over at him and he was staring at me like he was fascinated with something on my face. I soon realized that it was my mouth that he was fascinated with. And he soon proved my point we he leaned over the gear shift and took my lips in his. It took me by surprise but I soon gave in and started to kiss him back. It was going good until he stopped the kiss and hopped out of the car leaving a very confused me still in it.

I thought that I must have been some bad kisser for him to leave me alone in his Cadillac Escalade I know I told you that he was rich but I didn't think that he was this rich that he could afford another car) car and decide to walk home-like if he didn't want to kiss me good night then well I would understand he didn't have to just leave. My very bad mistake when I saw that he opened my door 'oh great he is going to make me walk home-well fine then he isn't that good of a kisser himself. My mistake again when he helped me out and then opened the backdoor and helped me inside and then climbed in after me. After he was inside and he had shut the door he brought his lips to mine again and again after the shock I kissed him back.

We were going pretty hot when he leaned on me and gently pushed me back into the seat at the same time fallowing me down with his body. We were laying there with my hands around his neck and playing with his hair, and his hands were at the bottom of my stomach. All he was doing with his hands were just running them up and down my stomach every time that he would go up his hand would get closer to my bra and all that was under my bra. He moved his lips from mine and put them on my neck and he gave me small kisses up to my ear and slightly sucking on the bottom tip of my ear and then back down to my chest and going down as far as he could with the top of my shirt being in the way.

The whole time I was thinking that 'this is wrong' I am not that easy. No really I am not…fine don't believe me but we have only been going out like what a week. And god what he was doing with his lips were sending warm shivers down to my spine but it isn't because of love. I couldn't possibly love him could I?

No.

I didn't feel this way when I was with Jesse. So no way this could be love. Lust maybe but not love. When its love you feel like the other person would do anything for you. Seth doesn't make me feel that way. I feel more love when I am with Paul not with Seth. And that's saying something.

Seth must have realized that something was up (probably because I stopped kissing him back) and he broke away his lips from mine (where they somehow went back to) and looked at me with something in his eyes that I know think to be lust. Because if I don't love him then he most likely wont love me, and he wouldn't treat me like he did at the movies. "What's wrong?" Seth asked me

"Um…Seth I think we should slow down" I said back to him.

"Why?" Seth asked and I just laid there with a 'duh' look on my face

"Um because we have only been going out for a week Seth and this was our first date" I said to him and tried to keep the 'duh' look to a minimum.

"Oh come on Suze, I wont tell anyone if that's what your worried about" Seth said and I almost lost it because as soon as he said that he went back to kissing my neck and then to that spot on my ear that-Oh my god-felt so good. And let's just say that with him kissing that spot my mind totally went of track and I put my arms back around his neck and dipped them back into his hair, and we stayed like that for a while.

Until he tried to put his right hand under my bra and use his left hand to take my shirt off. And that's when I broke the kissing again and Seth backed off a little and asked me again what was wrong "Seth it's not that I am worried that you will tell someone, I just don't want to do this right now" Seth rolled his eyes and then sat up

"Come on Suze, why not?" he asked me and I took the fact that he was off me to sit up and so I did with my hands in my lap and my face watching them to scared to look up at him.

"I am just not ready Seth" I said and took a glance up at him. Good thing I did look up at him because when I did I saw him roll his eyes. I was mad now.

"I bet that you do it with Paul" Seth said and my head snapped up to look at him.

"What!" I half yelled half whispered.

"Oh come on Suze, you really can't think that I believe that Paul 'helps' you out so you don't fail a class and he gets nothing in return" he said and he even does the little finger quotes (you know the ones that you use your pointer and middle finger and you bend them when you say the word-ya those ones)

"Yes I did expect you to believe hat because that is the truth!" I yelled.

"Suze that is such a lie if I ever hear one" he said and looked over at me and I saw that in his eyes was anger-pure-hat-filed-anger, and I bet that if I had a mirror that my eyes would look the same.

"Seth you have no reason to accuse me of this" I said and crossed my arms

"I checked" Seth said

"What" I asked because I really had no idea what he was talking about.

"I checked your mark at school and you aren't failing" Seth told me and looked at me and instead of the anger filled eyes they really did look hurt. But I was so mad that I didn't care. That was a privet thing that he did. I couldn't believe that he would do something like that.

"One Seth that was wrong and two I am not failing Seth because of Paul. If Paul didn't help me then I would be failing" I said that and with that I got out of the car and slammed it shut, then started to walk home.

Yep, in the dark. I was so mad at Seth that if I was in that car for one more second that I wasn't sure if I would be able to be held responsible for my actions. I was literally fuming I was that mad. But like I said 'I started to walk home but I was stopped when my favorite ghost (A/N: sorry Jesse fans but I don't mean Jesse) decided to pay me a visit (yea-not) yeah so I am walking towards my house (which is far away) when Sam-Sam the clown shows up. "Heya" he said to me just like it was no big deal just a 'heya' that's all.

"Hi" I said and continued to walk.

"It looks like Seth isn't finished with you" Sam said and I turned around and sure Seth was half in his door and half out of his door yelling for me to come back.

-wait a minute rewind here for a second

How does Sam know that Seth and me where here? And how did he know Seth?

I looked at Sam and opened my mouth is confusion and Sam said "Ya I know Seth. He told me that he would help me move on just as long as I watched you and found out what you were doing with that Paul fellow" I looked at him and then I turned back to look at Seth

Ohmigod I can't believe that he did that my privacy is invaded.

Wait…and he still didn't believe that there was nothing going on with me and Paul.

"Was that why you were trying to get that journal?" I asked Sam.

"Yeah I read a part about some guy saying that he loved you so I thought that if I got the journal then I would be able to tell Seth and then he would help me move on" Sam said and I was mad. Seth had no reason to do that to me and to Sam. That's why Sam wouldn't tell me or father Dom what was keeping him here. He probably thought that if he did we (father D and me) would make him do something else

Or ya know Seth could have threatened him not to tell us.

"I am really sorry but I am gonna have to take you back to Seth" Sam said and he had a look on his face like he was disgusted with himself, but like he was forced to do this.

"Seth you don't have to do this. Seth can't make you do anything that you don't want to" I said

"I know that under normal circumstances he couldn't but under these ones I have no choice" Sam said and he grabbed my arm and started to pull me towards Seth

"Sam what do you mean 'under these circumstances' what are the circumstances?" I asked Sam while trying to get free from the death grip that he has over my arm

"All I know" Sam started "Is that he says something and I have to do it" he stopped and took a breathe and looked at me before starting up again "do you really think that I would want to do this to you?" and then Sam started to pull me again.

Minions. Seth has Sam for his minion. I know that this must have been what Sam was talking about. I can't believe that he had minions do his work and not even work but spying on me. And poor Sam.

Ok poor me I am taking pity on a ghost that is currently dragging me back to Seth.

But really Sam probably went to Seth for help ('cause Seth would have to be a mediator or a shifter in order to have Sam as a minion) and Seth goes and puts Sam under his 'watchful eye' if you will.

I was gonna have to help Sam but right now there is no stopping him-'cause once he is told to do something he has to do it-I will have to save him some other time because I had a feeling that if I went back into the car with Seth that he was going to get really mad.

So I struggled and struggled with Sam. I pushed him and I punch, I kicked and I screamed in his ear and I even sunk so low that I bit him. But he still dragged me towards Seth. I could hear Sam saying 'please god forgive me and please let Suze forgive me, I never planned for this to go this far' over and over in a whisper.

I wanted to be mad at Sam but I just couldn't do it. It was out of his power to do anything. I closed my eyes and stopped struggling. And Sam slowly brought me to the car as soon as we were in reach of Seth he grabbed my arm from Sam and he pulled me into the cars dark belly-or what I liked to think of as the belly of the thing that holds the beast-where I fear what would happen to me inside

A/N: ok guy's I really did plan on writing more to this chapter but well it seemed like a good place to stop so sorry for the cliffy and just to let you know the more reviews the faster I update

Luv ya lot's Suze

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