Chapter Four

Oh my god! How did I get myself into this mess? He was not the man I fell in love with. He has changed completely. I don't even know who he is anymore. I couldn't believe what he had done to me. I laid on the ground, crying my eyes out about what just happened to me. How could he do this to me? Me of all people. I couldn't sleep all night. I kept replaying the horror in my mind. I couldn't look him in the face. Do you want to know? Do you really want to know what he did to me? I warning you now it's not pretty and it's not very nice. Leave now if you don't think you can handle my pain. I guess since you are listening then you must think you can handle it.

I don't know what's gotten into him lately. He has gotten so protective over nothing. Why did he have to be so violent? The other day this man I took care of in the cave kept telling my sister that he wanted me and the jewel. Inuyasha over heard our conversation and ran directly over to the cave.

"Hey, are you this Onigumo that keeps bugging my woman?"

"What does it matter to you? She doesn't belong to anyone, especially not to a half-breed like you."

"Why you…" Inuyasha was about to punch him hard in the face when I grabbed him by his hair, forcing him to stop.

"Inuyasha leave this poor man alone, hasn't he suffered enough?" He looked at Onigumo's face and gave in.

"I'm telling you now; she's my woman. I'm only doing this for her. But if I hear you so much as glance at her wrong I will slit your throat into tiny little pieces. Got it!" He left the cave. That night our argument continued in the open field where we committed our love for one another.

"How long have you been taking care of him?"

"A couple of months now."

"Why didn't you tell me you were taking care of him?"

"I didn't really see the need to."

"I don't like him much. You've got to be careful, Kikyo, he's after the jewel."

"So."

"Bitch!" He slapped me across the face. "Don't you see he's after it? That could blow our chances at happiness. Don't you wanna me to become human and live our lives together? What's the matter with you? Where is that jewel? When are gunna give me that Shikon no tama!"

"Soon, very soon, I promise."

"I don't believe you wench!" He slapped me again. One tear drop fell from my eye. Inuyasha was intrigued. "Heh, what is it about you that makes you so irresistible, even when your in pain." I was beginning to get frightened. He was closing in on me. He was way to close for comfort. "Do worry, Kikyo, I won't hurt you as long as you do as I say. Just stay silent." He pinned me down to the hard ground. I couldn't do anything. He was to strong. I had not choice but to obey him.

He cupped his hand down around my mouth. With a jerk of his wrist he tore my clothes off. I started to squirm in protest and he bit down on my collar bone harder drawing blood. I bit the palm of his hand hoping that he'd let me go. He could not contain himself any longer so he pulled down my bottoms and he took some of my ripped clothing. He used it to tie my wrist together around a tree so I couldn't escape. He undid his pants and his dick sprung up ready to finally feel the inside of me. He slid into me without even preparing me. I was shocked. He still had his fangs sunk deep into my skin. This did not feel like sex. It was painful and dry. This didn't even feel like love. This felt more like rape. Even though I love him this was not a pleasurable experience. He just did it for himself. I screamed not out of pleasure but out of the physical and emotional pain I was feeling. He didn't seem to mind. He just kept continuing like nothing wrong is happening.

Once he had released he removed hand from my mouth. He had quickly fallen asleep as I laid there in panic. While he was asleep I cried. I finally undid my hands from the tree. I had to get away from. He was too dangerous.