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A
patter of petite feet raced backstage, as heavy curtains betrayed no
sign of the movement behind it. With bright eyes, forms of sea foam
and fire competed to overtake upstage from the singers, even as the
singers raised their voices over the deafeningly silent footsteps. No
dancer missed a noticeable step, as they switched from a balance to
the fifth position. Then, with a right foot front, demi-plie takes
hold, with the foot gliding into second position. Then, a graceful
leap, and birds in the air would soar along, landing, and putting up
a sur le cou-de-pied front. Just as swiftly as the ruffled elements
took the stage, they would flee, leaving it for the sopranos and
altos to claim once more.Applause, loud echoing applause, would
resonate from the high gilded ceiling. Laughter and chatting would
flit about the palace, a caged nightingale beating its wings against
glass. A resonance then, stealing the breath from the place. Lime
lights would dim, their operators gone from their posts, to drink and
sleep, and do little else. Silence would lend itself to the Garnier
Opera House, and shadows now were the only things that would flit so
briefly across the stage. Joie de vivre, the happy life. Ah-, an
illusion it all is.But as the curtain falls, the gaudy people, the
fake laughter, it went down with the heavy cloth. The masks fell, all
so happy to dance, and sing, and skip together, now hated, despised,
mocked each other. Amidst this world, this kingdom of falsehood, and
deception, lay a girl. A girl as nondescript as the silhouettes that
haunted the Opera house."Christine!" Shrilled an angry
woman, with her face red, from the effort of not combusting. The
girl, who was the subject of such an upset voice, flinched, turning
to look at the woman."Madame
Fleurel?" It was said as politely as possible, under the
circumstances."If
you can not keep up with our girls, if you insist of falling behind
every half step, you will be out of here faster then you can drown a
mouse! Get your head out of the clouds!"Wincing
at such words, Christine nodded mutely, and returned to her tiny
dressing room. Four grey walls and a tiny mirror were all the young
girl could call home. It was better then the dorms she had to sleep
in as a child, yet it was nothing so beautiful as the Prima Donnas,
or the beautiful houses that lined the Parisian streets.Sighing
without passion, the girl stripped herself of her stockings, and
other dancing items. She was very much alone in the Opera house. It
was filled with many orphans such as herself, but 'they are more
sociable, and much more pretty?' Resignation on her shoulders like an
iron lined jacket; Christine washed her face with cold water from the
basin, and when that was done, knelt by her bed. She prayed to her
father every night, taking from it, a kind of peace. With that done,
she slid beneath the thin covers, and shivered, before she let the
world fade away, and the hush envelop her. No one was awake this time
of night, and it was only the scurry of rats, real and imagined, that
woke a person.At first, she felt as if she had dreamt a truly
dreamless sleep, until she realized that nothing had changed. Even
the night around her was empty. No moon hung in the shallow sky.
Pushing back weightless covers, the girl Christine examined her
world. A sad smile touched her face, as she realized where she was.
Every night, was the same as this. No one was in her world. It was
the Opera Populaire, down to the very last scuff on the walls, and no
one moved inside it, but her. She was free to do what she wished in
this world. Free to sing, and dance out of step, and run the halls,
and throw things out the window to watch them shatter. At first,
Christine had done this, and rejoiced in her freedom, but all too
soon, the empty feeling returned. 'I am utterly alone in this world.
Completely and utterly alone.' Even then, when her world of dreams
stopped becoming entertaining, she returned. Christine could not lie
abed during this time though, despite her wishes. The girl was
compelled to wander every hall.
"I
haven't been below? I will do that tonight." She decided,
brushing her curling golden strands of hair behind her ears. Every
night, her hair changed with her, as well. She was fond of it when it
was black, but tonight, it had chosen to be blonde, and so she let it
be. Crossing the stage gracefully, for she never need fear being
ungraceful in her dream world; she came to the trap doors, and the
stairs that led from them to the cellars. Most times it too was
flooded, but tonight, it too had chosen to be different. Descending
the stairs hastily, she walked past self-sustaining furnaces, gaping
like monsters in the pitch, to props.
"Le
roi de le-?" Christine muttered, naming the pieces stacked
against the wall. Sighing, finding nothing of excitement beyond the
props, she returned up the stairs, deciding to instead, visit the
roof again. It was becoming a favourite haunt for her, on the nights
when she was not impassioned to do anything but wander. Humming
tunelessly, she surmounted the colossal way to the top of the Opera
house, and pushed open the door. Apollo rose with his lyre, but
unlike on the real Opera house, there was also Artemis, Persephone,
Eros, and Psyche. They were not at all faded, but cried out
wordlessly, as stars in the nights.
"No
stories for me tonight?" She asked the night-time, alas, the
wind held none of its own dreams; Christine could only wait for the
first rays of the sun to peak over the Opera house, heralding the
dawning of her own day in the real world. Regrettably, "That is
hours from now..." she told herself resignedly.
A
resounding crash broke the forlorn stillness that had settled over
the wide cellar. The black water pulsated with another clatter,
rippling like molasses and slowing only as the last of the sound
dispersed. "It was here! This was it!" A voice hissed, the
violent sound of crinkling mixing with the words. Furiously, Erik
kicked aside the music stand to his left, turning his back swiftly as
it clanged to the ground, hitting the wall with a crack. "But it
isn't here now! Like yesterday, yesterday I had written it again."
The viciousness in the man's voice drained in a breath, and he
turned his back to the black tapestries, to the expansive organ that
spanned the entire wall. Gazing at the disarranged sheet music, the
anger that had once flashed in his eyes, sparked again, and he rushed
forward in a rage. With a mighty wipe of his arm, the papers
scattered, curving willowy through the air until they rested on the
floor. A vicious growl emitted from his throat, as he turned away
from the mess, crouching on the floor as his pressed the fingers of
his hands to his corresponding temples. Minutes drifted past
meaninglessly, as he waited for his anger to pass, with no care of
stifling it. When his pulse had calmed his right hand drop and
reached to take up a paper, eyes fixed on the ground. Only, when he
felt nothing, Erik stood and turned to look toward the organ. The
papers appeared as they had before, lying strewn and unorganised on
the consol, selected pieces lying unsteadily on the Swell manual. In
a listless gait, the man stepped to the organ and sat at the bench,
gazing vacantly ahead. He began to mutter, as he lifted his hands to
idly brush the Great's keys. "Again, that is all. I will write it
again." Erik murmured melodiously, leaning forward subtly as his
fingers pressed strategically on specified keys. He closed his eyes
expectantly, to hear diapason chorus, only he startled when there was
nothing. Jumping to his feet, Erik felt the bench fall behind him. He
paused, and still nothing. Turning, he glared down at the bench,
which lay silently at his feet. Drawing back, Erik lifted his foot to
push the bench, and though it slid, Erik was deft to the sound. His
lips moved, and in his mouth he felt the words pronounced, though he
could not hear. Panic began to rise in him, and it was with his
panic, he felt from the room. Erik began to run, only faster, when
the sounds of his footsteps were silent. Coming to a stop before a
set of large doors, he paused again, poised and listening. Nothing!
Perhaps it was the house! Nearly frantic, he hurried to the front
door, throwing it open to met complete darkness. Erik paused for a
moment, looking back to the foyer of his home, pressing a hand to his
mask to assure its presence before fleeing to the shore of the lake.
The rocks under his feet shifted, but remained silent. By this time,
his nerves had calmed, though now within it laid a sense of dread.
Was he deaf, and so sudden? Leaping into the gondola, Erik untied it
and withdrew to begin poling it through the black water. He paused,
listening, able to make out the faint sound of the lapping water. And
it seemed, the closer he got to the other side of the lake, the more
he would hear. As Erik tied off the gondola and stepped onto solid
ground, he was anxious to hear again, and as he neared a staircase,
he pause, straightening up as he made to decipher the time- it was
evening. With a rapid turn, he began to make his ascend back to the
surface.
Carefully,
Erik stepped up the small set of stairs, pausing for a moment, before
gently pressing his hand to the wood ceiling above him, and lifting
it up. The trapdoor opened, with a faint thud, and Erik leapt up from
the darkness. He closed the square door with his foot, casting a
glance around the shadowed surroundings warily. When he was sure he
was alone, the masked man took off again, at a gait he expected was
as quiet as the lightest mouse. The irritation he felt at having to
leave his work, and come to the surface when his influence was not
need, had faded in his curiosity. He felt as if his mind was leading
his somewhere, and if not, Erik ceased to care as long as the world
was audible again. More staircases, more hallways, higher and higher,
Erik moved with such ease, confidence in every step. Though, he met
with confusion, as he exited a hidden door to the room, and was taken
back by the light of the stars. Erik drew away for a moment, at a
lost as to why the sky looked as such. On the few nights he had
ventured out, the night was always as black as the cellars of his
Opera house and so it was with cautious steps, he moved into the
idealistic night. Erik paused suddenly, when the sound of footsteps
that were not his own came to his attention. Striding forward, he
moved to lean against the stone statue of Eros, and only when he
realized this, did he frown, with no knowledge of its existence
prior. The stone crumpled suddenly, and began to dissolve against
him, and for a moment he thought it would collapse, but it had
thankfully stilled another second later.
Christine
pulled her knees closer to her chest, as a chill wind picked up.
"Odd...it's never been cold before..." She wondered aloud
.Not even the barest flame of gold stoked in the kiln of the evening.
More often, during her night time visits to the empty Opera house,
Christine would sing, positive she was unheard. For the most part,
only the mocking echoes would repeat her misshapen chords. So,
bolstered by such evidence of desolations, the young girl began to
sing.
"A
wash of memories,
Black
and white,
Shaded
and framed,
Fading
out of sight,
I
grasp, I hold,
Trying
to keep them still,
To
keep them forever,
And
watch them from my sill..." Silent tears fell down Christine's
face, as she felt the bitter stab of loss once more.
'Damn!
I can not escape my father, even in my dreams!' She cursed. Taking a
shaky breath she continued.
"But
the dream is running,
Colours
in the drain,
Time
won't stop moving,
Walls
are forcing us with strain,
This
pulling apart,
Is
all we've managed to create,
Until
the time to meet again... " Disgust and anger riddled the
innocent girl's voice. Hating her own singing, and the fact that
she could not escape the remembrance of her father, Christine
struggled to stand. Sulkily, she scrubbed her face clean of the wet
trails, and bit her tongue harshly. "Shut up! You aren't doing
anyone any good with your moping. No matter that it is just a dream,
you've been doing this awake too!" Scolding herself, Christine
kicked a pebble across the roof, casting another anxious glance at
the sky. No matter how much she wished it, time passed normally in
the realm she occupied with sleep.
A
sound similar to the shifting of gravel, alerted the girl to the
presence of another. Mortified, Christine cast about the empty roof,
and saw nothing but shadows.
"Hello?"
She called into the inky darkness. Receiving no answer, she warily
picked her way along the building, and was vaguely disappointed to
find no one. Condemning her imagination, she once more looked at the
sky, and with relief found that it was lighter then previously.
Within minutes, it was a lavender shade. Retreating from the roof,
and waving goodbye idly to the statues adorned in gold, Christine
rushed to the bed she had woken up in, and pulled the blankets to her
chin. As in real life, it took a while for her to sink to sleep, but
the moment she did, a peaceful idleness overcame her being.
Eyes
fluttering open, Christine stretched. Her lack of real dreams never
interfered with her body resting, though she was habitually far away
from anything considered normal for a young woman. Her mind seemed to
still flutter in the far reaches of the imagined and empty Opera
house, instead of the large, bustling, cruel one that she was faced
with."Christine Daae! If I catch you inactive once more time I
swear to God, you will feel my lashes!" Falling back in step,
the petite, pale ballerina forced the question out of her mind. It
re-entered though, during her lunch of cold porridge and bread.
'What
was on the roof with me?' However, her ponderings were interrupted by
the giggles of the younger girls. Pretending she did not care what
they said, she let them talk in front of her, while she ate her meal.
"Ohhh!
Tell us about the ghost!" One of the younger ones, a sallow
looking Megahn Giry pleaded, her sloe coloured eyes wide.
Drawing
in the attention, Jammes, a older girl, younger then Christine by a
year, swelled with pride.
"They
say he built this place with his own hands, and that he would terrify
everyone who worked here. Joseph Buquet said he was ugly as a skull,
but no one can prove it, unless they go down to the dungeons and find
him."
'I'm
getting too old for these stories.' Christine thought
dispassionately. Bussing her tray to the kitchen help, the girl took
full advantage of the two hours reprieve, by wandering Paris, and
then returned to dance again. Dinner followed the same routine, and
since no performances were scheduled that month, it would be solid
rehearsals. It was with an odd reluctance; she said her prayers and
slipped into bed once more. Effortlessly, the transition began, and
within seconds, she was pushing back her blanket to lay her feet on
the warm stone floor.
Fingering
straight brown hair absentmindedly, Christine called about the Opera,
questing for the presence she half convinced herself that existed.
When she received no reply, she climbed once again to the roof,
rejoining the night sky in her vigil to wait out the dawn.
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