Disclaimer: I don't own any part of Fruits Basket, really and no one would pay me to write this crap, that's silly. (I do own the poem at the top though)
Summary: when Hatori told Ayame he was dating Kana, a short ficlet from Ayame's POV
The Ocean and the Moon
The silver moon reaches for its love
Forever trying to embrace
Never to be together
Never to be apart
And spies its shining reflection
Dancing to the rhythm of its true love's heart
"Could I get you to help me with something?" He asked.
"Of course, always happy to lend a hand 'Tori-san" I answer. It was a beautiful day, early spring and warm enough I could finally get outside again for a while.
He shoves an open catalog in front of me. Glossy pages full of sparkling jewelry reflect the sunlight into my eyes painfully. I grab the catalog and tilt it so the glare dies. "Help me pick out a present for my girlfriend." he says sitting down on the bench next to me.
"Your girlfriend?" I ask, stunned. 'Why does it feel like I was just stabbed in the chest?'
"Yes, you know Kana, from work. I want to buy something nice for her."
"How long?... Does she know about the curse?" I ask him. 'What is this? No! I do not want to pick out a present for your girlfriend. Why am I so upset? Breathe self, breathe.'
"No, she doesn't know yet." he stated simply.
'He's a lousy liar. It's ok, I won't tell anyone 'Tori-chan. I wouldn't do that to you, but at this moment I don't want to pick out a present for her, not at all. I will do anything you ask though, always would. Alright I'll just take a deep breath, make a good show of it…'
"Well, congratulations 'Tori-san, you'll have to stop by soon and tell me all about it. I'll make us some of my special tea. 'Remember to smile. Got to at least try to look happy for him' …In my own humble, fashion guru opinion, these ear rings are delightful and would go with just about any attire" as I point to a random set of baubles on the page, "but I don't know how well they would suit her tastes. Maybe you should ask one of her close friends or a relative what she would like."
"That is an excellent idea. Thanks Aya" He says taking the catalog back "I'll go ask Mayuko-san, she knows Kana pretty well." then walks away, smiling.
'God, for the first time ever, I don't look forward to the next time I see him. It's not like I thought he was mine. I just never thought about him being any one else's either. He was bound to start seeing someone eventually right? I can't be that selfish, that shortsighted. Can I? No. he can see whoever he wants. We are the closest of friends, but no more than that now. It is better like that, easier. I do want him to be happy. He really does seem happy right now too, but I just know he is going to be hurt. I can see it coming and I can't stop it. I also know that I will be here for him to pick up the pieces. I just pray I don't cave in to my own feelings when it happens and make things even harder on him. What am I going to do? I am going to have to find a way to love him even more, for both our sakes, and soon.'