Title: Is it Hate or Love?

Summary: Fuji has a secret that he's hiding from everyone. What will this secret cause to happen among the regulars? "Goodbye Fuji."

Disclaimer: I do not own Prince of Tennis…if I did I would be happily prancing around the room now.

Authors Note: Yes, I update before Christmas Eve…lol…I'll try to update more! I promise! It's just that school is really busy! But since it's winter break now…UPDATE ha ha ha…anywho, thankies to Alaena Flame Dragonstar, Ashwings101, DNA Strand, and Yamatoforever! For reviewing! You guys rock!

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Chapter two: Hide and Seek

Last Chapter: Fuji ran and ran. It started to rain. As if everything in Tokyo was crying for his loss. His loss of his lover. He looked up when he saw the rain; he gave a startled little gasp and started to cry with it. Then he gave a laugh, a laugh that would have ripped someone up to pieces…

This Chapter…

"Tezuka! Did you see Fujiko-Chan today?" asked a curious Kawamura. No reply from Tezuka.

"Tezuka…did something happen between both of you? Are you all right? Are you Sick?" asked the ever-worrying Oishi.

"N..Noo…nothing happened between us." Lied Tezuka, putting on his stoic mask again, he yelled, " What are you standing around for? Your wasting practice! 30 laps now! Last person drinks Inui's newly created juice!"

"Yes, Inui's Hyper chemical 2.5" added Inui with a smirk. Immediately when they saw it, they ran off. Which left Tezuka still sulking in the clubroom.

Fuji…why did you leave me? Why didn't you let me say it? WHY…WHY!

Do you really not need me Fuji? I love you Fuji. We loved each other. Or maybe you never really loved me. Maybe we were just playing a game.

Tezuka took out his cell. Maybe Fuji was sick. There were other possibilities that Fuji hadn't run away.

Please let him be home

"Hello?" asked Yumiko, wondering why someone would call during school hours.

"Good morning, this is Tezuka. Is Fuji home?"

"No, I'm afraid he isn't. He hasn't come home since last night. I was beginning to suspect that he was sleeping over at one of his friends house."

"Thanks bye" and Tezuka hung up promptly not waiting to hear Yumiko's protests.

Where are you Fuji? Where?

The rest of the day past slowly for Tezuka. His mind was all centered on Fuji and where he could be. Nothing could cheer Tezuka up that day. Not even his favorite sport Tennis.

Finally, school was over so Tezuka could go home. But that was not where he was planning to go. He was going to find Fuji and that was final for Tezuka.

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He searched and searched but he still wasn't able to find Fuji. It was beginning to rain.

No! I'm not going to give up until I find him! Even if I risk my life for it!

Tezuka went up the stairs to a building. He would not know what awaited him there.

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Fuji ran. He ran as fast as he could he didn't care what happened to him. He just wanted to die. He wanted to die right there in the spot. He wanted every memory or Tezuka to disappear. He wanted revenge.

It was only 4 more days until he had to go back to his old parents in America. Fuji didn't want to. But he'd do anything to hurt Tezuka for once. Make him feel sorry that he hurt him.

He walked up a tall building. Ever so silently, trying to reach the top of the building as fast as he could. Last floor. He was there. He opened the door to the top of the building. He let the cool wind blow on him as he walked on the roof.

Fuji stood at the edge and looked down. He felt as if he was floating with all the other stars around him. It was a long fall down if he dared to even jump.

Should I jump down? Yes. I need to. I hate my life and I don't want to exist anymore. I'd rather fall as a star than live this life.

When Tezuka reached the top of the building. He was surprised that he found the door opened. He gently pushed the door open wider and walked in. When he walked in, he saw something that made his heart stop. There, was Fuji…getting ready to jump off the building.

END OF CHAPTER FOUR!

Authors notes: Yes, yes, yes…I suck because I posted a really short one…lol. But still Fuji might die…shall I…you will find out the next chapter

Next chapter: Tezuka has found Fuji getting ready to jump off one of the tallest buildings in Tokyo. Is Tezuka fast enough to save Fuji? Or will Fuji really die this time?