A/C Thank you to my one reviewer. I know I do need to make the time go bye and spread things into different days. Thanks for the honest review. Also with this chapter it might get better it might not. I'm trying so bare with me okay.

Chapter Three: Virginity is Lost as Easy as a Cell Phone

Craig laid in Hazel's bed for about an Hour and a half. Then he started kissing her neck. First kissing was just kissing then it turned into making out and then it turned into clothes getting thrown on the floor. Once Hazel was only in her shirt and underwear and Craig was in his boxers and a shirt she stopped the kissing.

"Are we really going to do this?" Hazel asked.

"If you want."

"Do you have something?"

"Yeah." Craig then reached over and got 'something' out of his pocket.

Craig and Hazel were both naked by the next time she interrupted. "Craig, I'm scared." She admitted.

"It's okay. I'll make this easy for you."

"How will you make this easy for me?"

Hazel woke up the next morning not remembering the night's contents. Then it all came flooding back to her. Hazel looked to her right. The blankets were messed up were Craig had been the previous night. He left? He screwed her and then left? Hazel started to cry. Not just because he left but also because she was overwhelmed. She was now apart of something she couldn't even begin to understand.

Why did it have to be so complicated? Her virginity was lost as easy as a cell phone. Of all the things in the world Craig could have done to hurt her this was one of the major things. She wanted to wake up in his arms and when she started to cry for him to wipe away the tears. But oh no, that couldn't happen that was just impossible to ask for. That was like asking for way too much.

On Monday Hazel's plan was to ignore Craig completely. This would have been easy if he wasn't waiting for her on the steps of school. "Hazel you ready?" he asked trying to grab her hand. Hazel pulled her hand away "What, for you to leave again?"

"No! GODDAMMIT HAZEL! Why do you have to make this so hard! I left because I didn't want YOUR FUCKING STEPMOTHER TO SEE US IN BED TOGETHER!"

"Go Craig! Go tell the whole fucking world we had sex. If you don't want to then I will ready? CRAIG MANNING SCREWED ME AND THEN LEFT. NOT WAITING FOR MY REACTION OR FOR ME TO EVEN WAKE UP. JUST FUCKING LEFT!"

"Why do you have to be so sarcastic about everything!"

"Because if I make a joke out of it I don't have to believe it's real."

Mr. Simpson then appeared in front of them, "Will you please stop cussing and lower your tones." Hazel had enough of this crap.

"NO I WON'T STOP CUSING. YOU WANT TO KNOW THE GREATEST FUCKING WORD EVER? FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. FUCK THIS SCHOOL! FUCK THIS LIFE! AND FUCK YOU CRAIG MANNING! MR. ONE NIGHT STAND!"

And with that she left. She couldn't believe she said that. She will be grounded forever. And once she is off of the cussing grounding she will be grounded for fucking Craig. She loved him and he just left. Did he not listen when I told him that my stepmother doesn't care about me? Does he listen too anything I say?

Hazel knew exactly what she was going to do when she got home. Now she was in her bathroom razor in hand ready to do what she always did for comfort. She slide the razor across a patch of skin on her arm. The line was horizontal and perfect. It was a straight line. She watched as the blood bubbled out of the slit. A few minutes later she was still bleeding. She suddenly got up and stopped the blood. She cleaned the wound and then did something horrible. If she was going to die she wanted it quick and painless and she didn't want to suffer.

Hazel grabbed her stepmother's prescription pills and took off the childproof cap. Hazel empties all of the contents of the bottle in her hand. She got a glass of water, put the pills in her mouth, took a huge gulp of water and swallowed the pills.

You want to know what was really sad though? She just attempted suicide because of a guy. Craig Manning the greatest feeling of all of the feelings she had that moment was that Craig would have to live with knowing he made her kill herself. Before she collapsed Hazel wrote a note to Craig.

Dear Craig,

You caused me to do this. To overdose. This is for me and Ashley and Manny. I love you to death. So I want to let you know I was thinking about you when I did this. You've caused me so much hurt over the last few weeks. I'm sorry but I can't bear to see you again let alone anyone else. I love you more then anyone.

Love You Forever,

Hazel

Then it happened. She collapsed right there in her bathroom, note in hand and ready for this all to end.