Mixed emotions

Disclaimer- I don't own Digimon. However, I would like to. Too bad I know that's never going to happen, right?

Princessstphanie- It's 2:57 AM right now and well tomorrow I have school. Ok, let me clear myself of a bit. Right now it is 2:57 AM on January 2nd and I have to go back January 3rd. It so sucks ass! So I don't know if I'll be able to update my fics as fast as I usually do. I'll try my best though, it's just I may even get grounded. I think I failed Social Studies. All because I hated my teacher so much I refused to do good in her class. I know I would of if my friend AJ didn't give me 100's when I didn't deserve them. God I love him. So...yeah either I'm going to be in a bad mood for getting a LONG lecture or I'll be in a bad mood for getting grounded from the phone or internet. So yeah. Here's this chapter. God! It's 3:05 now!

POV- Tai's

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I should of gotten up when I heard that noise this morning! I could of stopped all this from happening! I am her older brother damn it! I do ant to know why she was out so early in the morning, though that is the furthest thing on my mind right now.

"It wasn't your fault Tai. I should of never took that way home anyway." Kari said gently stroking my hand as I sat on her hospital bed.

"Kar, you know me to well." I said making her chuckle a little.

"That's my job as the little sister."

"Matt man, thanks so much for coming when you did. If you wouldn't of showed up, there's no telling what might of happened." I said as he got a grave face.

"He was going to rape her."

"That bastard!" I shouted. "Where is he? What did he look like? If I find him...No! I'm going to track his ass down and kill him!"

"Calm down. He didn't have time to. I think you need some rest, look how late it is!" I assured him pointing to a clock hanging up in the middle of the wall in-between me and Matt's beds.

"Tai, maybe she's right. It's really late and you need to go to sleep." Mimi said gently as she put her hand on my right shoulder.

"You too TK." Sora said making TK sigh.

"I'm not a little kid." TK snapped.

"Listen to her." Matt told him as he looked away.

"I know this must be double hard on you TK. Matt and Kari are very close to you as we all know, but you still need sleep!" Sora explained.

"I'm close to both of them also!" I said kind of hurt they didn't think I was that close to my sister and best friend.

"Need I make a speech?" Mimi asked sarcastically.

"Ah! No more speeches!" I shouted.

"Ok then. Sleep." Mimi said dragging me up off the bed.

"Speeches can't scare me." TK boasted.

"TK. Please go to sleep so when you wake up you will be in a better mood and we can talk...alone." Kari said a bit seductively.

"Ok." TK finally gave in.

...Kari pov...

"Guess we'll see you tomorrow." Sora said.

"Bye!" Mimi grinned as they dragged TK and Tai out of the room.

"Kari, do you have any clue why that man came after you to begin with?" Matt asked after a moment of silence.

"Yeah. He wanted me to become his prostitute and I refused. I figured he would just leave me alone so I kept on walking."

"I don't blame you. I would of probably done the same thing." Matt said as we shared a short laugh as the nurse walked in.

"Ms. Kamiya, I have some bad news. Would you like to hear it privately? Should we wheel you to a separate room so you can here with Mr. Ishida here?" the nurse asked motioning towards the wheel chair in her hand.

"No. Whatever it is, Matt should be able to hear it. I may not even be hear right now if it wasn't for him." I said as Matt and I looked at her as she frowned.

"The baby is dead."

After that I just felt blank, void, empty. So I was pregnant? The baby died? Oh no. I should of never left without Davis. I should of just took the long way home. I could of just went on to Sora's house. No. I had to take the way that killed the baby I never knew I had or not.

...Matt pov...

The baby is dead? Kari was pregnant? Little Kari that I have known forever? My best friend's sister? The girl I saved? The eighth-digidestined? The carrier or light? The one destined to be with my brother? Wait does that mean TK was going to be a dad? No. Or could he of been? There are just so many things I want to know now. Then I look over at Kari who was crying and the nurse walking out the door not even being that sad. A frown? That's all she could do. Ha.

"Matt. I guess I have some explaining to do don't I?" Kari asked as she stopped crying and wiped her eyes on her blanket.

"No. You don't have to explain everything. I won't tell anyone. I'll try and forget it." I said really wanting he to, but just not able to bring myself to tell her so.

"Matt..."

"Yeah?"

"Thanks."

"No problem. Are you going to tell anyone? Tai maybe?"

"I can't. I could never bring myself to tell Tai that his little baby sister had sex and was so stupid that she didn't use any protection and the only reason she had done it was because we were caught up in the moment."

"Kari..."

"Yeah?"

"I've got something to tell you myself."

"What?"

"If you ever need someone to talk to and are to afraid to go to Tai, I want you to know something. Don't ever even hesitate to be able to come to me. No matter who or what is bothering you. I will always be here for you Kar. Your like a sister to me. Even if you came to me at 3 in the morning, I would still listen and give you all the advice I could." I said as she smiled gently.

"Thanks Matt. I really needed that."

"Kari?"

"Yeah?"

"We better go to sleep before Tai and TK get here in the morning and wake us up." I said as she laughed and nodded.

"Night."

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Princessstphanie- Ok, I know this one was more pointless than the last, but it's 3:34 and I'm getting sleepy ok? I also just needed this for something coming up too. (I was just going through my files when I noticed I never posted this... sorry it took so long.)