Now this is a long chapter, but you needed to know it... A Sissi chapter, not sissy, but you get the idea. It contains her point of view of some episodes, but they are short... Enjoy.
Note: There is a correction: I had it where Yumi had said something, when Ulrich had actually said it, how ironic that the very show was on just an hour later than I wrote this...

Signs of Desire Continued

Sissi:

(Earlier that mourning)

I was at the dance, in a really nice outfit, and I was about to be named queen again. Suddenly Yumi and Ulrich come rushing in Yumi takes control of a microphone. Then Ulrich says something into the microphone and everyone starts laughing. I get really mad and start telling at everyone. Then suddenly the wall behind me explodes and as I turn around I see a giant teddy bear looking down at me.

Suddenly I am in a closet with Jim. We are both panicking because of a cloud of poisonous gas. I am really frightened and I begin to think of Ulrich. Suddenly I tell Jim about my feelings for Ulrich and how I simply want to be part of their group but they won't let me…

Then I am waiting outside of Ulrich's dorm door, I am waiting for him to leave his room. He walks out and I ask for a moment with him. He refuses and I tell him that I have his diary and I know his secrete. I use his diary and secrete to black mail him into going out with me.

Suddenly I am standing in the cafeteria behind Yumi and am talking to Ulrich. He gets mad at me, but Yumi sticks up for me. I can tell that something isn't quite right with Yumi, but I take the offer anyway and thank her.

Now I am with Ulrich and we are being chased by a robotic alien. We are in an abandoned factory, and some producer is making a movie. We run and hide in an elevator, and suddenly I tell Ulrich the truth, or part of the truth… suddenly someone rescues us and I see that it is Yumi.

Suddenly I am in the elevator again but I am out cold. I wake up to find Yumi leaving and Ulrich badly hurt. I help him with his arm, and he tells me that if we ever get out of this alive he would be nicer to me. Suddenly we are floating in water up to our heads…

Suddenly I am in the infirmary; I am looking at Ulrich who is lying on a bed. He wakes up, but something is wrong, he seems to have lost his memory. I take advantage of this and tell him some lies so that he will be with me. Suddenly he says something and I feel shocked and saddened, but he then looks at me and we leave. Then I tell him that his friends, the group that I had wanted to join, were his enemies. Suddenly we are sitting in the park and we hear Odd behind us, Ulrich jumps up and chases him off.

Suddenly Ulrich is not with Yumi but instead with another girl named Emily. I get mad at this and say that I will get him back, but when I try he brushes me off and runs away somewhere.

Now I am in school and there is a new girl. She looks scared, but I say that girls use that to be around boys. The teacher has her introduce herself, but she is too frightened to do so; Odd does it instead, saying that her name is Aelita and that she is his cousin. I can tell that he is lying, but I don't say anything.

Suddenly I woke up. I was sweating from the nightmare that I had just had. The thing was that it didn't seem like a dream. It seemed more like a memory, something that I had forgotten for some reason. I got out of my bed and changed into my normal cloths. It was a Saturday so we didn't have classes.

I went to the cafeteria to get breakfast. As I brought my tray to my table I suddenly saw Ulrich and I remembered the dream. I decided that I should tell him about it, and would do so alone after breakfast. Once I told him about it I would see his reaction, and if I was right and it wasn't just a dream… well I would have to decide how to use the information after that.

Once I was done I saw that Ulrich and his gang were gone. I knew where they usually sat so I left the cafeteria and found them sitting on the bench which they usually sat. I didn't know how to do this. I wanted to talk to Ulrich seriously, but I knew that he wouldn't listen to me, especially not if it were alone. I decided to go through with it anyway and walked up to him.

"Ulrich dear, can I speak with you for a moment," I said looking at him then at his friends. "Alone?"

"I'm sure that what ever it is that you have to say," he said and paused looking at his friends. "Can be said in front of my friends."

I was hurt, I knew that he was going to say that, but I really needed to tell him about the dream. I couldn't just let it go, it was nagging at me too much. I needed to tell him, I simply had to. But I didn't want his friends to hear about it, not if it really was just a dream…

"No," I said, "I really can't say it here."

"What could you have to say to me that you can't say in front of my friends?" he asked me coldly.

I sighed; I knew that this would be hard. There was one thing that I could say in front of his friends though, and if it hit home then I was right. If it didn't I wouldn't have to pay for it at all. "Well, I'll just say that I am sorry for taking advantage of you that time when you lost your memory."

They all jumped. What I had just said apparently meant something to them. Perhaps that really was a memory, and one that I wasn't supposed to have. In any case it appeared that I now had his attention.

"Ok, Sissi, I'll talk with you." He said in a frightened voice.

We walked out of earshot of the others. I made sure that no one else was around to hear what I was about to say. I didn't want a rumor about me to start around the school. I just wouldn't be able to stand that.

"Ulrich, I have been having these dreams, but I don't know if they really are dreams. I keep seeing myself doing things that I don't remember. I have seen myself being attacked by an alien with you when some producer was making a movie. I remember being stuck in an elevator in that abandoned factory with you, and your arm was broken. You had said then that if we ever made it out of there alive you would be nicer to me. But what is the most horrifying thing, is that I remember almost dying many times, and each time a bright white light comes around me and I find myself back in real life."

He was shocked; so shocked that he didn't even say anything. He just stared at me with his mouth open. This was apparently something that I really wasn't supposed to know. But for some reason he did; I didn't know why he did but I intended to find out.

"Sissi, how long have you been having these dreams?" Ulrich asked me.

"Almost since the beginning of the year. They weren't very clear then, but they have been getting clearer ever since."

"Uh, I ah, um…" he stuttered.

"You can go back to your friends now, Ulrich dear." I told him.

He began walking back stiffly. He really was shocked. I hadn't realized just how much this would affect him. I hoped that I hadn't hurt him by telling him this. Really, even though I was always annoying them I really just wanted to be part of their group. That was all I really wanted, to be with Ulrich. If I could simply be with him I wouldn't mind if Yumi had him. I did almost feel for someone else, but because of how I have been acting up until now I could never admit it…

Well, that was the last Sign of Desire... Now we will see how they deal with is. I just can't believe that i have finished five chapters already.
Note: If you find any more errors please tell me. Thank you mornstar.