Phantom XXX: Cloud my Mind

As I woke up from my fright-night adventure with my imaginary-wish-it-can-be-true lover Trieze, I gazed the awkward room that looked trashed as I am before noticing that nobody was there. I got up from the floor and rubbed my booty...from all that ahem slapping around. Not to mention that my ass is numb for being on the floor most of the night. As I got clothes from the closet I looked to see all what he did…Lessee broken lamp, glass box I gave him for Christmas, a nice hole in the wall, torn sheets, and broken vase which sat on the nightstand which is now…kaput.

I walked out of the room and headed towards the kitchen…Thank goodness there is nothing broken in here I thought as I scurried to the fridge to get something to eat. When I opened the door surprisingly there was not a crumb that was edible…that scumbag never even thought about me! What the nerve he has for knowing well that I only had enough money for the basics…Mostly because only gave me only ¼ of his paycheck. But you know the domestic guy thing…never did let me have a job.

My stomach growled telling me I better go out and get some food…But I have saved almost enough money to get an apartment room for myself…That everybody is well aware, and because of that most of the women here give me donations and on the occasion…homemade meals…Most of them gave me was not bad but had better. So I tried to get in touch with my inner Gemini…. and the wild-go-for-it-your-better-off side won.

Fifteen minutes later the Chinese delivery person was on my doorstep and handed me the goods. As I about shut the door he rubbed his fingers together as he wanted money. So I spitted out the gum while waiting for the grub to arrive in my hands and THEN shut the door. I can now here the guy cussing me out in Chinese…Fun or what? Personally I'd go with the what…

Ohh…That greasy shit was good…my belly and ego is now full. But it seems as if no matter how hard I think… I feel as if something is watching me. I got up and walked back to the kitchen and dumped the empty dishes in the trash. Then got "fully dressed" because in thirty minutes of my time wasted will be going towards a job place so I can get working…But not the first time I have done this before…

NEXT DAY: HELL

Exactly what the title says. Plus today is exam day…I shouted in my head as I heard my name being called. I turned my head towards the principle. When the principle was satisfied with my undivided attention she began and said, "I would like it if you showed our new student their way around the school…Thanks." Then scoffed off to the pits of-

"Trowa…Are you all right love?" The student-holly shit NO! I looked up to find a pair of intense blue eyes and a ragged hair of head to belong to the one and only-"Huh…? What are you doing here?" He cracked a smile and replied, "To be with you. What else would you think?" Then cocked his eyebrow. Wow…he's amazing.

"I would never think of you being in this dump. If I known you would be here I would send you to a better school." Heero continued. Huh…how can he? Isn't he seventeen just like me! Is there something that he never told me…?

"So…How did you hook up with Treize in the first place?" Heero asked then stopped. I glanced at him then turned my head down and replied back, "When my parents abandoned me, I had to go to several foster homes and when they finally threw me out because I just turned 17 and I am in a home. He was there for me in the time of need and I soaked it in like a sponge…so take it as you here it." Then I walked of leaving him in his own thought…I bet he pities me for that now…But hell with it. SCREW THIS DRAMA!

/Flashback/

"Humph…WHY would I take in this boy? He has brought in shame for our family."

"Oh…Dear…Please stop."

"No"

"Sorry Trowa…Maybe the next house will take you in for the night. Come along, then."

/End of Flashback/

Sigh…even thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. I walked home and plopped on the couch. I can't even think straight now…I am gonna take a cold shower. I flicked the switch-ohh…Unconsciousness greeted me with open arms.

"Hmm…Are you awake yet? God I hate babysitting!" A loud obnoxious voice shouted and stirred my thoughts. When I about sat up hands pushed me back down.

"Look here. Heero is mine. Got it…? If you ever want to ever live past your eighteenth birthday, you will listen…. Oh and while you are here, call me Quatre." Quatre sneered as the two bodyguards at the door pulled out their guns and pointed at me.

"Quatre. What are you doing to Trowa?" I voice called from behind me. It was Heero…and why he came is my worry.

Quatre looked at Heero and his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree. /Boom/ He was all his. Now I am confused. Was he cheating on me? "Heero…Do you know him?" I asked nervously, and then took a step back. Heero just looked at me and said, "Yeah…we use to deal with each other. Why?" So…Then it is true. He loves HIM. Just thinking about it made me sick to my stomach…Quatre sneered at me and that does it! Instead of saying the things I wanted to say, I ran. I have no clue where I was going.

Just now I remembered telling me it was going to snow. Time runs fast while you are going nowhere. So my life isn't the way I wanted it to go. Maybe I will go to Wufei's. His house is closer than Duo's. Just as I walked up the stairs to his house he opened the door and greeted, "Trowa, is there something wrong? Come in. Now." Well not much of a greeting. And so I came in and sat down on the couch, ready to spill to Wufei.

Wufei just stood there and asked as though he was ready to fight, "Have you had dinner yet?" huh! That's all! "No…Why?"

Wufei then sighed and pulled me out of the chair, then drug me to the dinner table where a full meal…as I expected a Chinese course was served to me.