Ren quickly stood up "I'm sorry I can't I can't" horo soon spoke "you can't what?" Ren glared at horo "I can't believe you! I let you into my home and you're some gay looser" Ren said. "You almost got that right accept for the looser part" horo joked. Ren looked at the boy confused "I just need some time alone for a while." "Why?" horo asked. "Because this is too much too soon." Ren replied with a shaky voice. "Well it's not like I said please merry me!" horo complained. "I just thought that since you offered you wanted to so I let you…" horo continued. Silence was in Ren's voice for a minute. "So you mean you're not really gay?" horo said. "Of coarse not!" Ren yelled. "So you like chicks?" horo asked. "Well no not really…." Ren answered. "So you're an Asexual then?" horo asked. Ren replied "no I like somebody I just don't know who…that's all."
Horo did his pants up and made his way out of the room "I'll be staying in the spare room for when you figure it out." Horo said quietly. Ren sat there thinking for hours trying to figure out who he loved and yet he couldn't come up with anybody he sat there thinking and thinking soon he left the room to see horo. Ren opened the door slowly "umm listen I-"horo looked up "did you figure it out yet?" "No I cant I got to be honest I don't know if I do love anyone!" Ren sat on the carpet and tears ran out of his eyes "it's like my uncle used to tell me a Tao cannot love!" Ren said in the middle of crying. "Hey listen don't cry lots of people haven't found their loves yet I know I haven't." horo said in a soft voice.
Ren hugged horo "I'm sorry if this creeps you out but right now I feel like you're the only one I can trust" Ren said while trying to stop crying. "Oh its okay Ren trust me I won't tell a soul about this I promise." Horo calmly said. "You really promise horo?" Ren whimpered. "Yes I do and if you feel any sadder just come and see me." Horo whispered. Ren smiled at horo "thank you but I'm going to stay in here with you for a while…..horo? What's it like to you know be gay?" Ren asked. "Heh how do I explain this it's like umm heaven if you can find someone but if you cant it's the equivalent of hell and there's lots and lots of surprises!" horo giggled.