CHAPTER 9

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Yuna can't really beleive it herself that she's living without Tidus for 2 months now and she can't really beleive that Tidus haven't even called her yet. I guess he's really mad but he has the right to.

Up till right now, I realize how much I love him.

I find myself walking back in fourth in my room thinking just what to say when I see him again. But nothing works. How can I show him how sorry I am?

I need to stop pulling it in and stop lying. But will he ever beleive me again?

I closed my eyes hoping it'll help and gently hitmyhead. How do I expect him to come running after me?

"Yuna!" Braska's voice echoed from downstairs.

I didn't answer and threw myself onmy bed.

I could hear his footsteps coming closer as he opened the door.

My father walked over and shook me. "Seymour's here to see you."

I groaned. "I'm tired dad." I turned the other way.

"Wake up, I know you're faking it." Braska said. "You better be down there in 10 minutes. I have to work the whole day today, so you're gonna be bored. It's better if you go out."

I sat straight up on my bed. "Hate you." I mumbled as I went to the closet.

I found Seymour sitting on the couch patiently, or acting like it. "What do you want?"

"Don't you wanna go out?"

"No, you know that too!"I crossed her arms across her chest.

"Well you don't have a choice." Seymour carried me to his car.

"Let go of me!" I struggled.

Once we got to the car, his nice tone of voice changed. "You fucken stay still!"

"If you get your fucken hands off me!" I pushed him away as he head over to the drivers seat and took off.

"And what the fuck are we doing here?"I looked at the tall building that wrote Motel on the top.

"One of those words you just said might explain it." Seymour walked over to open my door for me.

"I'm not going any where!" I refused to get out but Seymour was too strong.

"Stay fucken still bitch!" Seymour's tone of voice startled me.

I feel like I'm running out of time. I feel that the world has come to an end. If Tidus doesn't care about me any more, than why should I?

Seymour threw me on the bed inside the room he rent and took off his shirt.

I made a run to the kitchen and took out a sharp knife.

Seymour raised his hands. "Yuna, drop that."

"Drop your fucken disguisting mind bitch." I was mad and I felt like killing myself. Wow, how suicidal?

I slowly backed up to the door and opened it as I threw the knife on the ground.

I ran as fast as I can to the elevator pressing the number 1. "Come on, come on, come on, come on!"

The door closed right before Seymour reached it.

While I was running, the only word in my mind was RUN. Run as far as I can. Well, only if I can run to heaven. I laughed at myself thinking of such stupid things.

I got back home taking a whole different way Seymour think I would.

I dont care where I'm going as long as I'm going somewhere. And I wanted to run away again. But this time, to where?

My dad was nowhere in sight as I dragged my suitcase and ran. Of course, he have too much work to worry about me.

This time, I really wasn't planning to come back for a long time cause I have a grip load of money with me.

I took one of the many cars parked outside of our mansion and drove off.

I want to dissapear. I want to be far, far away from the world, the worries, but I want to be close to Tidus, my cousin, and my friends.

So the only place I went to was North Zanarkand but I knew I need to keep my distance. I can only watch them from far away.

I rent a big enough apartment for me which is pretty small. I knew the first place my father would check is the big places so I wanna be somewhere small, poor, somewhere where my dad would never figure out.

I was put on the2nd floor and the rooms look like a hundred years old. The bath tub was disguisting and the sink was stained.

"Ew!" I said outloud. I've never been in a place like this before so I'm not use to it.

My hair grew about an inch and my bangs also got longer but I have no problem with it.

I went shoping for shampoo, curtains, plates, everything, you name it, I have it in my cart.

I was finally done cleaning and setting up things. The bathtub was shinyas new and thestain on the sink dissapeared. The floor was shiny and slippery. Throughtout the whole day, I wasproud of myself.

The sun was setting and tomorrow, I will begin my new life.

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