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Warning: Flash Backs

A/N: Nothing to talk about

'thoughts'

"Talking"

-Flash backs-

Dreams

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I could feel his hot breath on my ear whispering small promises of passing pain. I could always tell when a person was lying and that's what he did. He was lying while making love to me. He lied a lot. He told me that I would feel the pain at night, that I wouldn't have nightmares when it was over, that I could leave the house, see my friends. He lied at the alter when he said he loved me, when he kissed me after the 'I do's'. He was a liar.

I could never remember why he made me marry him, he once told me that I did something bad and he was just keeping it in so no one would found out. But someone did find out what I did. And they killed me…

I woke up panting looking up at my computer seeing my journal up; I took a deep breath leaning back in my chair slapping my cheeks a bit. I could hear some angry words being past down through the halls coming from the living room. I almost smiled, they sounded like a married couple. I stood and looked at the half opened door, I didn't know when I started to move towards the door but I noticed it when I slammed the door shut causing them to shut up.

I could hear two people walk down the hall way, they stopped and tapped on the door. Shippo poked his head in and smiled softly "Kagome? Are you okay?" I could hear the concern in his sweet childish voice. "Yes Shippo. I just got a bad headache right now so could you two keep it down?" I hadn't even noticed that I went back to my computer chair. "Yeah"

He closed the door and walked down the hall with Sesshomaru talking calmly now, but that would end up in fighting again then Shippo would start giggling at something Sesshomaru said and then they would kiss then they would kissing in their bedroom then that would be moaning that could wake the dead. Which I'm half dead so I'm always awake. Damn them.

I closed my journal out and sighed remembering now that Naraku had called and I guess wanted to talk to me about something that would piss me off and I would want to kill him. Then I told him that I wanted to kill him, he told me "Killing is just in your blood isn't it?" I never killed a single thing in my life, and he had just gone crazy! Psycho Naraku attacked.

When ever I talked about killing or dead people he would act as though I killed someone close to him but the only thing I know he got close to was a juiceyjuice on Saturdays.

I stood again and made my way over to the door again and opened it seeing Shippo standing there with two cups of coffee in his hands with a smile on his face "Hi, you seem pretty down so I thought I could cheer you up!" He chirped handing me the black coffee. I smiled at him and stepped out in the cold hall way following the almost skipping Shippo to the living room where Sesshomaru sat reading a book. Shippo sat his coffee down before plopping next to Sesshomaru on the couch as I sat calmly in the plush chair.

Sesshomaru was forced to close his book and look at me. They was both looking at me… I coughed and Shippo jumped.

It was a strange day, soon a waved at Sesshomaru as a sign we made to get out of spending too much time together. I saw Sesshomaru nod and stand dragging Shippo with him to their bedroom shutting and locking the door behind them.

I sat up in bed looking at the clock on my bed-side desk watching it flash in big bright red numbers 12:28AM. I didn't hear any moaning or anything from the next room so I guess that they went to bed, thank god. I swung my legs over the side of the bed letting my feet touch the cold floor. I sat there until where I put my feet was starting to get warm remembering a little something something about the cold.

-I stared up at the sky from our backyard, snow covering the ground. I didn't have a coat on just a big black shirt and some slippers. I stood on the porch steps while Naraku sat on the porch swing watching me so I didn't run away like last time. I heard him blow out his smoke from his half smoked cigarette.

I turned half way to him and frowned "Naraku…" he stood and made his way towards me staring into my eyes "Yes my love?" I looked away back up to the sky "I was just wondering if you could get me some hot cocoa" "No, I'm not leaving you alone" I sighed giving up no use into getting in a fight. I sat on our steps continuing to watch the snow fall.

"You like the weirdest things" Naraku said taking a puff from his cigarette. "How so?" I questioned looking down at the soft untouched snow on the ground. "You hate the sun but you always would to come out when its snowing or raining out side."

I smiled "It fits my mood sometimes" Naraku sighed and put his cig out sitting behind me pulling me into his warm chest. Kissing down my neck rubbing my sides "It's times like those that make you even more sexy" I felt myself being pulled up by him then carried into the house leaving the cold outside to where that was going to warm things inside. –

I sighed and shook my head before laying back down on the bed my feet still dangling, almost sensing the phone was going to ring I sat up and looked at the phone as it rang out through the condo. Knowing Sesshomaru if he answered it the person on the other line would have a ear full of what he had to say. I picked the phone up.

"Hello this is Kagome Higurashi speaking"

"Hello love"

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A/N: Hate me love me… Stopping…

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