A bit of Rose drabble, her feelings, its how she copes with it!

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See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Rose saw the Doctor messing with the TARDIS quite happily tapping a random button or pulling a lever with ease. He never knew where they were going, where they were heading but some how he always seemed to do it with the most spontaneous attitude that he could muster, and yet somehow she could always tell that he just doing it to help someone. The way his jaw was set, the way his would look over the TARDIS with pain desperately looking for something to do. And she would just wait. She wasn't allowed to touch the precious machinery.

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails he makes me wait
And I wait without you

He was just breezing over the controls with a remarkable ease and yet Rose stood there simply unsure on what was happening. Where was he taking her and why? And yet it was probably somewhere different… somewhere exciting… and yet it had a large sense of foreboding. What was going to happen?
So she sat and waited feeling completely detached from what was going on. Without him.

With or without you
With or without you

Should she really stay if the only thing that they were accomplishing was a little thrill? She knew the Doctor actually wanted to help people but still it was just what he did. For a little thrill. And so she wondered if he could do it without her… I mean she could go home… Just sit down with Mickey and her mum. Let the world pass her by, but she knew she couldn't. That just wasn't her.

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

After spinning and shaking for a long time they landed. The Doctor stood up straightening his back looking extraordinarily pleased with himself. He seemed to be quite pleased with what he done or where he had gotten them. But Rose realised that he could do anything but she would still crave more… like a place to rest, maybe with her family… But she couldn't just do nothing could she?

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

She couldn't stand not being with him… but she couldn't stand being away from her family. It was a painful, conflicting emotion. And he seemed to feel the same way about her…

The Doctor looked at Rose solemnly. She looked lost, her eyes completely glazed over. And he knew she was thinking again. Whenever she thought of anything to the extent of her full attention she would sit there her eyes wide and mouth slightly ajar. She couldn't hear anything, not even "Rose you ready?" She was lost in her thoughts and it was times like these that made him wonder why he kept her. But he knew he wouldn't be able to cope with out the girl… He needed her whether he liked it or not. And he did like it.

Now if only she could deal with her emotions like that. Honestly it's a lot easier.

He wandered over to Rose tapping her lightly on the shoulder. She shuddered and seemed to be snapped out of her haze. "You ready to go Rose?" He asked her gently.

"Yeah," she stood up quickly racing to the door. "With or without you." She laughed.

A/N: Yes tis weird, but me loves reviews! Tell me how crapples it was, go on! You know you wanna! I mean I did a story before, 300 hits and only one review! Made me cwy… so go on be nice!