Remember: Everything but the plot, original characters, and Nikki isn't mine. That's Toei's property unless it just so happens to fall into my lap magically one day … Nope nothing. XD

Note: Yes, they are older then the TV series. :3

Fan Letters
Yamachi Fluff!
By: LilyChan
Chapter 4
Seriously, I'm NOT Gay!

Genres: Comedy/Romance

Rating: PG-13 -- Language, MILD Nudity, Possible OOCness. -nukes the pervy people-

Summary: Taichi is but a fanboy of a certain musician and can't seem to get his attention by only being his friend. But one day, while surfing the web, he spots an opportunity to contact him. Will he take that chance?

"Fine. He kissed me on the cheek!" Then the phone went dead. The brunette's voice was echoing in his mind as clearly as it was before his stupid phone went dead. Poor Izzy was now more confused then ever. He didn't know if he should be happy or if he should be insanely jealous. But he wasn't gay, right? His mouth was gaped open in shock and anger. Shock, because his best friend got kissed by the object of his affections, but he was angry that his phone didn't beep him that it needed more batteries or if it needed to be charged. He placed the phone on the bed and started to groan out on anger.

"Why can't this be simple, like a geometric math problem!" Izzy thought with annoyance. It was obvious his nap didn't help much. He kept having dreams of Tai and him being together as a couple, growing old, adopting children, and being buried next to each other. Getting more frustrated, he grabbed his nearest pillow, placed it on his face, and screamed as loud as he could. He hated this so much. Why did it have to come now? Why did it even matter? Tai and Matt were going to eventually end up together – just like a fairy tale.

But this isn't a fairy tale. This was real life. Not everyone gets to be with the one they love. Someone will have to make sacrifices. But… he's not gay. No way. There's no possible way. It's impossible to feel any feelings towards your best friend – especially since he's, well, a he! It's not biologically possible! He needs a woman to continue the human race, even though there were about 6.5 billion people in the world – and there's no way in hell he's going to figure out how many Digimon there are. But… the world was overpopulated anyway. If the world keeps going how it is now, soon the world would be overpopulated and that wouldn't be good for anyone. There wasn't enough land on Japan as it is, much less in the world. People would have to end up killing each other for fun!

But Izzy ignored these thoughts. He felt that there are more important issues to think about and those thoughts were for a rainy day. He needs to figure whether he's straight, gay, or at least bi. He pondered. Well, first of all, he's not going to tell his parents if he was indeed gay. They kept telling random strangers that he's going to produce little geniuses one day with a fellow genius girl. In fact, Izzy was surprised at the fact that they didn't have an arranged marriage. Not that he mind, mind you. His father was a hippie during those days, and he still believes in free love, and that Izzy could choose on whether or not he wants to be with someone. And thankfully, his mother agreed with his dad.

And Izzy cursed that right now. He cursed that freedom. He kept making the pillow beat him up when all it did was literally beat the feathers out of the pillow. "Ugh, this is so confusing." he said aloud. The only way to know for sure is to actually kiss a guy. There was no way he's going to watch gay porn. He was still squeamish about watching straight porn! So having sex is out of the question…but he still had to kiss someone. Maybe he would kiss Tai; it won't mean anything to Tai. Nothing ever does.

But it would mean something to Izzy. "Ugh, why does it HAVE to be Tai? Why can't it be someone more my brain capacity? Like Ken? At least he and I can handle a decent conversation without the word 'Yamato' in it. But then again…Ken has Takeru AND Daisuke… What am I thinking? I sound like a freaking horn dog!" Izzy groaned as he placed the half empty pillow on his head. "I hate this." he said. He heard a knock on his door. "Koushiro, are you alright?" It was his father. He thanked every single God, including the Digi Gods that it wasn't his mother there to make it worse.

"Come in, father." he said, trying not to sound tired. His father opened the door and stepped in his room. He was wearing his work business suit that clearly comes out of the stereotype books of what a Japanese business man would be wearing. "Hey, son." he smiled. Izzy tried to smile, but he was just so frustrated that he couldn't. "Hey, father." His dad placed his hand on Izzy's red hair and rubbed it, like he was dog. Izzy didn't mind. He appreciated these moments, especially now since he needed it more then ever. "You okay? It looks like that you had a rough nap." his father said as he looked at his only son. Izzy shook his head. "Nope, father. I'm fine." he lied. Izzy's father stared at him. "Izzy, you're a bad liar. You know that?"

Izzy sighed. His father was right. He WAS a bad liar. However, he tried to do what Taichi does whenever he lies straight through his teeth. But he guessed that since Tai's a pro… Izzy's dad got himself comfortable as he tried to see what was bothering his genius son. "Now tell me, Izzy. Straight from the beginning." he said. Izzy bit his lip. There was NO way he's going to openly talk about his problems. No way, no how.

His father glanced at his son's face. "Izzy?" he asked, growing a bit impatient. "Y-yes, father?" "You sure there's nothing wrong?" Izzy sighed and nodded. "There's nothing wrong, Father. I'm just nervous about exams." he said. Well, it was true. Okay, not really true, but it's the best he could think of at the moment. And besides, who wouldn't? The school had been hammering on them about grades and college -- especially since there's a lot more jobs that requires a college degree.

"Izzy, if this is a girl problem, you know you can talk to your mother about it." his father suggested, raising an eyebrow, knowing how bad of a liar Izzy was. Koushiro nodded his head, feeling a bit more calm. "Yes, father. I'll do that." Then they both heard his mother call for his father. He looked like he was caught doing a dirty deed. Koushiro narrowed his eyes at his father. "So that's why you wanted to check up on me..." he said, a bit upset (and relieved in many ways, more then one) at this fact. "Eheheheh...Yeah, can ya blame me though?" his father said as he laughed nervously.

Then his mother, with her violent and wavy hair, entered the scene. She was wearing a blue top with a dark blue skirt that was covered with an apron. She crossed her arms and stood over her husband. "I thought I told you to go get the fish." she said very sternly. Izzy sighed as he laid back with his pillow back on his face as his parents had a discussion about the bond between a father and son.

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Soon it was nighttime and Izzy wasn't able to call Taichi back since. Sure Tai called back, but...he just couldn't talk to him so he made up excuses. He had to think first, which is what he did the best. But this time, it wasn't an extremely hard math problem or trying to make a scienctific discovery. Well. It was a discovery. A discovery on his sexuality. Was he gay? Was he bi? Why did he had such strange feelings for Tai? And...why were they so strong? These thoughts plagued as he drifted off into a deep slumber finally. It was then he decided: He was going to kiss Tai after school the next day.

A/N: ZOMG, another update so soon! XD;; I'm on a roll! Anyway, I hope you like this chapter when it's ALL about the Izzy. 8) (Even though it's a bit rushed and a bit short. ;) Now to answer reviews!

InfynitiStar: Ooh, Rated M, you say? It's okay, I'm a pervert too. I'll read your fics when I can XD; Bwahaha. You should see the things I cook up about Tai and Matt alone. And, I like the Daisuke, Takeru and Ken threesome as well! Heck yes I'm glad school's out! XD I graduated this year. :3 So it's a huge relief for me. What grade are you going to be in the fall? Aw, at least it's less confusing? Because poor Izzy gotta get over the fact that he is indeed gay! XD I hope you like this chapter and find some comfort. :3

DarkMetalAngel of Destruction: So very and completely sorry! ;; A lot of stuff got in the way, and I couldn't keep up with it so I had to put it aside for a while. Blame school! But summer is now in and I can work on it now. I just hope you still read and review it. :3;; Tee hee.

Oliversgurl: Most likely. XD; I don't like leaving people out. And the reason why Hikari's getting blackmail material? You'll just have to find out later. ;)

Sorceress Shingo: Can do, Ashleh. :3 I'll try my best.

Anyway, keep asking questions! I like interacting with my reviewers. :3 No, I don't have a life and you guys encourage it! XD I don't need a social life offline! Anyway, hopefully by the time you finish reading this long ass thing, I should be working on number 5! XD