Ok thank you all for your reviews it's truly what keeps this Fic going. Ok there is gonna be some explaining done in this chapter. Also it's going to have Integra's Mother now don't kill me I only read about her but gonna make my own lil story line for her. Ok so here it is.

Disclaimer: Look at the first 2 chapters.

Dream Sequence

Integra was kneeling on the ground outside in the garden were her mother had died. She was praying to god to help her make a decision that even she, herself didn't know exactly what it was or what to make of it. Integra only knew one thing that whatever this decision she had to make was tearing her up inside. It seemed as if she wouldn't ever get an answer until. She saw a brilliant white shimmering light that held hints of gold and sliver in one word it was truly angelic. A form appeared in this brilliant light the form of an angel. The form reached out her hand and cradled Integra's face in a motherly way and spoke to her.

"Integra please look at this decision you are faced with as a blessing." It was when this figure spoke Integra realized it was her mother's voice her mother truly was an angel to come and guide her in moment of need. Integra knew this could be her only chance to speak to her mother form a long time or ever. "Mother please tell what to do I don't understand how I can make this decision because I don't even know what this decision is to being with." Her mother looked at her and smiled that smile mothers are famous for that smile that can make the rain stop and the nightmares go away.

"Integra you deep down you truly know what your trying to decide you don't even have to make a decision now. All you have to do is say what it is you are trying to decided at the moment and be completely honest and your mind will catach up with your heart."

Integra was puzzled by this message. She couldn't understand this message to it's fullest due to her mind inability to catch up with her heart. Integra decide she should ask her mother what this meant.

"Mother I don't understand what it is that you are asking, please tell me what decision it is I need to make." Her mother just contained to smile at her.

"Integra here is the last thing I can tell before I must go and I hope it helps as much it once helped me because the women of this family minds tend to cloud the judgment meant for the heart. And as her mother was leaving her finale words were "Amour est. vitae essential".

"I love you Integra no matter what decision you make remember my words." And as her mother's form faded back into the heavens Integra fade back into reality.

End of dream Sequence.

(In the kitchen)

As Alucard walked into the kitchen to get a drink he was shocked by Sera and Walter shouting his name more Sera than anything.

"Alucard," Walter and Sera said in unison.

"Yes Police Girl Walter have I done something to offend you in anyway."

"Not Miss Victoria and myself but did you by chance upset Sir Integra when you visited her well she was ill.," Walter said all this in his usual understanding and clam tone.

"Not to my knowledge why has she out right said that I've upset her in anyway. Which if she did is totally out of her character; normally she would just shoot me." Alucard knowing out right what actually happened when he visited Integra so he knew she wasn't mad at him which led him to believe something must have upset during the day because he was with the whole night and she was not upset then.

"Well Master you should give her this tea well Walter finish adding the updates to my gun." Before Alucard could say anything Sera shoved the tray with Integra's tea on it into his arms.

"Well thank you for helping out Master." Alucard was a littlie dazed at how end up going to Integra's room to give her tea.

(Inside Integra's room)

After Integra woke up she couldn't stop thinking about the dream and what her mother had said to her she muttered it out loud to herself or so she thought because well she was in this deep train of thought she never noticed Alucard come into the room.

"I just don't get it what is Amour est vitae essential."

"Master. Love is the essence of life." Once Alucard spoke Integra became aware of his presences

"What did you just say Alucard." Integra was confused to say the least it isn't everyday the first thing you hear form someone is love is the essence of life especially form a vampire.

"Well that Master it is what Amour est vitae essential means Love is the essence of life."

"Oh, Alucard do mind if I ask you something?" Now this was even more awkward than asking for Sera's advice, her asking Alucard advice about a topic about him that she wouldn't even admit to having on her mind.

"Yes Master please asks your question." Alucard being who he was said all this in an extremely arrogant tone.

"If you had to make a decision and the only advice someone would give you is amour est vitae essential what kind of decision would you be making." She hoped he could shed some light on the subject with him being 575 he should be able to answer this or at least she hoped.

"It's not that difficult of a subject Master it's simple really you must over thinking this decision maybe I shouldn't tell you let you figure it out on your own. But then what kind of gentleman would that make me leaving you not having your answer to your riddle."

"Alucard could please just answer what I asked you and be done with it." Integra notice Alucard was smirking which is never a good thing.

"Here is another riddle for you in which you will find your answer." Alucard kept smirking as he said his littlie riddle.

"I am a four letter word I am the most fickle of human emotions people will die for me and start wars for me many people write about me what am I." as he finished fazed through the wall.

"ALUCARD! Come back here you never answered my question." Alucard sent this message telepathically to Integra 'I did give you the answer you just have to think less with your mind and you'll understand because this is something even the greatest of minds can't explain.'

(Later that evening)

Integra had some how managed to get all her work done but she couldn't stop thinking about this riddle even as she was going off to sleep. Then right before she went to sleep it hit like a ton of bricks what the answer was it was so simple she couldn't believe it but if this was the answer then her decision couldn't come at a worst time. Of all things it had to be "Love."

Ok that's it for now I will try update as soon possible like tomorrow I went through hell get this up damn thunder storm and my dog anyway R&R Ok you'll soon find out why Love is so bad at this moment in Integra's life but not till tomorrow.I didn't really explain much sorry. Tell me how it is.