Title: Hey Yeah-eh yeah

Summary: "I'm so sorry Seto." Jou confessed as he stood in front of the older teen. Smiling in a small heartbreaking fashion his eyes wandered over the blonde, "I need to be on my own," He declared softly.

J/S YAOI

Warning: Swearing

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Kaiba grunted as he pounded one last time into the young man, his mind was racing with memories and nightmares of his past. The hurt and betrayal stabbing at his heart and invading his mind forcefully, getting off of the other teen he wiped the sweat from his brow and headed over to the washroom to have a shower.

The other teen sprawled out on the magnificent bed only to be swiftly kicked out before the nozzle was turned to express warm water.

Lukewarm water poured over Kaiba's body as he stood lifelessly staring at the navy tiles. His blue eyes were turning to black orbs and his chin was unshaven- although even with his rugged looks he was still unbelievably sexy.

Swallowing he squirted shampoo into his hand and then began massaging his scalp, lather and rinse, lather and rinse.

"Do you want to have sex?"

Seto arched an eyebrow at the blonde, "Are you serious?"

Nodding his head Jou felt confidence in his question, "Yeah- it'd be fun."

"Spontaneous yes- fun I'm sure." The brunette remarked.

Then as if they were magnets clapped together and began furiously making out, their hands move up and down each others back and grasping at one another's hair. Sloppily they walked and tripped over a cord which made them fall onto the blue couch.

"Ow," Jou moaned as his back came in contact with a hard book, "You've got to be kidding me," He laughed lifting it and dropping it to the floor.

Seto just smirked and directed his attention to the young blondes neck, he sucked madly at the taut skin, his teeth grazing ever so lightly across the pale covering.

Jou moaned and tangled his hands in the brown hair, the pleasure intensified as the brunette made his way down to his throbbing member.

But just when things were about to get juicy a door slammed open suddenly and water sprayed over the two teens.

"Mokuba!" Seto gulped, as the young boy and two of his friends held high powered water guns at them and was spraying the guns energetically at them.

Jou laughed and shook his head as Seto tried to herd the three boys out of the room.

"Seto… I'm sorry," Mokuba said trying to sound sympathetic but failing miserably.

The other two boys laughed and one even winked at Jou who still was red from the earlier activities.

Jou stopped laughing and raised an eyebrow at the young boy who was being pushed out the door by Kaiba.

Shaking his head Seto flopped down beside the blonde and popped out a cigarette.

"I thought you were supposed to smoke- after great sex?" Jou asked grinning at the white stick.

Taking a drag he replied, "I thought the moment was ruined?"

"Well how about you go lock the door," He instructed taking the cigarette, "And we'll save this for afterwards." He smiled coyly dubbing the cigarette in the ash tray.

He dried off and stared at himself aimlessly in the mirror, the towel hung low on his hips, his abs stuck out visibly and he was if described a gorgeous mess. Brown hair was sprawled loosely around his face and as he licked his lips he felt the lump return in his throat.

Pulling off the towel he got dressed in black pants and a black dress shirt, he combed his hair back and took two Advil's. He pinched the bridge of his nose in pain at not wanting to work on a Sunday morning.

Opening a small black box he took out a petite bag of weed and from in his pocket he took out a pipe, lighting it he took in the relax feeling he so desperately needed.

The drug burned his throat taking away the lump that resided there. The smell loomed and he breathed it in- his sense becoming drowsy and he needed food- Salty food to subside the hunger.

"I don't love you."

Jou did a double take at him, "Excuse me?"

Cocking his head to the side he repeated the line, "I don't love you."

"Um."

"Love is such a dingy corny word- it's a lie most of the time and used in the most unconventional circumstances."

Jou frowned, "well for the record I wasn't about to say I love you for a long time."

"Isn't love supposed to be unconditional- but everyone uses it so freely it could be like saying 'the' or 'yes'."

Backing away slightly Jou felt confused and slightly frightened, "Where is this going? Are you breaking up with me?"

Seto laughed hollowly, "No- no I was just saying I hate that word."

Smiling puzzled Jou decided to go along with it, "Ok- I don't love you too."

And they kissed.

"I'm not feeling well- get Crassweller to fill in for me… yes…. Yes… fuck you." And with that he hung up.

He walked along side his bed shimmying off his black pants and pulling on long plaid pyjama pants, he fell to his side on the bed and threw the cell phone across the room and watched it smash against the wall.

Some of the pain slipped away and he smiled dreamily.

"Seto?" Mokuba murmured.

Looking up he stared at his brother perplexed- like he shouldn't be here or something along those lines. He exhaled and inhaled shakily. "Don't you have school?" He asked but then mentally scolded himself for the stupidity in that question.

"It's Sunday."

"I know." He shot back in a snotty tone.

Mokuba hopped on his bed, "Do you want to talk about what happened- you know between you and"-

"Don't fucking say his name… ok," Seto cut him off.

Frowning he shook his head, "Ok, well you've been depressed ever since."

"I was depressed before."

"But you say its ok- and that it doesn't bother you- and that um he who won't be named you never cared about, but I know you care, you care a lot."

"I didn't want you to see… that."

Seto stared at the blonde angrily.

The two teens stared at each other, neither one moving or saying anything and it wasn't until Jou's eyes left Kaiba's face did he speak up.

"I knew." He said simply.

Shaking tears peaked at his eyes, "I don't know why I did it," He swallowed hard, "I don't know."

Seto felt hollow, like there was nothing inside of him, frowning he grabbed his jacket no longer being able to make a coherent thought and walked out the door.

Of his own house.

"No… no I don't."

Mokuba sighed, "Fine, whatever." He got up from the bed but when he reached the door he turned his head and gave the older teen a small smile. "But please- so you know, you can confide in me."

Closing the door Seto let his head drop into his hands and silently he dry sobbed, breathing heavily trying to swallow the sharp pain in his throat. But he couldn't so he kept sobbing.

"You knew?"

Jou cried chasing after the brunette.

Turning around Seto glared at the blonde, "It was blatantly obvious!" He replied snarling.

"Then why didn't you say something? Did you like it?"

"Actually," He said lowering his voice, "I did," Kaiba moved closer to the shorter teen grabbing the back of the blonde's hair, he pulled Jou's face closer, "I enjoyed watching him fuck you- over and over again, You two quivering under the covers with friction." His face was inches from the blonde's, "It made me fucking horny!" He yelled the last word.

Letting go he watched Jou shake.

"Fuck you"! He yelled at the blonde, "as if you had the fucking nerve to even say that!"

Jou stayed quiet, "I'm sorry," He whispered, "But you knew."

"Yeah," He answered licking his lips, "I did".

"I don't know what to say- I meant to tell you- so many times." Jou exhaled loudly, "But I didn't want to lose you."

Kaiba frowned and shook his head.

"Fuck you."

Seto rocked gently back and forth on the bed, never in his life had he felt this vulnerable, this alone, this weak. And it was all because of some silly blonde with an attitude problem.

Reaching under the cushion of the bed he pulled out a picture that was crumpled and had coffee stains around the edges. He gazed at the picture intently, trying to figure out why it was taken when everything had begun going wrong.

"Please come back!"

Seto swallowed, "I'm not into the whole relationship thing anymore."

Defeated Jou slumped against the hard brick wall, "you're kidding right?"

Shaking his head he mouthed "no."

Kaiba walked back to the entrance to the house party but instead of joining in on the festivities he made his way to the basement which to his delighted surprised no one was occupying.

But before he could have any peace Jou barged in and was looking like the conversation they were having wasn't over just yet. Not even by a long shot.

"I don't love you still!" Jou cried at him from the top of the stairs tears streaming down his pale face. "I still want to be with you."

But before he could say anything more Seto yelled from the bottom, "You broke my heart."

So Jou ran off not even glancing behind him once.

Kaiba ripped the picture up, the anger seething through him at how that stupid blonde was so ignorant to his feelings.

The buzzer rang but he ignored the loud voice on the intercom saying his breakfast was ready and would be upstairs in a few minuets.

But he didn't care.

"I waited so long!"

Seto smiled fondly at the blonde.

"You have no idea how much this means to me!" He cried happily clutching the brown leather wallet, "I can't believe you did this! Thank you! Thank you!"

Skipping breakfast he snuck downstairs and out the kitchen doors, the rain from Friday afternoon hadn't gone away but it was lighter then it had been. Soft droplets of water cascaded down his brown hair and off the tip of his nose.

He opened the door to his Camry and slid in, roaring up the engine he felt some exhilaration come to him and some of his depression vanish. The car so smooth and silent rolled down the long driveway and once when out of the gates zoomed past every umbrella making it look like an array of colours.

Kaiba slowed down beside the Game Shop, he stared intently remembering the last time he was there and how hard it was to speak.

Resting his head on the steering wheel he exhaled slowly, he knew down along the road he'd pass a familiar apartment complex and once he was there he couldn't leave.

Lately he would purposely drive by the building, hoping maybe a certain someone was outside or by the window.

He sometimes wanted to just bang on the door and yell at the blonde till he was cowering in the corner, tears falling from his chocolate brown eyes. Realizing just how much pain he was actually in, how much pain he had caused him.

But Seto knew better, he had sophistication and was way to smart to do that sort of thing. So he just drove past, the power he had just gained was incredible.

"I was thinking about you- the other night."

Seto ignored the blonde and kept on reading from his text book in the lounge.

"And I miss you," He murmured softly.

He said nothing, and kept acting like the blonde wasn't there and after a few more silent minutes he wasn't.

"You realize you were going about 40 above the speed limit."

Seto cursed under his breath as the cop gave him the speed ticket; he crumbled the small white paper and threw it in the back seat.

Didn't cops have better things to do? Seto thought angrily, like save a dingy restaurant from being robbed.

He scared himself at the satisfaction he got remembering how one of the robbers had hurt Jou.

It scared him because Jou could have died, but it also scared him because he was worried if maybe he secretly wanted the blonde to be hurt.

"Ren."

A tall boy with black hair smiled nervously at the brunette.

"Hey… Kaiba." He said.

Cocking his head to the side he felt like ringing the little bitches head, but with enough will power and discipline he stopped before he landed a lawsuit.

"Man I'm really sorry- but Jou and I well were in love."

Kaiba sat on the swing, pushing himself off the ground and then letting himself sway. His eyes wandered aimlessly across the play ground. The rain was still pouring down; everything seemed surreal, like nothing was there but obstacles.

Objects shined as the water pounded against them.

Never at any moment at things come his way then disappear so fast, he wanted the blonde to hate him.

"Thanks," The blonde smiled.

Seto held the clothe on the wound above the smaller teens eye, he ran his hands through the blondes' hair massaging the scalp gently.

They silently sat there with the music humming in the back, Seto continuously dipped the clothes in the water, ringing it out and then placing it on Jou's forehead.

"Is it getting cold yet?"

Jou shook his head and snuggled his back in to the brunettes chest, shaking his head.

"Kaiba?"

Seto looked up and saw the rain soaking a brown blazer and pale blue jeans, soft blonde hair stuck to the sides of a fair skinned face with wide brown eyes holding hands with a taller black haired man.

Swallowing hard he looked away; never had he wanted anyone to see this vulnerability- let alone Jou and his new boyfriend.

"Don't walk away! We need to talk about us!" Jou yelled out.

Laughing hollowly he turned around and stared at the blonde, "Talk about us? We have talked about us so many fucking times I think you're now mocking me!"

Jou looked down ashamed while Ren shifted uncomfortably.

"I didn't mean you and me us- I meant Ren and I." He said.

Seto said nothing.

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