CHAPTER 10

YUNAS JOURNAL

Oh how it feels so peaceful having noone to direct you which way to go. I've been here for about almost a month now. Feels so good. Well not really because I have noone to talk to. I am now officially, ready to... live by myself I guess.

Yuna giggled of her stupidness.

Umm, lets see. I miss Tidus so much. Gosh. Hate him so much. But I love him too much to hate him. Well, I'll make sure he never sees this journal again. This peice of crap got me into so much trouble. God dammit you piece of crap. Look what you've done.

Yuna laughed out loud.

I need to catch some fresh air before I suffocate.

END OF YUNA'S JOURNAL

I was walking around the room deciding whether to go talk to Tidus or not. At the same time, I knew none of them would want to see me. But who knows? Maybe they're dying to.

On the way before I swing by the place they usually hang out, I bought myself a binocular.

"I am so deseperate."I giggled to myself.

I was singing along with the song "Real love" as it was played on the radio.

I got out of my car, sat on top of the hill and looked down at Tidus, Wakka, and Gippal who were blitzing.

I sighed when I saw the smile on Tidus face but I felt so happy that he's having fun...without me.

Right before I turned back, Seymour walked into the screen and grabbed Tidus by his collar. His threatening voice was so loud, any one could hear him from a mile away.

"Where IS SHE?"

After 30 seconds of quiet talk Tidus yelled, "We don't know!" Tidus pushed Seymour back to his place. "You can't just barge in like that expecting she'd be here. I thought she was safe with you!"

"How dare you talk to me like that!" Seymour threw one fast, hard punch that even my fast reading eyes couldn't catch right at Tidus stomach.

I wanted to run down and help but if I do, I'm just gonna give myself up.

Gippal and Wakka joined and started to punch the shit outta Seymour while Tidus was still getting up.

He wiped away the blood from the corner of his lips and punched Seymour hard on the face causing him to fall.

I couldn't hear the rest of their talks because Seymours loud voice faded.

YUNA'S DIARY

Wow, this is cool. My dumb father came back to solve the dumb problem. He can only solve things with his money. How did I know? Well, Seymour left without any deaths involved and by the look of it, my father probably believed that Tidus don't know where I am.

END OF YUNAS DIARY

I walked to the closest pay phone and dialed Rikku's cell phone number. I wanted her to know that I'm okay.

I looked at the road as I covered my nose with my sleeve. It wasn't so bad but like I always say, I'm not used to it.

"Hey Rikku this is Yuna."I waited for Rikku to finish her sentence. "I'm okay, don't worry about me alright." Rikku wouldn't let me hang up. "No, no, I'm having fun over here. I miss you guys so much but would you please not tell any one that I called you."I leaned on the wall chewing my gum. "Yeah, I'm on the run again. You know, I can't take it but thanks for asking. Well, Rikku, I really gotta go." Truth is, I don't really have to go any where. "But, I guess I'll see you around." I hung up before she can talk.

I realize that the whole time I was talking, I had only my thumb and my fore finger holding the phone.

Why am I stopping myself from doing what I want? I just need to explain to Tidus. I thought. But he'll never beleive me again. Now I have to torture myself in this hell. But I don't mind as long as I'm away from the cruel people.

"I'm so ready to commit suicide." I said quietly.

"Commit suicide!" A guy walking pass me kinda shouted. "Girl, you outta yo mind."

I smiled at him. "Ey, I was just kidding."

"Just kidding?" He examine me. "What are you doing here?"

"I live here." I said dully.

He looked at me again. "Whatever. So, what are you looking for?"

"I do live here."

"And you're dressed like that?" He pointed.

"So?"

"Look at me."

It's true, the way he dressed was totally different. I looked back at myself. I had jewleries hanging every where and everything on me was clean. On the other hand, he was more described as scurbby.

"Ey, so what's your name?"

"Kimahri." He stick out his hand as I shook it. "Sheena." I attend to say.

"Nice to meet you Sheena."

I nodded. "Kimahri, would you mind showing me around?"

"No problem! I was walking around hoping to find something to do." His smile grew.

"So, why is project so," I was looking for another word other than poor.

"Poor?" Kimahri finished.

I slowly nodded. "Yeah, I mean, the rest of Zanarkand is in pretty high tech."

"Ask lord Braska." Kimahri sighed. "You've heard of him right?"

"What does he have to do with this?" I mumbled.

"Oh, doesn't he somewhat control this place, or at least I think he does. Or is it Jecht?"

"Wow, they're popular."

"Yah." Kimahri said brightly. "They just pay less attention over here cause we do nothing good, I guess. But, I mean we can livewith it."

"Ugh! Don't you think they're cruel." I was somewhat surprised by what I learned and annoyed. Every where I go,I hear Lord Braska this, Lord Braska that, blah, blah, blah.

I wanted to help them, but how? Well, maybe not right now.

ANOTHER BORING DAY

When I get bored, damn, I gotta do something, so I went shopping at the mall.

I went from store to store picking out outfits. I had about 5 bags in my left hand and 2 in my right.

Right at this moment, I've spent over 2,000.

I sighed as I ate my small sundae and a medium french fries. I sat at a small table all alone thinking of Tidus. Wishing he would be here with me when I spot 3 couples walking hand in hand into an expensive store.

After they all entered the store, Rikku came running out and gave me a big hug. "I miss you sooooo much!" She whispered.

"I miss you too."

Her eyes filled up with tears. "You're alone?"

I nodded.

"Come on, stick with us.We will ssshhhh."

"Tidus-"

"That's his girlfriend."

I nodded with lost of hopes. I almost cried.

Rikku took the two other bags and dragged me in the store.

Stick with them? Cover for me? Sounds good.

"Hey." Rikku exclaimed. "Meet Yuna, my favorite cousin!"

I smiled weakly as I looked at Tidus who didn't even glance at me.

"I'm Dona." Dona introduced herself. "Nice to meet you."

I nodded. "So you guys are dating huh?"

Dona nodded and pulled Tidus closer. "He's such a sweetie!"

I nodded for the hundredth time. "He is."

"Hey, aren't you Yuna?"

I barely nodded.

"O! So cool! How come you didn't tell me you know Yuna babe?" Dona was all over Tidus's face.

Tidus shrugged. "'Cause I don't know her."

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