Title: Addicted
Summary: You are my addiction. I know I shouldn't give in to you, but you persuade me every time. Draco/Ginny.
Disclaimer: I own neither HP nor the song "Addicted" which is another Kelly Clarkson song.
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It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
You are my addiction. I know I shouldn't give in to you, but you persuade me every time. Just one word, one touch in the hallways and I am yours. I try to avoid you and stay close to you at the same time. I am scared whenever you pass by for maybe you will ignore me and maybe you won't. I don't know what's worse. Sometimes you call me a filthy muggle-lover, and sometimes you just smirk and make some comment about my physique. I know you are both trying to piss my brother off and make me feel ashamed of my body.
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realise I'm never gonna quit you over time
I need you. I despise you and yet at the same time I crave you. I don't even know if I want it to stop. You make me feel so good. You want me, need me, the way I need you. I can laugh off the comments you make about my body because I know it is that same body that drives you crazy each and every night. I know that I can't quit this insane relationship we've got going, but I am pretty sure that your situation is no different.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
When in class I try to pay attention. I really do. But it's like you've put some kind of spell on me. Sometimes I feel my skin tingle as if you've just touched me. I can practically hear you whispering words in my ear. Telling me you want me. Telling me exactly what you'd do if we were alone. It's not easy to get good grades when someone is turning you on like crazy.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It would be so much better if I just gave up on you. My grades would improve, my friends would not be so suspicious (they keep asking me where I go every night, did you know that?), and lord knows what Ron would do if he found out. It would be a definite improvement from the lying and cheating I do now. Harry is probably getting suspicious as well. I am barely spending time with him and when I am his kisses don't turn me on the way yours do.
Sometimes I wonder if you're not just doing this to hurt Harry. To avenge your father. Sometimes I wonder if I want to know.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
I keep telling myself that tonight will be the last night. That I will only kiss you one more time, press my body against yours just once more. I keep convincing myself that I can stop. Let go. I try to assure myself that I will not miss you. Miss your body against mine, your hot breath in my neck, your member moving inside of me.
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Just once more.
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