A/N: Hey guys, thanks so much for all the wonderful reviews, I'm so glad you are liking the story! Anyways here's a little treat for all my reader and reviewers. I updated very fast for me, so that's the treat. LOL!

I used P.P.M's idea for this chapter, one part he is going to be Anakin because he's thinking of Padme and the other parts he's Vader because he's all evil!

Anyways, here's some review responds:

Love for Life: Thanks so much Jen, I'm glad you started reading my other stories!

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P.P.M: Thank you so much for your suggestion, I think that that is a great idea so thanks a bunch!

LaPapillion: I know isn't it sad that he can't feel her presents; well you'll find out in this chapter why he can't! Hehe, I'm evil. Thanks for reviewing and hope you like this chapter also!

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I DO NOT OWN STAR WARS!

I Hate Myself for Losing You

Summary: AU: During ROTS. Padme dies before child birth and Anakin turns to the dark side before the end of ROTS, because of it. But can Padme really be dead? Book 2 of 2: What If?

Chapter 6: A Reunion

Padme-

Gen and Padme flew across space. Gen steering the ship while Padme stared out the window into the darkness of space.

"Anakin always thought space was cold." Padme stated and kept starring out in space.

"What?" Gen questioned as she put the ship on auto pilot and went to sit down next to Padme.

"Anakin… He always thought that space was cold." Padme repeated and turned to look at Gen as she sat down in the seat next to Padme.

"Oh… And how come?" Gen asked trying not to be so nosey that Padme would hate every telling her anything anymore.

"He was from a very warm planet. So the first time he was in space, he thought it was freezing." Padme laughed at that. "I remember everything about that day."

"It must have been one of your favorite memories Padme." Gen offered and Padme nodded.

"It was."

"It must have been wonderful."

Vader-

He walked down the halls of Palpatine's ship, dragging along Lillian. Her hair was messy and she had made attempts to bit him to let her go. But he really didn't care because she was biting his mechanical hand.

"Where are you taking me?" Lillian shouted as she felt him tug on her arm harder. She bit her lip to keep herself from screaming.

Vader shrugged off her cries and pleas to know where she was going. He just tugged her harder, looking for the slave's quarter.

"Where you belong." He answered and tugged at her harder. Feeling her wince against him made him feel great for doing this.

He stopped as he saw the door marked 'S.Quarter', he smiled as he pulled Lillian to stand up right.

"Time for you to go." He stated firmly and pushed her aside before opening the door quickly.

He took one last look at the young girl who reminded him of Padme. Then with a shove she fell into the slave quarter. She yelled as she watched the door close slowly in front of her.

Vader laughed at her, the evil in him had finally won.

Padme-

Padme still sat in the same chair an hour later. She hadn't moved or eaten even when Gen insisted that she should.

"Padme, we're almost there." Gen moved towards the young mother as she looked at holographs of her new born twins. She knew Padme missed them badly.

"Ok Gen…" Padme quickly shut off the holograph and turned her chair to look at Gen.

"Do we have a plan Padme?"

"A plan?"

"Yes, a plan! Like what are we going to do when we get there?" Gen steered the ship to a sharp right, making Padme almost fall off of the chair.

"No… I don't think so." Padme answered and Gen sighed.

"How 'bout I go and Lillian and you go find a communicator… Is that ok?" Gen asked and Padme nodded.

"I will contact my good friend Obi-Wan. I hope he is alright and he can tell me where Anakin is." Padme said out loud, not to Gen but to herself.

"We're here." Padme turned quickly back towards the window and looked at the massive ship that was in sight. She sighed and said a small prayer.

'If anything should happen to me, keep Anakin and Luke and Leia safe.' Padme smiled brightly as she thought of the twins and what she would tell Anakin about them.

"Padme, are you ready?" Gen asked breaking Padme out of her thoughts. Padme nodded and made her way towards the exit. They only had a couple of seconds to get out of this ship and onto Sidious and Vader's.

Padme went first not wanting to risk Gen's life. Padme landed safely and helped Gen onto the ship and into it. Padme clutched the blaster that was settled onto her hip she was prepared for this.

Anakin-

He stalked off after having thrown the young girl into the slave quarters.

"Milord, Lord Sidious is requesting your presents in the throne room." A clone trooper announced as Vader walked past him.

"I'll be there soon." Vader simply answered and watched the trooper nod and disappear from sight. He sighed as he made his way to his chambers. He grabbed one of his cloaks before throwing it around his shoulders.

It was then that he found a picture of Padme fell out of it. Her brown hair was free and fell down just above her waist. She was smiling brightly. Vader remembered this moment so much.

He dropped the picture to the ground not wanting to think of Padme, he brought back too much pain. He stepped on the picture and went to meet his master.

Padme-

Padme fidgeted as she ran into the communication room and braced herself for the worse. But she found nothing. Nobody was there, probably because nobody could sense her presents or Gen's.

That was a trick she had picked up from Anakin and sort of Obi-Wan. Padme had no time to dwell on this; she made her way to one of the computers and quickly picked up a signal. She looked at the screen praying to see Obi-Wan's face. But also most of her hoped to see Anakin's.

"Hello Sidious." Obi-Wan's voice called out and Padme looked shocked. He knew about Sidious?

Obi-Wan appeared and stared at the young woman who had just became a mother in awe. Like she wasn't suppose to be there…

"Padme?"

"Obi-Wan! I'm go glad I got to you."

"But Padme you're… You can't… Sidious must be doing something stupid."

"No Obi-Wan, it's me! It's Padme!" Padme yelled out as she looked into Obi-Wan's eyes.

"Gosh Sidious is getting good at these tricks." Obi-Wan grumbled and cursed. He bent down like he was going to shut down the communicator.

"No! Don't shut it off please, I am Padme! I know because when Anakin had just come to the temple, you guys were fighting over a muffin and Anakin knocked you out!"

"Padme!" Obi-Wan looked up and smiled. Only Padme would have known that.

"Thank the force!" Padme sighed in relief.

"But Padme, you're-you're dead."

"What how can I be dead if I'm here."

"You disappeared four months ago…" Padme gasped that was why she couldn't remember anything about the last time she was with Anakin.

"But… But…"

"Padme are you alright? Why are you on Sidious's ship?"

"I'm fine Obi-Wan… I'm just trying to save a friend. Where is Anakin?" Obi-Wan winced at that, he had to tell her sometime.

"He's gone Padme…"

"Don't say that! Now where is he?" Padme questioned again and Obi-Wan just shook his head and said that he was out of the Temple which was true. He couldn't tell Padme now after all she was going to go through.

"Obi-Wan, tell him… Tell him that he has two beautiful twins."

"What?"

"We were married Obi-Wan… I'm so sorry you had to find out this way… And I was pregnant and I had my babies just a week ago. Please tell him that… Ok?"

"Yes of course Padme anything you want." Obi-Wan sighed, he was disappointed in his former Padawan, how could he do this? But really he knew about their secret love… It wasn't that big of a surprise.

"I'm so glad that I reached you, do you know how I disappeared?"

"It was very unclear Padme," Obi-Wan turned around. "But we know one thing; we're coming to get you."

"Ok Obi-Wan." Padme smiled before hearing foot steps walking down the hall.

"I have to go, I hear somebody coming! Come as soon as you can!" Padme shut off the communicator and hid behind something. The footsteps disappeared and she ran out of the door.

Vader-

Vader walked into the throne room and found all the clone troopers and Sidious sitting there.

"You called for me master?" Vader questioned and Sidious nodded.

"Seems we have some guests on the ship."

"Guests?"

"Yes."

"What kind of guests?" Vader asked and kneeled before his master."

"Two people, but they have hidden themselves very well."

Vader smirked, two people probably Jedi's had hidden themselves on this ship and thought they were going to get away with it? Well Vader had another idea.

"I want you to go after them Lord Vader and destroy them." Sidious order and watched his apprentice get up from his kneeling position.

"As you wish master." Vader bowed and started for the door.

"And Lord Vader?" Vader spun around.

"Is there something you need?" Vader asked and Sidious nodded.

"Make sure that slave girl you brought here is good for something."

"Of course master." And with another bow Vader departed.

Gen-

Gen ran towards the slave quarter expecting to get caught by somebody, but never did. She pounded on the door and pushed a button.

"Password." The door ordered and Gen shrugged. She had no idea what the heck the password was. She tried everything she knew, but didn't get anything.

Gen cursed only to get a reply from somebody on the inside. "Gen?"

"Lillian? Is that you?" Gen questioned.

"Gen! You came for me!" Lillian exclaimed and Gen heard Lillian get up and run towards the door.

"I'm so glad you're here."

"Don't worry Lily; I'll get you out of here."

Padme-

She ran out of the door and ran through the empty hallways searching for Gen. She wanted to scream out Gen's name, but knew that that would be stupid. She took a sharp right almost falling over she ran faster.

Padme held onto the blaster just in case she ran into somebody. She took a left then a right then went straight. She tripped and fell forward falling on her knee. Feeling the burning inside her leg, Padme sat up and wrapped a piece of her sleeve around her knee.

Padme got up; she had to keep going for Gen and Lillian. She took one last left and ran straight into a tall dark hooded figure.

End of Chapter 6

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