Ok Ok, so here's the second chapter to get a feel for this story. Oh yeah, I won't keep it in Beast Boy's POV so this might get a little interesting...Oh yeah, It already is lol! Sorry it's so short!
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Raven was truly at a loss. She now knew that I was in pain, but what was she going to do, hand me a joke book and say "Read these out loud"? What I thought, actually happened. She took out a joke book and threw it to me. "Read these out loud." She said. "O. . .K-Wait a minute-" I replied, remembering she could read minds, "Did you read my mind?" I asked.
"Maybe," She said. She never let me in on anything. I stubbornly returned to the joke book in my hand. I opened it to the first page and read, "What does mixing a cat and a fish make?" "I don't know what?" She asked. I looked up to her. She seemed to be playing around. This doesn't make any since at all. "She wants to listen to a joke. My joke?" I thought, accidentally out loud.
I returned to my book, stumbling through the pages, turning four different shades of red. "A catfish," I said, not stretching the word 'catfish' out to make it sound funny. I was totally loosing it. The joke book I held in my hand slipped and fell on the floor.
I went to get it, but was cut off by Raven grabbing my arm. She leaned in and kissed me. She kissed me right on the lips, and I was definitely blushing now, if I wasn't earlier. I was melting inside as I returned the kiss. I gave her affection I could never give anyone else.
She was my true love, and no one could stop that, not even her. We sat there, on her bed, not liberating each other's grasp. I was content. I didn't want to let go of this moment of time, but had to when I found myself unable to breathe. I heaved in some fresh air after that was done.
I felt drowsy, and then opened my eyes. I was lying on the bed, while Raven was shaking me persistent to stop my slumber. "Beast Boy you lug head. You fell asleep on my bed." Raven said. "Figures. . ." I replied, sitting up.
"Yea- What?" She asked, uncontrollable and a lamp exploded near her bed. "Oops." She sighed and repaired it quickly. "What's so surprising about it?" I asked. "It's just. . ." She said, losing her voice. "Huh!" I said, letting it out.
"Hey- Why are you yelling at me? I didn't do anything to you!" Raven yelled. My wide eyes replaced my anger with pain. "Yes you did!" I yelled back, "Can't you see! All the time! You act as if I'm not here!" "What are you talking about!" She yelled back.
Robin, Cyborg, and Starfire all barged in and watched as we both bickered back and forth like children, but I didn't care. All I cared was getting revenge. I needed to be lifted from this. I can't take it.
"You know full well what I'm talking about!" I cried back, "Every day you brush me off, I'm tired of it! I don't know what's your problem!" In truth, I just wanted to know more about her. "Stop" called a voice from deep within me. I didn't listen.
"My problem? What's your problem?" She shouted back, more of a statement rather than a question. I punched her bed and jumped off. I walked towards my other friends, if I had any. "It doesn't matter anymore, I'm leaving. . ." I thought to myself. "You know what. I don't care anymore. I'm done trying to impress you!" I yelled.
Raven stopped dead in her tracks. What did that mean to her? Impress her? What was I thinking?
I walked back to my room and began packing, I didn't care. I didn't care about anyone. No one was going to stop me from this. It's what I wanted now. I want to get as far away from her as I could. Maybe if I forget her, she'll go away, and the pain will stop.
I heard a knock on the door as I finished packing. "Beast Boy, come out. What's wrong with you?" came a familiar voice. "Robin, you wouldn't understand so just go away and leave me alone!" I shut him out. I'm going to shut them all out if they ask so there's no changing my opinion.
"Beast Boy open up!" Robin yelled. I heard Cyborg say, "Yo man that's not going to help." "What do you know? I've got a friend in there who just poured out so much anger and frustration. Aren't you even concerned?" Robin replied. I opened the door with my bag, and a brown hat on my head, along with a brown jacket. "I'm out ok!" I violently yelled.
Robin and Cyborg backed off. "Out! Beast Boy you can't-!" Robin yelled. I cut him off, "I can and I will! I'm sick of you. I'm sick of all of you, mocking me with my jokes! You think it's easy for me to make them up? I try my best, don't you even care!" I knew that wasn't the real reason I was yelling, or leaving the team, or even why I was so sad about.
I just had to cover up for my sadness, and my pain. Why'd she even exist? Why'd she have to come, and make me fall. She was the one that saved me, and the others, when we were trying to save her from Trigon. She tried to sacrifice herself for us.
I boasted, "I'm done with it." Like that, I was off. I didn't say anything else, and the others didn't follow me.
My travels brought me to a sad café. Seeing as I was already in the mood, the air was just right. I walked inside, and sat down at the corner, hoping no one notices. I sat there, and poured it out there, quickly, with silence. Through my sobs, I jammed in, "I did-the worst-possible-thing-ever. . ."
Did I do the wrong thing? Or was it the right thing? I felt uncertain of what to do. What can I do? I just ruined my life. I can't expect to get over that one. Now instead of just feeling pain, my heart's just plain dead. I can't take this. It's so, shattering.
I looked at my hands, which were covered in tears that I'd been holding my face with. (He had rested his head in his hands) I walked out, without ordering anything. I was going somewhere. Anywhere. Jump City goodbye and hello to anything, and nothing.
I was never coming back, and I never wanted to see their faces, any of them. "Thanks Star," I thought, "For showing me how clueless I was." I walked on in vain as I searched for something interesting I can pertain myself to.
All through my travels, days on end, she did not escape my thoughts once. I tried set free of it from my mind, but to no avail did that work. It only hurt me more.
I did not even care, to see that a man in a black and gold uniform walked up. "Hello, young Beast Boy," He greeted, with his normal eye glaring into mine. "What do you want?" I asked. "My my. . .We've got a moody one. I can help you, you know." Slade said.
Take a good look at me," I said, "Right now, I don't care, so leave me alone!" "Ah, but I can make your pain go away." Slade replied, making me rather aggravated. "Should I?" "Do it" came a voice from within. "Do it" It repeated.
"No way. You tricked Terra, but I'm not falling for it." Beast Boy said. "I'm only the truth, it won't hurt. You'll enjoy it when I finish with you, and you will like the new you. . ."
Slowly I, raise my head, and fell for it.