Circle of Fantasies - chapter 4

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Lee continued to kiss her oh-so-lightly, lips barely touching hers, as though he was afraid. Far from it - his heart was pounding in anticipation. But this was his chance - his ONE chance to dominate her - to torture her as much as she could withstand and make her beg for release. No Kara, he thought, as she leant up to his mouth to deepen the kiss, you don't get it THAT easy from me! Each time she leaned up, he pulled back a fraction, never allowing the kiss to progress into exploratory territory.

She was beginning to struggle though, and Lee knew he wasn't going to be able to hold her arms down forever. Not if he wanted to have more fun with her. So he pulled back, let her arms go and sat up.

"Aw, that's it?" she asked in a low, throaty voice.

"This is barely the beginning," he answered, moving his hands over her torso quickly, removing her tanks before she knew what was happening. He pushed her back down onto the bed and hastily tied one arm to the metal step at the side, using the grey tank. He then took the other and tied her other hand to the screw that held the shelf behind her pillow in place.

"You certainly are well prepared," she said, heart beginning to pound. She'd never expected this from him.

"Would it surprise you to learn that THIS is also one of my fantasies?"

"Not really ... okay, maybe."

Lee trailed a finger across her lips, unconsciously licking his own. "Which is it?" His eyebrow twitched.

"Up until a few days ago, yes, it would have surprised me."

"But not since ..." he left it open for her, finger now tracing her face softly.

" ... since earlier, in the hangar bay." Her mouth felt dry. She was nervous. Nervous! Of all things. Lee would never hurt her, would he? No, of course not!

"I thought so," he whispered, leaning over and licking her lips lightly. Her eyes closed in surrender as her tongue slipped from beneath her lips and tasted his. The bolt of electricity that sped through her body at that moment was electrifying. She shivered and strained at her bonds.

"Mmm, liked that, did you?" he murmured, letting his tongue wander down her chin, over her throat and across her collarbone.

She was on fire! Everywhere his tongue touched burned as though it had been scorched by an open flame. She moaned and her lower body writhed against his thighs, still keeping her pinned to the bed.

"Not yet my dear, I still have a lot of learning to do before the practice begins," he taunted, feeling himself beginning to grow hard against her writhing body.

Kara tried to recapture some measure of control. Things were going faster here than they ever had before for her, despite the fact that Lee had barely touched her. "I feel I should warn you, I make love like I do everything else - all out till I drop."

"Is that a warning or a promise?" His eyes sparkled as he leaned up to look in hers. "You've flown with me many times Kara. How often do I not go all out?"

"When flying, you always do. With anything else ... you always seem to be holding back."

"That's because I've been waiting for you," he said simply.

"Oh." She blinked, amazed at his response. His eyes were so deep - she could read everything in them. He loved her. He hated her. He desired her. She frustrated him. He hated himself for wanting her. He'd wait forever for her if he had to.

"How long ...?" she began.

"Ever since we met."

"But, I was with Zack then."

"I know. But as soon as I met you I knew. You were the one. The only one I could let go and be me with."

His honesty was beginning to frighten her. So she went back to the old familiar - sarcasm. "And this is you?" She nodded towards the restraints on her wrists.

"It is if it's what you want." He was deadly serious. He loved her. He would do whatever she wanted.

"Gods yes Lee." The words came out unbidden. In the hidden depths of her soul, she wanted him as much as he wanted her.

Her eyes opened wide and Lee could read everything inside her for the first time. She loved him. She hated him. She desired him. She hated herself for wanting him. She'd been half in love with him ever since she'd known him. She felt guilty at wanting him while loving his brother. She would never love anyone else. She'd wait forever for him if she had to.

Passion exploded between them, as though the dam that had held back their feelings had finally collapsed. Their mouths were hot and hungry together, tongues dancing and dueling, reflecting the duality of their outer relationship. Lee ran a hand through her hair, fingernails scraping her scalp and causing her to shiver uncontrollably as goosebumps rose everywhere on her body. Her body arched beneath his, rubbing up against his hardening member.

Kara couldn't remember when she'd felt more alive than she did this moment. She was aware of every hair on her body standing on end, and every touch of his fingers sent a signal directly down to her centre, which was already pulsing with desire. She felt herself coming closer and closer to ecstasy. Gods, is it possible to climax just from kissing? Kara had never thought so until now. Lee was making love to her mouth like no one ever had to the rest of her body. She began to moan as his fingers dug deeper into her scalp, and she involuntarily cried out as his hand suddenly ran down the length of her neck and gently rubbed across her breast. He stopped with his palm over the nipple, and massaged a few times before letting his fingertips explore the most sensitive parts. Her back arched as she thrust herself harder against his hand. His mouth slipped off hers to nuzzle her ear.

"You are so beautiful," he whispered between kisses and nibbles. Kara felt like she was coming apart at the seams. Her body was screaming overload but at the same time begging for more. He seemed to know just what she needed, and kissed his way down her neck to her other breast, kissing and sucking it hungrily.

Kara moaned repeatedly, every so often actually managing to say his name. Though being tied up and held down like this WAS her fantasy, she wished she had her arms free to explore his body in return.

Lee could have continued exploring and tasting her forever. He'd imagined it many times but the reality was a thousand times better. Her skin tasted sweet, but also salty, from the sweat that was building as her body strained to reach climax. He knew he was torturing her, but it aroused him all the more to hear her whimpering his name - knowing she wanted him so desperately.

He moved up to nibble her neck and the hollow space where her shoulder and neck met, sliding so that his whole body was stretched along the length of hers. He nearly lost it as he pushed against her centre, still pajama clad, and felt her muscles contract against him. She moaned and pushed up against him, wanting him inside before she came. Lee smiled and began to rub gently against her, but the friction of his shorts and her pants was bringing him too close too fast. He stopped his movements and her eyes opened.

"Lee, please," she whispered.

"Please what?" He could barely keep control. One look at her flushed face, dewy with sweat, eyes deep and dark, and he decided the torture had to end. For both of them. He ripped his boxers and her pajamas off, laying back down atop her. Now her warm wetness was against his bare skin and he fought for control.

"Please what?" he repeated, mentally telling himself to be patient and wait for her to ask. He wanted to hear the words come from her lips for real, not just in his dreams. He rubbed against her slowly for encouragement.

"Please," she panted, " Stop frakking around ..."

"You want me to stop?" Lee could hardly catch his breath. He felt ready to explode. But he forced himself up off her and hovered over her for a moment. She arched up to meet him.

"Frak no! Lee please ... I need you now!" she begged.

He lowered himself back down gently and positioned himself at her entrance.

"Oh, yes Lee..." she moaned, bucking up against him and pushing him a little way into her. She strained to get him further in, but her body was pinned to the bed tightly, and she had little freedom of movement.

"This is what you want?"

"Gods yes Lee! Please... more."

"I plan to savour this you know," he whispered in her ear. "This may be my only chance to have you like this, and I'm not going to rush through it."

She bit his neck. His breath hissed out quickly and he felt himself surge within her. Wouldn't be long now... Lee hadn't been with a woman in some months, and since Kara had started occupying his fantasies, he hadn't wanted to be with anyone else, despite the overtures he'd received from a few of the women on Galactica.

"You think about being with anyone else after this and I'm going to have to kill you," she said, breath tickling his ear.

"Then you won't have me."

"Neither will anyone else." Lee looked directly in her eyes. "I don't share my things," she said bluntly.

"I'm yours now?" he asked jokingly, but inside his heart beat wildly.

"I wouldn't be letting you do this to me if you weren't."

"Touche," he said, and kissed her long and hard. "As long as you realize you're mine too. I don't share either."

She began to move her hips up and down, causing him to stir again within her. "As long as you share with me..." she said, smiling. "Share with me now, please Lee ... I can't wait anymore."

Those were the words he wanted to hear, and he pushed himself all the way into her, feeling her warmth spread through him like fire. He thrust in and out of her slowly, trying hard to make it last as long as he could. Her body arched up to meet his with every thrust, begging for more.

Lee felt himself coming close to the edge. Kara's body pulsed around him harder and faster as her climax came and Lee couldn't hold on any longer. He thrust in and out of her harder and harder and she whimpered his name over and over.

"Kara, oh Kara, I love you..." Lee said, echoing the words of his fantasies. In them he always ended up telling her how he felt, and she always responded in kind. In reality, he'd planned not to tell her so soon, but it slipped out as his body joined with hers in the ultimate pleasure he'd ever experienced.

Their bodies bucked in rhythm together, riding the wave of pleasure that overtook them. Kara felt as though she were breaking into pieces. Her arms were numb from pulling at her bonds and her legs ached with the strain of trying to move against Lee's heavily muscled body. Inside though, she was filled with fireworks from her fingertips to her toes. She'd dreamed of being one with Lee for so long, and the reality far surpassed anything she could ever have imagined.

As their bodies slowed and their breathing became less laboured, Lee allowed himself to rest lightly on her body, leaning to the side so as not to hurt her with his weight.

"Lee?" she asked tentatively.

"Mm?"

"Could you untie me?"

TBC