Sorry if it took a little while to get this chapter in. It was getting to late last night, and I woke up late today to get some food. Happy new years everyone!
I made the A B honoroles, and to my surprise, I was the only one except for like one of my friends out of all my friends to get on there. My friend that got on there, I do not even know that well. LOL.
Oh yeah, You know what so funny about all of this? I have this one song that I got a couple of days, before I started writing this whole story (I'm a fan of my own story lol). The story that I'm writing here is explaining everything that happens in the song somehow. I don't really get it, maybe it's one of the pyschological things huh?
Well anyways, Here's the next chapter. And I hope for some more reviews. TY!
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I shielded myself as the fire was aimed at me. Luckily, no one was hurt, but I'm hurt. For once in my life, I felt the sadness. The same, that Beast Boy had.
"I'm sorry!" I cried, falling to the ground on all four. Beast Boy dropped his gun, he had only just realized what he had done, and felt the worst ever. He began crying as well. "What have I done?" He asked. He jumped down. "How can I trust you? You just fired at Raven!" Robin yelled, "Beast Boy, why'd you do this as a matter of fact!" "I don't know dude, I just snapped. Slade promised me happiness, but that's not what I got when. . .when. . ."
Beast Boy finally cracked. He ripped Slade's clothes from his body. He then had his old uniform on. I looked back up at him. He looked down at me. "I'm. . .sorry too. . ." He said, coming nearer. "Get-away. . ." I hissed at him.
I walked away, stopping to hear his voice. "I tried to stop myself Raven." "Try harder." I replied to him coldly. Inside, I was hoping my usual monotone sound wouldn't drive him to evil again. Yet, I felt that this was to easy bringing him to justice.
Beast Boy spent the afternoon repairing everything the way it was before he robbed the bank. It was quite a while before he returned home to eat dinner with us. We waited for him, not eating until he got back.
After bit, I rushed to my room and meditated. I heard a knock on my door and said, "Come in." It didn't don on me that Beast Boy would want to have some alone time with me. Especially after that whole incident.
The door opened revealing Beast Boy, who was still traumatized after firing a gun at me. Truly, I was scared he hated me, because I secretly like him. He walked up to my bed and just stared at me. Then he cried once more. He didn't forget when he yelled at me, because a second later he said, "I'm sorry for yelling at you earlier."
I crawled to him and sat down at the end along with him. He stared at me, and I stared back. I could see his old self creeping back into my sight. It was so refreshing.
"So. . .Did you miss me?" He asked. "No. . ." I lied, laughing slightly at the idea. "Oh that's a good one, I never knew you to be the liar." He replied.
My dumb grin gave it away. "Face it, you know you want me." He grinned as well. "No I don't. . ." I stared him down. He just glared at me. "You wouldn't have cried if you didn't." He said. "I-what? I could've been scared for my life," I said. "Oh come on, how can you be scared of anything?" he asked.
"Scared!" I yelled suddenly, "There's plenty of things that's scared me before!" "So you admit it huh?" Beast Boy said. I was dumbstruck. "What?" I asked simply. "Let's see the time where you created that scary beast. That was so cool! There was also that time where I was stuck in your mind and you weren't sure if you could defeat your father Trigon.-"
"Ok I see your point, but why'd you bring all of this up to prove I was scared?" I asked. "I don't know," Beast Boy said. After a long silence, Beast Boy said, "Well, I better get to bed!"
With that, Beast Boy walked out and into his room down the hall.
I tried sleeping after he left, but I was restless. I got up to make some herbal tea for myself, but as I headed for the kitchen, I heard a faint noise. I checked back to see where it was coming from. It emitted from Beast Boy's room.
I listened to what he was saying. It appeared there was another, darker voice in there as well. I instantly knew who it was, as it was so recognizable.
"So have you finished them yet?" Slade asked. "No I haven't." Beast Boy muttered. "Why not?" Slade screamed. "I don't think I'm ready, at least not yet." Beast boy asked. "Well hurry up with the extermination." Slade said, and then it was gone.
Beast Boy headed to his door and to the kitchen to grab another bite to eat. I retreated to my quarters by means of transportation.
As I now stood on my bed, I plopped down on it and pretended to sleep. My 'pretend' sleep, became a real slumber all to soon.
I had dreams of the worst kind. Of Beast Boy killing us. I was the last one, and I was in the elevator, trying to escape him. Every corner, every step that I take, is another mistake. And every second was wasted as Beast Boy tried to kill me.
It was another second that he couldn't spend doing anything else. I was eventually cornered, and as he came closer, he became a bull. He charged at me.
I woke up from the nightmare, sweat pouring down my face, for I knew it to be. I felt my face, for there was, indeed, sweat.
I couldn't sleep the rest of the night. Instead, I spent it meditating, and hoping. I hoped that Beast Boy really wouldn't do that. I hope he never does.
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(End of Raven's POV)
The next day, when everyone was up, Starfire flushed now that Robin has finally given her the kiss she'd been desiring for almost two years now, a year after Terra has been turned to stone. Cyborg congratulated the two as this has marked the beginning of their new relationship, and another step closer to marriage.
However, that marriage would be years later. This was the present, and they couldn't think of living that way just yet. So they stopped themselves from looking that far ahead.
Raven got herself some herbal tea as she overheard Cyborg congratulating them. Beast Boy was the only one that wasn't about down here in the living room. She wondered where he could be, and she returned her thoughts to last night.
"I don't think I'm ready, at least not yet", She thought.
Cyborg needed to go upgrade his car again. He'd gotten a large 18,000 Horse Powered Hydraulic Engine with new features like overfilling his tires with air to float on the water. There was also the feature where the car could almost fly. However, that was only for a few seconds, and very risky.
Cyborg went to upgrade his car, and wanting to see it herself, Raven helped him. It wasn't unusual for her to go help him, because ever since he got his 'baby', She'd gone to help build, or repair, the car whenever need be.
Starfire said, "I will go to my room of quarters now," getting another phrase incorrect. Robin chuckled at this. He walked up to crime alert computer and looked for Slade. He knew he tried getting Beast Boy to turn against them, now He had to turn him back against him, which had already been done in reality, or has it?
Beast Boy waltzed up and asked, "What cha doing?" "Looking for Slade. I'm sure he has some scheme he's planning." Robin replied. "Oh really. . ?" Beast Boy asked, pulling a giant sledge hammer up over his head.
Robin didn't notice a thing.
Starfire flew back down to join Robin in whatever activities he was doing. "Friend Beast Boy, have you seen friend Robin around?" Starfire asked, seeing that Robin wasn't in the room anymore.
"Friend Starfire, I believe he went to do the 'out' thing," Beast Boy said, mimicking the way Starfire talks. "Ok," Starfire said, "But what has happened to your accent friend Beast Boy?" "Uh. . .Nothing?" Beast Boy stammered.
Starfire flew down beside Beast Boy and looked around, finding blood on the ground around Beast Boy. She looked around for Robin again, to make sure he was ok. She eyes laid themselves back down on the blood and she was terrified at what might have happened.
"What's the matter?" Beast Boy asked. "Is that Robin's 'blood'?" Starfire asked, pointing down on the ground where the blood was found. There were just a few drops of the blood that had rained down. However, Starfire could still see it as plain as day.
As Starfire turned her back to him, looking around for Robin, Beast Boy pulled out a pair of sharp scissors. His plan was working perfectly. He was to catch them off guard, and so far all of them were caught off guard.
Starfire saw Beast Boy with the scissors, pulling them up as he closer her in. She panicked, and screamed.
Raven and Cyborg were on the car, just finishing things up, when they heard the scream. A bunch of beating up was followed by the scream. Raven was scared, almost screaming herself, "Starfire!" "Go check that out will you? I'm having trouble with this engine with that noise!" Cyborg ordered.
Raven flew into the living room, which was now covered by an enormity amounts of blood. Raven couldn't help but vomit on the floor when she saw this. When she recovered ever so slightly from this new development, she cried, "What happened here!"
"It's just us Raven. How do you like that?" Beast Boy asked. "What are you talking about? Cyborg's-" Raven called, and suddenly a huge explosion could be heard from below. "Offline," Beast Boy finished for her.
"Why are you doing this!" Raven asked. "The others didn't get it quite as fast as you, you little tramp! You were spying on me when I wasn't looking!" Beast Boy blamed her.
Raven ran from him down the hall way and into the elevator. She quickly pressed the numbers to go up, but Beast Boy was walking nearer, ready to pounce on her. He transformed into a leopard and ran to her. Just as the door closed, he clawed his way at the door.
Raven then found herself reliving her nightmares. She was running from Beast Boy, who could've already killed her friends.
She needed to find her friends, but where could they be? She asked herself, "Beast Boy? He's a killer?" No matter what she said, it wouldn't change the fact that he was after her.
(Beast Boy's POV)
So here I was, already done with Robin, Starfire, and Cyborg, who I didn't need to hurt. Of course, I couldn't hurt him anyways, at least physically. I chuckled as I had tampered with his new engine.
I ran to the top floor, which I noticed Raven was going to. When the elevator door swung open there she was, terrified at me. Why was she so scared, she was scarier. That's why I wanted her dead. I wanted her dead now!
She used her powers at me. I flew back. She ran to her room. I followed her. "Asarath Metrion-" I pushed her into her wall and covered her mouth. She now felt vulnerable. "Why. . ?" She asked. "Why what? You already knew that I was going to kill you. Some time. . ." I said.
"No. . ." She replied, "Why hurt us? We're your friends Beast Boy." "If you were truly my friends, then why'd you let me go? Why'd you let me be Slade's apprentice! You knew the consequences of letting me leave!" I yelled at her. "But. . ." She said, trying to stall for time.
I saw it in her eyes. She feared me. Furthermore, She was crying. That didn't stop her, however, from touching my arms ever so slightly. She wasn't trying to stop me from chocking her, but rather pointing it out that it was useless.
"We wanted you to cool off," She mumbled, trying to act innocent. I don't buy that little tramp's innocence anymore. It just covers up what she was trying to do, which now she was trying to stop me from killing them.
"So now you want me huh!" I yelled at her, asking. "No. . ." She said, but before I let her finish, I stated, "Well prove it."
I leaned in, kissing her. She didn't stop me, she let me have what I wanted. I could almost feel her kissing back. "You. . .didn't prove it. . ." I said, "You do want me." She stopped her self from crying. The room was a mess, with her powers already going out of control.
We were stuck in her force field. "You didn't let me finish. . ." She said, with a few tears falling from her, "I need you. . ." "NO YOU DON'T!" I yelled at her, forcing her into the wall, hard.
It was like before, we were bickering. I don't think I can ever forgive her. "I understand what you're going through. . ." She mumbled under her breath.
I let her go, walking outside her door. Without turning back, I explained, "I'm letting you go, but if you go after me, I will kill you!"
"I thought you loved me." She popped up the question. Even I was reduced to tears. It was a good thing I had my back turned to her, I couldn't let myself see her like this. I didn't want her to know that I still cared.
"I did once toots. That was a long time ago." I said, walking away, and returning to my new home, Slade's new hideout. I knew she watched me walk out the whole way. I felt her presence.
(end of Beast Boy's POV)
Raven watched Beast Boy leave. As she so much wanted to follow him, to persuade him to permanently join back up with the team, she knew she had other businesses to attend to. For starters, making herbal tea.
Well that was for later, what he real business was, was to find the rest of the Teen Titans. Where was she going to look? He hadn't told her where they were hidden at. By the time she got to them, it could already be to late.
She searched nearly all of the tower, and still no sign of any of them, other than Cyborg, but she knew where he was. He was only offline. He was ok where he was, for the time being.
No, who really needed help was Robin and Starfire, which she couldn't find. She searched more and more, until it came down to one room, which was nothing more than a closet on the first floor.
Raven opened it up to find both Robin and Starfire in there. They were both in pretty bad shape. Rave looked at them wide-eyed and said, "No."