Chapter Eleven
Note: The next chapter could be my last, but I could make it longer. Instead of killing people off which should be the ending of the true story I could just make everyone always fight with each other forever. It's up to you if you want me to continue.
When I had awoken I saw that girl Inuyasha was with. That young girl named Kagome. I still don't see the resemblance. "I see that my barrier was not strong enough to prevent you from finding me. "
"What barrier? I don't remember seeing anything like that." Maybe this girl really is me. My soul stealers were arriving. "Are you the one that has been luring the souls of women away? It is you isn't it? You have to stop. You've got to set them free." I don't like the fact that this girl is telling me what to do when she has no idea what she is talking about. She hasn't seen Inuyasha's true form yet. She will never understand. I needed to know if he was around.
"Is he not here with you?"
"Huh, I came on my own. Inuyasha sent off to find you earlier." Why would he do that? Doesn't he hate me? She looked sad. Did this girl love Inuyasha? I don't like this girl very much.
"Tell me what is your relationship with him?" I touched her forehead and I read her mind. My assumptions were right. She did love Inuyasha! That Bitch! A surge of hatred went through my body. Was I jealous of this girl? No, Inuyasha was the one I hated, but I knew I would give anything to be with him. He was my first love. You never forget your feelings about your first love. But he killed me. I must get a grip over myself. But the jealous side of me was stronger. I will not let her make of with my man. I immobilized her.
"This will end your interfering." I saw Inuyasha coming toward me in the distance. I let him through the force field. I made my soul stealers trap Kagome to the tree. "Inuyasha has come. I fear he has not come to save you." I was mocking her in my mind. "He's purpose lies in seeing me." That's right. Tear her to shreds. I shouldn't be getting this much pleasure from torturing people. Why couldn't I control over myself? "You will not interfere."
"Interfere? Are you still planning on destroying Inuyasha? He's not your enemy. Some one did this to you on purpose." She smiled at me. "Inuyasha would have never taken your life Kikyo." I didn't care. That was a big fat lie. He killed me and he was going to pay for it.
"Hm, from your countenances I gather you except me to be rejoicing." She looked shocked. Apparently she thought this would make me love Inuyasha. I need to hear it from Inuyasha before I would believe it. "Some one caused my premature demise. Will my murderer's death bring me back to life?"
"I guess not."
"The dead have but one wish, to walk amongst the living once again, a wish that will never be realized. However this dead woman can wish for one thing." I grabbed my chest. "I wish for a heart. The heart of the man I will never allow to forget me. That is my desire."
"You'll never allow him to forget about you? You mean Inuyasha?"
"It is clear that Inuyasha wishes for my death. That is a good thing because it means he feels remorse for our dispute. Let him feel remorseful. I shall never allow him to forget about me. Time will not advance. Thus allowing me to live in a dimension where time is frozen. I can live on in his heart here in my frozen creation."
"You're always on Inuyasha's mind. Why can't you be satisfied with that? He hasn't forgotten you all these years. He thinks of you all the time. Isn't that good enough?" Yeah right.
"When Inuyasha and I departed we despised one another. The love you speak of is but a shallow emotion which only served to deepen the hatred. Nothing can resolve ones determination for exacting vengeance than the way bitterness can. If he must love, let him love my consuming resentment. And in return I shall love his heart while it falls in deep despair. "
"No Kikyo it's senseless. Your hatred is totally pointless. I…" We both heard rustling from a near by bush. We both turned to see Inuyasha standing there. He was breathing heavily. "Inuyasha, you've got to talk to Kikyo. Please tell her what happened. How Naraku deceived you." He walked past her without noticing her. "Inuyasha?" Ha, my spell worked. He will not be allowed to see her until I want him to see her. I could see the pain in her eyes.
"Kikyo? So you were the one doing it, gathering the souls of the dead women." Why was he so surprised?
"My body is molded from the bones and earth from my grave sight. It must be sustained with human souls if I wish to remain here. Inuyasha…you must despise me. I have drawn in the souls of the dead to maintain my presence and it is my hatred of you that fuels my actions."
"That's just ludicrous! You may very well despise me, but the feeling not mutual. Kikyo, I never stop thinking about you not even for an instant." What, he still loved me? My emotions over took me and I was about to cry. And I had found that I still had feelings of love towards him. I couldn't look at him. "I could never hate you or think less of you. It's your spirit that I care for not your appearance." I grabbed my heart. It was beating so fast over Inuyasha confession of love. It was like I had never hated him. It was like we had never been dead.
"Truly, Inuyasha, you wouldn't?" I walked up to him and caressed his face. It was so warm. "You wouldn't despise me if I used these hands to steal the life from you?" I looked into his eyes. They were much gentler looking than the last time we saw each other. I stood up on my toes and slowly moved forward to kiss him. When the kissed had ended I hugged him tightly. "Inuyasha, after meeting you I renounce my position as a priestess. I became an ordinary woman." I squeezed him closer to me. "I longed to embrace you like this when I was alive." Finally he wrapped his arms around me. I heard the girl talking to herself.
"Inuyasha, you're going to take her back. I know you are it's only to be expected. What am I doing here watching them like this? I'm such a fool. Oh great, now I'm probably going to start crying. What an idiot I am." I don't care about the girl. I'm going to have Inuyasha be with me forever.
"We are unable to turn back the hands of time. So please allow me to embrace you a little longer."
"I can't save you…I can't do anything to help you except stay like this. If only time could stand still." That gave me an idea.
"Would you agree to that, if I did stop time?"
"Yes, I don't care as long as…as long as I'm with you." He squeezed me tighter. The girl was getting frustrated.
"I can't stand to watch this anymore. I could leave you alone if you'd just release me. I'd just crawl under a rock or someth… Hey are you listening to me?" Of coarse I wasn't. I blew a hole in the ground.
"Inuyasha, I will never let you go. Come with me to the depths of hell."
"He's being dragged down with her. Inuyasha, snap to it! You gotta get out of there! It's no use, he's unconscious! Listen, Kikyo because I know you can hear me! It's not fair! Inuyasha said he wanted to be with you! I didn't hear him say anything about wanting to die with you! Inuyasha's going after Naraku for deceiving you both fifty years ago! He still has things to do! Inuyasha wants to live to fight Naraku more than anything! And he is determined to stay alive to fight Naraku to avenge your death!" I looked at her. "Do you understand what I am saying?" I became tired of this girl. I shot a spell at her to keep her quiet for awhile. She fell over. "Oh, Kikyo…"
"And what if he does exact revenge? Would that serve to revive me?" I went back to holding Inuyasha. "Come, Inuyasha, come than rather stay here with my memory. You and I share the same desires."
"You're down right evil. The poor guy's unconscious, remember? Otherwise he would never follow you. Do us all a favor and let go of Inuyasha. I'm telling you…hands off of him!" My heart kept beating faster and faster until the souls escaped from my body. I was amazed by her powers. This girl is taking my spirit once again. Only I could have this power. She really is the reincarnation of me. I must hurry before this body is completely emptied. I went back to Inuyasha.
"Inuyasha, come!" I kept dragging my love down deeper.
"Wake up Inuyasha! Inuyasha! Inuyasha!" He woke up and looked at the place where I hid the girl. He jumped out of my grasp and went to her.
"Kagome?" My heart felt like it was being broken for a second time. He killed my soul stealers and joined her by her side. "Kagome, what in the world do you think you are doing here?"
"Me! I'm the one who should be asking that question!"
"Me, well um, it's hard to explain." They both looked at me in the hole in the ground. "What's she doing?" I stood up and grabbed my heart. It felt like it was being shredded to pieces. I had to know.
"Does that girl mean more to you than I do?" They both looked at each other and began to blush. That answered it. I was devastated. I had my soul stealers take me away. I had had enough.
"No wait, Kikyo, listen to me."
"Inuyasha never forget. Remember the feeling of my lips against yours for it was real." Never forget. And I vanished. I went back to my village to find my younger sister. She was startled when she saw me.
"Kikyo, is it really you?"
"What ails you Kaede, do you fear your own sister?"
"No, you misunderstand. I heard ye fell from the cliff I wouldn't have except ye to survive."
"Yes, you are correct. I am dead. Yet something in this world keeps me here that was left undone."
"Do ye still remain to take Inuyasha's life?"
"Inuyasha, I saw him just a few moments ago and almost succeeded from wringing the life from him. Speak to me Kaede. Tell me all you have to offer about this Naraku person." She told me about the man I use to tend to. How he had demons devour him and he tricked me and Inuyasha. "So it all started with Onigumo that bandit." That reminded of me of a promise I made to Onigumo.
"That's right. He used to say that the sacred jewel grow with beauty when it was tainted with malice." He fueled the hatred between Inuyasha and myself and attended to steal the jewel in the process.
"Listen Kikyo, Inuyasha was terribly injured by Naraku once again. So please…" I got up and went to the door.
"I have heard enough. I only came to hear the circumstances of my death." I spoke in a softer voice. I hated to ask this, but I needed to know if it was true. "I noticed that Inuyasha has changed. His face has certain softness. Long ago his eyes were much colder and thought he could place his trust on no one."
"Kagome is a strange child. By little she has been able to heal the wounds in his heart."
"So she's the one responsible. It was she the one who changed Inuyasha. If I had lived it would have been I the one who would have tended to his wounds and soul." I am going to kill that girl.
"Please Kikyo. Can ye not break away from the past and move on?" I walked through the door.
"We shall meet again." I had to go see with some one.
What Really Should Have Happened
Kikyo had just finished giving Inuyasha a passionate and enchanting kiss. Kagome was stuck to the tree about to cry. (What a sissy) Kikyo began to speak.
"Inuyasha, we are both were never meant to live. When I was alive I always dreamed of holding you like this. But we can never be. At least not like this. We are not wanted on this earth."
"I wish we can stay like this forever."
"Do you wish that, Inuyasha? Do you really wish that?"
"Yes, I will be happy as long as I'm with you."
"Then come with me. Come with me to hell."
A big hole erupted from the ground and was dragging the lovers down to hell.
"If you'd take this stupid spell off of me I can leave you two only. Maybe I'll crawl under a rock and die or something."
They were falling deeper.
"I can't stand to watch this. Let him GO!"
She did some weird thing with her hand. She stole a lot of Kikyo's souls.
"Inuyasha!"
Inuyasha woke up. He saw Kagome.
"Ka Kagome!"
He tore away from Kikyo to save Kagome from the soul stealers. He freed her but then Kikyo started talking.
"Inuyasha, does this mortal mean more to you than I do?"
"That's right Bitch!"
Kagome yelled and kissed Inuyasha harshly. Now there was gunna be a bitch fight. Priestess style. They both grabbed one of Inuyasha's arms. Fire was spurting from Kagome eyes while lighting from Kikyo.
"I saw him first!"
"Well he's mine now!"
All of a sudden Sesshoumaru showed up.
"I have an idea. How bou we slice him in half."
Both Kikyo and Kagome yelled at Sesshoumaru at the same time.
"SHUT UP!"
Sesshoumaru hid behind a tree while he sobbed. He said
"How come Inuyasha always gets the girls?"
They both picked up their bows and arrows and pointed them at each other which wasn't a good idea because Inuyasha was right in between them. Inuyasha was all like WTF? (Or TWF as me and my boyfriend like saying.) They both shoot at the same time. It looked like Inuyasha was a goner, but then a bunch of smoke showed up. Everyone started coughing. When the smoke had cleared they both looked to see if their arrow hit anything. Apparently the both ricocheted back when they hit the smoke. In the middle of the source of smoke were Inuyasha and his dad. Big WTF?
"Two mortal girls, that's my boy."
He started to noogie Inuyasha.
"WHAT THE FUCK, OLD MAN? I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!"
Inuyasha dad just kept on laughing as he kept torturing his youngest son.
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