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Summary of last chapter: There has been a crash and Kai has been hurt badly. Has Rai uncovered new feelings for the stoic captain?

Italics - Thoughts

What???

I couldn't take it. 'Do something!' I burst out. The medics looked at me in surprise, probably because I showed I could actually talk. The look on my face made them spin back to what they were doing though, fast. Quickly and smoothly they ripped off Kai's shirt, showing his muscular body covered in black and purple bruises. The sight made my eyes water. Why did this happen? What did he do to deserve this? Can't the Bladebreakers be left alone for one second? I held back my tears and held his hand ever tighter to my chest almost as if in prayer. I shook violently, hoping, praying... Don't you dare leave me Hiwatari! I hardly noticed the pain in my right hand anymore, I couldn't care less. All I wanted was for Kai to wake up and give me one of his death glares for holding his hand. I chuckled. Great. now I'm going hysterical. I closed my eyes. THUMP. Come on damn you Kai, stay with me! THUMP. Nothing. THUMP. I opened my eyes to see the medics look at each other in silent conversation. One looked at me warily.

'KEEP GOING!' I cried, not believing anyone could be so stupid. He jumped. THUMP. Beep.Beep.Beep. I took a sharp intake of breath, only just realising that I had been depriving my body of oxygen for over a minute. I gulped in as much air as possible, my body relaxing slightly. Damn you Kai, don't do that to me.. Still I held on to his hand as if he would leave me again if I let go. Never will I let you go! Never! 'Never' turned out to be not long at all as I was suddenly hauled away from Kai and into the hospital. I struggled furiously, not wanting to leave Kai, but gave up as soon as I was put into a cubicle. I sighed, suddenly very aware of the throbbing pain coming from my right hand. But still my thoughts could not leave Kai on that hospital bed. I sat on the end of the bed in the cubicle in a daze, not caring what the young female doctor did to my hand. I could feel Tyson boring into the back of my head, trying to work out what was going on. Ha! Keep thinking Tyson, you'll never work this one out.. Soon as I can't work it out myself..These feelings. they're not right. they're not natural. oh god, I'm a freak.. 'AHHHHH!' I yelled in frustration, not meaning for it to be heard by anyone else. Great job Rai, now everyone's attention is on you. Thankfully I think most put it down to pain that the doctor may have just caused me, I hadn't realised she was still here. I slumped back down onto the bed and rolled my eyes. I just couldn't stand this, none of it. Damn it Kai! How do you do this to me?!? The female doctor had finished with my hand by the time a new doctor came into the cubicle.

'You are friends of Kai Hiwatari?' he said too quietly for my liking.

'Yes, Yes.' I snapped, ' How is he? What's going on?' I suddenly realised I was glaring down at him, soon as I had stood up, my full height towering over him. I tried to soften my face, but I could tell the doctor was terrified. I prepared myself for the worst.

'You - You can go and see Kai now, if -if you wish -one at a -a time.' He stuttered. My eyes widened and I jumped over to the doctor.

'Where?' I asked desperately.

'Room el-eleven' I ran out of the cubicle, hardly stopping to see which way I should be going. I turned left sharply, almost knocking over a couple of young nurses. I cursed and ran on, going up the steps 3 at a time. I'm coming Kai. Please be alright. Finally, I reached room 11. I paused to regain my breath and closed my eyes. Be awake, sitting in the bed please. tell me you're fine.just a scratch. I opened the door and walked in. No sound came from him. Just the beep, beep, beep of the machines around him, keeping him alive. Kai was surrounded by them, different tubes connected to him at different points. He was paler than usual, his triangles were gone. So helpless. Fighting for one simple thing, his life. The tears that threatened before came tumbling down, I didn't care anymore. I couldn't contain them any longer. I sunk to my knees, horrified by the sight before me. It's my fault. It's my fault you're like this, my fault you're almost dead. I sat there for some time, my head in my hands, tears falling fast. I shook uncontrollably, not caring if anyone saw me. I was broken, I wasn't whole. Kai completed me, even if not in the way I wanted him to. What way do I want him to complete me though? I sat there confused, wet and in pain, in both the physical and mental state. I hung my head low. The touch of a hand on my shoulder made me jump and stand up. It was Tyson. I wiped my eyes dry.

'The doctor wants to talk to all of us.' he said, his eyes dim. I nodded and walked out to face the others. All had worried looks on their faces, but I knew the look on my face was the worst. I looked at the doctor expectantly.

'I promise you, Kai will survive this, he's a fighter.' the doctor said, his confidence returning.

'Damn right.' I whispered. The doctor nodded and carried on.

'But there are a few complications..'

Oooooh.. Nasty cliffy.. Sorry I took so long 2 update, sooo busy with school, but I promise I will be a bit quicker next time! Please review this and give me all of your thoughts, I really do appreciate it. Nything I could do better..etc etc. K! c ya l8er! ^^