Yaoi drabbleness…. Hell YEAH! …heheh…don't own FMA if I did Envy and Ed would be all over each other...or Roy and Ed but…. okay I digressed…if there isn't a drastic turn of luck in my favor, lets just assume I don't own it.

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He doesn't know what to do. This is not supposed to happen. His first reaction is to hit him but for some reason, doesn't. His second reaction is to choose what he wants more then any thing he has in years. Rational Ed is currently screaming his head off. He is fucking pissed, screaming and cursing, until of course irrational Ed drowns out the annoying bastard with cries of "What are you doing? Kiss him back!" Ed is only too happy to oblige and he discovers he doesn't care. He can't sink any lower. He hasn't made a right decision in years. As long as he can remember in fact he's made one bad decision after another. One more wont hurt. His own family's blood is on his hands in every way that matters. Al is in a fake damn body that he hates. So many people count on him only to be failed. Again. Like everyone else in his pathetic life. As He is be dragged down by this creature and He realizes Shou Tucker was right. He is the same he's just as fucked up and dirty as everybody else. Because he has blood on his hands, because he can't do anything right, and…most importantly because when Envy kissed him….He didn't push the sin away.

R&R please and thank you!