They'd been at Griffith Park for half an hour, enough time for Aiden to get her in the backseat and get all over her.

"Mmmm…" He mumbled, kissing her. "I want to touch you all over…" He ran his hand underneath Spencer's skirt. Spencer was in the throws of pretending to be with Ashley, imagining Ash's hands running underneath her skirt, not Aiden's.

"Oh…" she moaned as Aiden pushed his hips against her, moving his kissing down her neck. "Oh…Ashley…" She bit her lip as Aiden was moving lower. Suddenly it all stopped. She opened her eyes and Aiden was sitting up, pushing her away from him.

"What's wrong? She asked him.

"You just called me Ashley." He said darkly.

"It was an accident. I want you come here." She tired to pull him to her. He refused.

"Why did you just call me Ashley? Were you thinking about her? Picturing HER as I was kissing you?" He demanded. Spencer couldn't find any words to defend herself. "It's true. Everything I said before was true. Why are you even with me, Spencer?"

"I-I-I…" She stuttered, trying to keep from crying. "I can't tell my parents."

"Tell your parents what?"

"That I'm gay." Spencer finally said. It felt slightly relieving to get that off her chest.

"You are?" Aiden asked. "But…we've been dating for…"

"I've been trying to cover up the truth. I was afraid to come out…I'd get kicked out of my house. So I dated you…I was with you and the rumors, the nagging from my mother…it all stopped."

"You've been using me to hide who you were?" Aiden couldn't believe it. "Why couldn't you just tell your parents you like girls?"

"My mother would never accept me…she'd hate me. She would kick me out." Spencer whispered.

"So you spared your parent's feelings by lying to me…being dishonest for four months?" He said. Spencer could tell her was getting really angry.

"I'm sorry, Aiden. I never meant for it to be like this. I just…I'm a selfish girl." Spencer admitted. Aiden let out a hoarse laugh.

"You're right about that. I feel so… betrayed."

"Please don't think that. I enjoy being with you…just not in the ways you want me to be." Spencer told him. Aiden looked like he'd been kicked in the stomach.

"So all the kissing? Everything…you've hated that?" He wanted to know. Spencer nodded. "Is keeping this from your parents really this important?"

"Yes…my whole life, everything as I know it…will change." Spencer murmured.

"It has to, Spence. That's life." Aiden told her. Spencer smiled at him.

"I'm really sorry, Aiden." She told him. Her bottom lip began to tremble as she realized how badly she'd hurt him.

"I'll get over things…but will you?"

"What do I have to get over?" Spencer scoffed.

"Your fear of being yourself…being open to your parents." Aiden commented. "Ashley." Spencer turned and looked at him; Aiden had a way of surprising her.

"What does that mean?" She demanded.

"You obviously have feelings for her. You almost kissed that night…you would have if I hadn't walked in. You mean to tell me you have nothing to say after Ashley professed her love to you this afternoon? That means nothing to you?" Aiden asked her.

"No…that meant everything to me. But it doesn't matter what I feel for Ashley. It's never going to happen because…for one, she's furious at me. For two, I can't be out. Not yet." Spencer said, looking down at her skirt.

"Why did you guys really get into a fight?" Aiden asked.

"She…she told me she wanted me. She wanted all of me, everything. She wanted to be with me, take care of me…she wanted some hope so she wouldn't be wasting her time waiting for me." Spencer explained. "I told her I would rather pretend to be with you than be with her." Spencer felt so guilty just saying that.

"Oh…" Aiden responded. "Do you want to be with her?" Spencer turned to him.

"More than anything."