Ok this is my last entry for tonight. It's so late to me, that I can't even have time to write all the stuff I want to, but thank you all for those who have reviewed. I will get back to you as soon as possible. Have fun and goodnight all! (I am replacing this because I got one of the colored Ravens wrong. Sorry. It was Wisdom. LOL)
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Beast Boy and Raven held each other's hands as they traveled into her mind through the vanity of her mirror. It was breath-taking, and Beast Boy remembered how it felt even from the last time he went through it.
Raven landed nicely. Beast Boy, however, fell flat on his face. Happy, one of Raven's emotions, couldn't help but giggle as she skipped around him. Raven's other emotions glided up and around Beast Boy.
"Ok what's the deal?" Beast Boy asked as he got up and brushed himself off. "I brought you here to prove yourself to me and everyone here." Raven said, "You have to prove to all my emotions that you won't leave our side as titans again." Beast Boy gulped, for that it would be the hardest to prove to Rage.
"Well," Beast Boy said, pulling a grip over himself, "I won't. I only did it because I was being hurt. You guys won't be hurting me anymore because I realized, it'd just hurt more to hurt you." That speech was pretty intense, but Beast Boy hadn't quite convinced all of Raven's emotions.
He had convinced all but two. Rage and Timid looked at him, but Timid backed away as if to hurt her again, and Rage looked at him disgustedly. Beast Boy calmly walked over to Timid and hugged her. Her fears slowly faded away.
Affection cooed in an affectionate way. Crass just rolled over onto a rock to take a nap. Knowledge said, "Beast Boy has sensed that this was the only way to make her less afraid?" Thebrown caped Raven, Wisdom, simply nodded to answer her question.
Even Rage looked at him less annoyingly. She still let out a grunt, despised that Beast Boy would do such a thing. Beast Boy looked over to Rage. "I hate you!" Rage shot out. She walked away, but Beast Boy stopped her.
"I haven't convinced you yet that I am back for good and I belong in your heart." Beast Boy said. "I don't care, I hate your attempts at convincing me!" She chocked out, though not able to yell at him completely.
She walked passed him to return to her domain, but yet again Beast Boy stopped her. "I wouldn't, I saved you." "The only thing you saved was a broken heart!" Rage spat out. "Not true, Raven's still able to-" "You think she does it to love you! She actually did love you! I couldn't get mad at you! Then you left us for the life of crime!" She yelled.
"I'm sorry." Beast Boy said. "You think that stops her from hurting! I hate you!" Rage screamed and pushed Beast Boy down. Beast Boy got up and did the one thing that would probably kill him now. He hugged Rage just like he hugged Timid, and stroked her hair passionately.
"You!-" Rage began to whimper. She slightly hesitated, for even she was starting to loose her anger for him. "I hate the way you hug me!" Rage panicked. She tried to retain the bond between her and Beast Boy. Beast Boy let go and turned into a cat. "I hate cats!" She yelled trying to avoid his eyes. Beast Boy turned back stunned. Someone avoided the cat.
No one avoids the cat. It was far to cute for women to resist. "Slade tricked me Rage, I couldn't possibly want to hurt you, or any other part of Raven." "You're just saying that." Rage snapped. "No I'm not, I mean it." He showed it in his eyes that he wasn't lying. Rage couldn't think up any other reason he'd leave, and so he had convinced her as well.
"I still hate your actions for joining up with Slade. I also hate Slade for pinning us against each other. I hate her", pointing to Raven, "for bringing up this whole stupid thing. I hate-" Beast Boy shushed her before she could go on. She simply made a humph sort of sound and walked off.
Beast Boy returned to the group of Ravens without Rage. Somehow, Beast Boy had managed to calm all of Raven down. This helped with the part that concerned for him leaving again. Beast Boy was pooped already, but he had a feeling it wasn't quite over.
"Anything else?" Beast Boy asked. "Well there is one thing. . ." Raven stated. "You have to give me a kiss in front of everyone else in the tower." Beast Boy turned at least five different shades of red, not to mention all the sweat pouring from his head. This would be the scariest one of them all. No, he'd much rather have taken a liking to the dress and books. He'd even read the books. Instead he had to kiss her. In front of everyone, including Cyborg. He'd tease him for weeks on end about this.
"Promise," Raven said, knowing he'd only do it if he'd promised. "Oh dang it now I have to. I promise." Beast Boy said, "I could get over with the part about kissing you, but I'm afraid that Cyborg will tease me all year." "Don't worry, that kind of stuff you just learn to deal with." Raven told him.
"Yeah?" Beast Boy asked. "Yeah. . .Tell me when you think you're ready." "I'm not sure I will tell you." Beast Boy replied. "Why's that?" "Well. . ." Beast Boy said, not wanting to ruin a usually pathetic joke. This was somewhat funnier than most he had managed to produce for the last month.
"It's nothing, you don't have to worry about it at all." Beast Boy said. Raven shrugged and the two of them held hands once more. They returned to Raven's room. "Well other than the kiss, you're done." Raven said. "I'm glad I don't have to wear a dress." Beast Boy declared.
To his surprise, Raven giggled. Raven pointed the way out after a small unimportant conversation between him and her ended. It was already time for bed. Beast Boy left and Raven began to get ready for bed. This was actually a pretty good day, and Raven felt better than she had in a long time.
Beast Boy lain down on his bed and stair up at the bed above. He was going to have to kiss her soon, and in front of everyone. This was going to prove that he loved her. Well, at least I know she loves me back. Or does she? Is she toying with me? He thought.
He was unsure of she was or wasn't, but it didn't really matter to long, for he soon drifted away to sleep.
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(Beast Boy's POV)
"I love you. . ." Raven said.
"I love you too. . ." I replied.
We kissed, nothing felt more real, for it was all that there seemed to be. Their kiss broke off pretty suddenly. "You know that I'm only playing around, don't you?" Raven asked.
"What?" I asked. "Yeah, this is just a game." Raven continued. "You can't be serious!" I yelled. "Are you even Raven anymore!" I touched her cheek. It turned into Slade's head. "You still have work to do, apprentice." Slade said.
"AAAAHHHH!" I screamed as I awoke in fury. My head bumped up against the bunk bed on top of me and I squirmed off my bed. Sweat poured off of me, and it felt like my entire body was on fire.
Robin burst through the door and asked, "What's wrong Beast Boy?" "I don't know!" I managed to get out. Cyborg rested his knee beside me and took my temperature and stuff with his arm. "He's got a fever of 103. We have to get him to the medical bay." Cyborg told Robin. "Then go, let's get him better." Robin ordered.
That's all I heard before I conked out.
I cocked my head as I stammered around. I gave a forceful yawn and attempted to open my eyes. "Who turned out the lights!" I asked suddenly when I couldn't open my eyes. "hmm. . .?" I heard a voice ask. It seemed whoever it was, was really close to me. She was right by my bed. Was it even my bed?
I jerked up, startling whoever it was. She must have been awake now. What now? I can't even see. I can't take that! I want to see! I've never dealt with this before, not to be able to open my eyes. "Beast Boy, stay still, we had to put an ice pack on your head, it must have gotten over your eyes when you were sleeping." came the voice again.
She pulled it off me and I saw Raven there, beside my bed. Someone had tied it around my head? How convenient, scaring me like that. I felt my face turn red and scratched the back of my head. I let out a sort of chuckle that seemed unrealistic.
"Are you ok? You had a bad fever last night." Raven said. "I did?" I asked, "Wow. You were concerned?" "Of course I was silly." Raven said, "But you seem to be fine now." "I hope so," I said.
I looked up to her and into her eyes. She was beautiful the way she did everything; it was so amazing. I just couldn't tell her what my dream was about, it would only worry her. I hugged her, thinking it was just about as good as it got. She hugged me back. Her warmth was more than anything I could ever possibly imagine.
When we finally broke off, She stammered on, "So. . .You wants some breakfast? It's a little early, I know, but 7 a.m. is better than 4 a.m." "Sounds good." I said, "I want some tofu eggs and waffles. Can you make the waffles tofu too?" "Ok." Raven said.
She left and like that, I was alone again. Wow, I sure was alone a lot. Not as much as I was with her though! She's way better than loneliness! I lain back down on the medical bay, just realizing it was the infirmary. "Wow, the medicine cabinets give it away." I announced to myself.
It was a while before Raven returned with my breakfast. "Thanks, did you have anything?" I asked. "Just some herbal tea. I wasn't that hungry." Raven said. "Oh come on Raven, have you ever tried one of these before?" She shook her head. "Come on let's each have one of these eggs."
I bit down on the first one to make sure she cooked it just right. Wow, she had! I remember the time when she last cooked waffles back during the day of Trigon's return. Her waffles looked the worst. As if I would tell her? Starfire loved those waffles though. "Come on try one." I said, trying to convince her to try one. She, having tried a bite of it, took another. She seemed to like it, though she was a little nervous at first.
"It's not half bad," She said. "You serious? Cyborg would kill over!" I boasted. She giggled, again. A black aura busted the medicine cabinet. "Whoa. . ." I said. She ceased her giggling. "Oops." "I like it when you laugh, it makes me feel good." Beast Boy said.
"Yeah." Raven stammered. She wasn't really thinking anymore. At that moment, Robin came through the double doors into the infirmary. "You alright Beast Boy? I heard you finally awoke."
"Uh. . ." I trailed off. Raven looked to Robin, when Starfire and Cyborg both entered as well. "Beast Boy, you mind telling us what kind of dream you had last night?" Robin asked. Like that, everything came back to Beast Boy.
He went white. It wasn't even normal for him to be scared of something. He'd always been brave, no matter what the situation. This nightmare, to him, seemed scarier than any fight he could be in. "I was with Raven." Beast Boy began, not sure if he should tell them what they were doing.
"We were just doing our usual thing, if you could call it that, and she turned to me. She," I struggled to get out of me. What the heck, they'll figure it out anyways. "She kissed me. And I kissed back. Then. . .Then-!" I cried, nearly screaming from the panic.
"Alright Beast Boy calm down, calm down." Robin said, "You don't have to finish." "I must," I said. "I-I mean-Raven was Slade!" That didn't sound right. That sounded anything but right. Heck, it didn't make any since.
Everyone was shocked. What did my dream meant? Not even I knew. "Beast Boy-" Robin began, not even knowing how to put the words into his mouth. "Dude, that's a scary thought." Cyborg got out. "I can't be evil." Raven said, taking the nightmare the wrong way.
"Wait. I think it meant that Slade was going to hurt you or replace you with a dummy. I believe I saw his face because it was him who I hated." I explained. I wasn't sure if I was right. "I guess it's time I told you Beast Boy." Robin said. "Tell me what?" I asked.
Robin sat down on the bed I lain in. "Once I had a dream I was fighting Slade too, and hated him. I was fighting him in a different way, though, as I'm sure you could imagine. He was me." Robin said. That was the weirdest thing I've ever heard Robin say in my life time. I'm not sure if I was supposed to be funny or scared by it. Neither came out of my mouth or face.
Robin coughed and let it go. "Do you think it's time?" Raven asked. "No, now's not the time." Beast Boy said. "What's time?" Cyborg asked. "Is it the part taking of relationships that I have heard so much about?" Starfire asked. "I don't know," I said truthfully.
Sadly, and discouraged that both Raven and I would get together, Starfire flew out of the room. Robin went after her. Cyborg remained here, however. "So. . .You two are-" He chuckled, "Never thought it'd happen."
A couple of days later I was playing video games with Cyborg. Raven plopped down on the seat beside me. Robin and Starfire were eating in the kitchen. It was around lunch time, and this was a pretty early time for me to get up. I usually got up around 1 or 2 p.m.
I felt her warmth. I looked to her, and lost to Cyborg. "Good morning, or afternoon, Beast Boy." Raven said. I sense over all senses rushed through me. This was that side of Raven I saw in her mind. She was almost as if being affectionate towards me, willingly giving herself to me. I don't want to own her, I want to love her.
With all of my thoughts distracting me, I had no time to realize I was leaning towards her, fondly placing my hand behind her head, stroking her delicate hair. She didn't back down, furthermore, as I pressed her beautiful puffy lips against my coarse ones. They ignited passion inside me that flowed from me to her and back.
All of my thoughts died away instantly and nothing anymore mattered, just like before. This kiss, however, felt so much stronger. How could it get stronger? We loved each other. That was the only answer. I knew she had to love me, otherwise she wouldn't have accepted me. She loved me.
This new thought entered my mind and escaped above all. As I let go I looked to her and new all my fears and worries were nothing anymore. She was everything.
Cyborg, Starfire, and Robin had all watched silently. They made no notion to end their moment, and as seeing as how it was so intimate, felt themselves passion as well. They also felt happiness that their friends had found new happiness between each other.
Just when I let go of her grip, my mind exploded. I couldn't deal with it anymore, and screeched for it to stop. I fell, and nothing seemed to happen.
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What did you think for a cliff hanger? I think I am pretty good at myself. Sorry if that's bragging. I can brag sometimes and I hate bragging.
Well if you haven't reviewed yet, review. see you tomorrow maybe, if I can find enough time tomorrow to send another entry.