(A/N – Thank you to all my lovely fans who reviewed. You are the reason I'm updating so soon. –smiles– Hope you guys like it just as much as the first chapter.
-Kayleth)
He's not saying anything; because I won't open my eyes. I don't want to have to face this, again. Tears are trying to form behind my closed eyes, my heart feels like it will burst for the second time; today?
"Go away!" I yell at him, eyes flying open and releasing the tears they held back.
He just stares at me, unable to believe I know what he was about to tell me.
I just shake my head and burry it in my pillows, screaming for him to leave. I know I'm breaking his heart even more.
He leaves the room; his walk trace-like, only held alive by the involuntary functions of his being.
I hear the door shut; he's gone. Leaping from bed I pull on the same clothes I had the last time this happened, though I noticed, but barely, that my jeans weren't ripped any more.
With an agonized scream I leapt out of my window, yet common sense makes me put my feet first; the other part of me wishing I didn't live in a single floor house.
I feel dirt from the yard make contact with my feet and I groan, collapsing to the ground in a sorry heap. I can't stay here, or anywhere. What am I seeing? Am I going insane? Will I have to live this day over and over again for the rest of my sorry life!
I sigh as common sense kicks in again, though my emotions keep me moving as I hop the fence and start toward school. The answers are there; I know it.
I rack my brain for any way I might have known that kid I saw…before. I want to punch myself for not remembering anything, but I can't.
Thinking I might find solace in one of the empty dorms, which no one, and I mean no one goes into.
Opening the farthest one at the end of the hall I'm surprised to actually find something. Books? Paper? What is all this stuff? I pick up the nearest one; it's deep, navy blue, about an inch thick with paper, most of it written on. The words read;
…I think I might have finally broken his heart beyond repair today. (Well…the first today, not this one.) When he saw what William tried to do, but, I know he's stronger than that. We're all stronger than that, everyone; Jeremie, Aelita, Odd, myself, and… (why do I have such trouble writing his name?)Ulrich…
I almost dropped the book; this isn't Sissy's, that's for sure. Who are the people she's talking about? And from the writing it's pretty obvious she's totally in love with Ulrich. Even I know who he is, though I'm probably one of the only girls not in love with him.
I shook my head. It was all to open just to try and think of who liked Ulrich; which was practically every girl in school.
I didn't take to kindly to those "everyone loves 'em" boys. They just seemed so stupid to like; what's going to make one of those people notice you? The answer; nothing.
Once again I let out a sigh. Getting off topic again. I was thinking as I realized. Whoever this girl is, she obviously hangs out with these people.
I set the book lightly back in its spot, not wanting anyone to know I'd been there. Already too overwhelmed with questions I'm not going to bother searching any more.
I'm about to leave the room when I hear the door open behind me. Someone is staring at me again.
"What…-?" they're about to ask, but I turn around and dash out of the room, seeing ebony locks whirl around in the corner of my eye. They yell, but I'm not stopping.
I feel her footsteps thud on the ground; she's chasing me.
I don't think she's really seen me yet, and I'm sure she doesn't know who I am. That's why I keep running.
I'm almost to the door, I start to reach out for it when, THWAM!
I feel the door strike my face, and then there is nothing…
