Give me a sign
Ages: saiyan years- Pan-17, Ryanna-19 almost 20, Trunks-19 almost 20, Bardock-30, Goten-19, Bra-17
Couples: Trunks/Pan, Bardock/Ryanna, and Goten/Bra
"Talking"
'Thinking/Bond communication'
Lyrics/ saiyan tongue
~Scene change/Flashback/P.O.V change~
Chapter 19: More conflict
Bardock lay on his side and swept the fallen strands of Ryanna's hair from her face. Ryanna had snuggled into his embrace and fallen asleep. Everyone had too much excitement for the pass four hours. Ryanna nearly committed suicide; her son had thrown a huge saiyan fit causing several windows to break and walls to crumble, and Trunks had kept himself distant from everybody including Pan. No one knew what was suddenly changing his attitude except for Pan. She had a saiyan gut instinct that told her that he now knew what he should have known so long ago.
Trunks looked out onto the reddish orange sky of his home planet. It had become so meaningless lately that it wasn't even funny. Now though, it was as beautiful as the first day he remembered seeing and admiring it. "The days go on. Everything remains, as it should." Trunks shook his head. He was becoming delirious. He was phrasing poems from his mother's books. He looked to Pan he laid on the bed asleep. He smiled and brushed back some of her raven colored hair. "Why do I feel like I cheated you, Pan?" A tear came down his face. "Why do I feel like I don't deserve you?"
Bra and Goten snuggled up into bed together. It was the early morning and neither of them wanted to get up from their current position. "Do you think Trunks-kun is okay? He's been distant." Goten yawned and nodded. "You know Trunks. Nothing can put him down forever. He'll always perk up when you least expect it." Bra nodded then started to cry slightly. Goten shushed her and smoothed her hair. "It'll be all right Bra-Chan." Bra nodded into Goten's chest and cuddled closer.
As the day came in Ryanna approached the king with a request. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Ryanna nodded. "More than anything your highness. I need the space and time to sort out the emotions going through my head." Vegeta nodded and walked towards her. "Ryanna you are my best female Elite. Loosing you would put a big damper on my team. You do realize that?" Ryanna nodded. "My King in the condition I am now I will be of no help to this team." Vegeta sighed and rubbed the top of his nose. "Very well, I will have a charter waiting." Ryanna smiled slightly and nodded. "You know Vegeta," she smirked. "If you ever need me for anything. I'm only a transmission away?"
Ryanna winked as Vegeta chuckled slightly. "Yes well now," he nodded his head. "I bid you farewell." Ryanna returned the gesture. "Until the next time." Ryanna turned to leave. "One more thing." Ryanna turned back. "Yes?" "Have you told him?" Ryanna sighed and shook her head. "Are you going to?" "He'll find out in his own time if he already hasn't." {Note: Not talking about Trunks here! Hint! Hint!} Vegeta nodded. Ryanna turned back to the door and left. Meanwhile Trunks had escaped form his bedroom without waking Pan. He needed to talk to Ryanna and he hoped she was alone. To his luck he found her in her room packing clothes.
"Planning on leaving so somewhere?" Ryanna gasped slightly but then relaxed. "The king has given me another mission. I leave as soon as the charter gets here." Trunks cocked an eyebrow and shut the door so no one would hear their conversation. "Does that mission include children's clothes?" He asked motioning towards the suitcase full of Damien's clothes. Ryanna blushed slightly and closed the suitcase. "Okay so you caught me." She sighed. "I'm leaving to go live on Earth." Trunks' eyes widened. "Why?" Ryanna shook her head. "You wouldn't understand." "Try me," he countered back moving closer to her.
Ryanna shut the last case and sat on the bed. "I need to get away form here. I'm taking over Bulma's job as President of Capsule." She paused and swallowed the access saliva. "She wanted someone from the family to run it. I'm as close as she got." Trunks frowned. "Is Bardock going with you? Or for that matter does he even know you're going?" Ryanna shook her head. "I don't plan on telling him." "Just like you planned on not telling me about my child." Ryanna coughed and turned to him quickly. Her eyes were opened wide and her mouth was a gap. "H-how?" "I over heard you and Pan talking."
Tears threatened to fall from Ryanna's eyes. Trunks sighed and uncrossed his arms. "Relax, I'm not gonna take your... our son away form you. Plus I'm in love with Pan so you are not needed to be my mate." Ryanna sobbed slightly and nodded. Trunks put his hands on her shoulders and made her look at him. "Ryanna why didn't you tell me?" "I-I was scared. I had lost everything I ever loved. My family, my faith, my pride. I didn't want to loose my son." "I take it that's why you also refused to love Bardock? You didn't want to loose him either." Ryanna nodded.
"Well you're a little late for that!" Trunks yelled "Ryanna, are you just going to throw away everything you have? Bardock has a right to know where and when you go somewhere? He's your mate for crying out loud." "Don't yell at me Trunks!" She smacked him. "I don't care if you're the prince I don't want you talking to me like that!" Both of them glared at each other. Ryanna was the first to break the glare. "Trunks all my life I have been taught to fight. I was never once shown or told how to love like the way I love Bardock. I can't look into his eyes and tell him that it won't work out because I don't know how to love." "That's a load of Bullshit!" Trunks narrowed his eyes.
Trunks: Ryanna you have what it takes to love. I've seen you with Damien and you know exactly how it feels. Love Bardock the way you love your son, your family. It's no different. There is no difference in the meaning of love.
Ryanna: Trunks just let me be. I will tell Bardock but I refuse to let go of what dignity I have left.
Trunks sent a sympathetic nod and walked to the door. "Trunks wait." He turned to Ryanna. "Do you love Damien like you do Pan?" Trunks smiled slightly and shook his head. "No, I love him the way I love his mother." He winked at her then left the room. Ryanna had a few tears fall from her face. She nodded her head continuously and sighed.
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ohh! Only one more chapter if I'm correct! Welp what do you think is gonna happen? Try and find out you must! R&R!
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