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Chapter 22

Sango rushed blindly through traffic. Her eyes were red with rage.

"How dare he do that?" She murmured as she cut off a car behind her. She reached his apartment in record time (five minutes where it was a thirty minute drive) and rampaged up the steps. Her fist banged on the door, her mind whirring of mindless possibilities of how to maim that bastard. Quiet footsteps walked towards the door and the door was opened, revealing a disheveled Kouga.

Sango's fist shot out and impacted against his skull with a sickening crack. She didn't feel the least sorry about it. Sango then flattened her hand and smacked him three times. Seeing that he wasn't fighting back, she ceased. Her magenta eyes narrowed and her voice was venom.

"How dare you. How dare you do that to Kagome? You better thank your lucky stars that Kagome told me to not beat you up, so I restrained myself. If she didn't you would be lying on the street right now, beaten to a bloody pulp. You better not come near her anymore, or you'll have to deal with me." Sango spat out as her anger got the worst of her. With that, she turned around and walked angrily out.


A few days later, Kouga sat on his bed, absentmindedly staring at the white wall with thoughts bouncing dizzily around his head. The image of Kagome's gasping sobs and begging eyes repeated in his head, haunting his every second of thought. His heart couldn't help but twist at the memory. He remained emotionless with his eyes void of anything for what seemed like countless hours to him. Then, he realized he had to do something. Something that would fix this whole mess that he had stupidly and blindly created. However, this would tear him apart and what-ifs would be asked at every moment, but he had to do it. The man hoped that after this, Kagome would let bygones be bygones and remain friends with him. And that one thing was…

To end their engagement.


Kagome was busily looking at the layout of the room of the hotel when her cell phone played a melody. Distracted, she pulled it out of her jean pocket and absent-mindedly said hello. However, she was pulled out of her reverie when she heard a clear distinct voice that she strongly recognized, Kouga's.

"Kagome, can we meet somewhere where we could talk?" He said quietly. Kagome thought about it, weighing the pros and cons but then accepted, he was her fiancé, and she couldn't change it. If she did, her family would be disgraced.

"Meet me at the café over on Shikon Street in half an hour." He replied, his voice full of emotion. She hung up, her curiosity getting the better of her. Taking her purse and coat from the chair that stood near the doorway, she placed her heavy coat on her slim body, which she had purchased after Shizuki's lecture, and headed out the door. Her job could wait, her relationship couldn't.


Kouga tapped his fingers on the table upon his nervous wake. He was almost trembling with nervousness. He pictured all of Kagome's reactions in his head after he had told her the decision and none so far had been pleasant.

Taking a sip of his hot coffee, he looked out the window, observing passersby and the fat snowflakes that drifted from the heavens. He took another sip as he heard someone sit in front of him quietly. He turned his head to see Kagome, with her cheeks flushed and decked out in winter garb. She gave him a little smile and quietly waited for him to talk.

To Kouga, she was beautiful and he couldn't help but feel shame for what he had done two days ago. She even smiled to him, he had always treasured them.

"Kagome, I'm sorry. I guess I was a little drunk, but that's not an excuse." Kagome nodded, waiting for him to continue.

"I never meant to do those things to you, but it's still inexcusable. That's why I want to break our engagement." Kouga's voice started softening at that point. Kagome thought that he was scared for some odd reason but little did she know, that wasn't it.

It was raw pain that filled his heart that made his voice decrescendo. Kagome was the first one he had ever loved; he really thought that when she accepted his proposal, she would be his forever. But now, that declaration of love was dissolved by one action that he has mistakenly done. And there were consequences, consequences that tore his heart in half, perhaps in a million pieces. His ice blue eyes looked up from staring at his hands to Kagome's brown depths.

He couldn't decipher what emotions where whirling in those orbs, but hours seemed to slip by before she had responded.

"Kou-Kouga" Kagome's mouth seemed like it was plastered together. Her mind was still reeling in shock from his words.

"Why do you want to break up? Don't you love me?" Kagome said softly.

Kouga nodded his head, "I do. But I am not worthy of you, you deserve someone who treats you better."

Kagome cocked her head to the side, slowly taking in his response. Sighing she took his hands in her own.

"Kouga, you must understand that I look to you as a big brother, a friend if you will. I accepted the proposal because I thought I loved you too. But now, I just don't know what to think, but now, I think our relationship will never be as a couple, but as friends, like siblings." Kagome spoke with sincerity, her heart pouring into her words.

"I know that I'm not the right one for you, don't say anything, because I'm not. You'll find someone that you'll be happier with. You will enjoy their company and find that you will love them, your love for her will surpass your love for me. We will not be lovers, but friends. " Kagome finished, taking a look at Kouga's handsome face. His face seemed passive, but his eyes mirrored his emotions. They revolved on pain and understanding. Kagome's eyes were burning, holding in her tears. It hurt so much to hurt someone you loved.

Kouga's eyes were burning also, he held them in though. He wanted to be strong, be the man Kagome was used to seeing.

Taking in a deep breath, Kagome stood up, feeling that it was best if she left Kouga alone for a while.

"I have to go, I'll see you around. Call me if you want to talk, alright?" Kagome said. She walked out, without a glance back, fearing that Kouga would see her tears.

Kouga immediately reached for his wallet and pulled out a ten that would cover his expenses. He reached for his coat and swiftly walked to the nearest sanctuary, the park across the street. Tears were threatening to fall and his throat tightened.

He sat down on the bench and watched out to the pond where ducks swam and couples were strolling around the park. One by one, they fell, like raindrops on a warm summer day. His sleeve caught most of them before they reached his chin and his nose ran.

His masculine side told him to be ashamed for crying. Men should not cry. Kouga bit the inside of his cheek and stared out into the pond. The scene was tranquil and peace of mind was presented to him. However, a familiar voice shook him out of his thoughts.

"Kouga? Are you alright?" He found himself looking at emerald orbs.

"I'm alright Ayame, it's just allergies." He quickly lied at her worried stare.

"Mind if I sit with you?" She asked shyly. Kouga nodded, shuffling over to make room for her. The bench was cozy, only room for about two, so their shoulders were touching. The pair sat in a comfortable silence, enjoying each other's company. His head turned to face Ayame, wanting to tell her something.

"Ayame…I'm glad you're here." He said. "Do you want to go back to my apartment and have something warm to drink?"

Her eyes flickered with happiness while her cheeks flushed red from the cold. She nodded and the pair walked towards Kouga's apartment.


Sesshoumaru stared at the phone. He racked his brain if this was the right decision. The stoic demon had to admit that this was the hardest and most challenging thing he had ever done. His claw-less hand and reached for the phone. His fingers dialed the number that he had painstakingly memorized. He had dialed that number time after time but had always hung up before the person picked the phone up.

His hands shook as he placed the receiver beneath his ear and bit his lip. He heard the first ring tone. Already, there was sweat gathering on his forehead. The second ring tone was almost done when there was a click on the other end of the phone.

"Hello?" A sweet voice filled the phone.

Sesshoumaru cleared his voice, "Er, Rin? This is Sesshoumaru, I was wondering….ifyouwouldgoouttodinnerwithme?"

"Erm, sorry?" Rin asked again, she couldn't understand him.

Sesshoumaru sighed and said it once again, his nerves were rattling.

"Would you like to go out to dinner with me?" There was a pause that seemed like forever to him before she responded.

"I'd love too! Just tell me where and when!" Her cheerful voice said. Sighing out his relief, Sesshoumaru gave her details. He hung up and leaned back on his chair. The dog demon was rather glad that he didn't do this very often…

Rin placed the phone back into its cradle and leaned against the wall. Her eyes were dancing with happiness. She was asked on a date by the guy she had a crush on for the longest time! What girl wouldn't be excited? He, being the hottest guy certainly helped, she couldn't wait to see him in a tux. But wait till he saw her… She giggled; she couldn't wait for the date.


Kagome sat in the same café she had met Kouga five days ago. Now, everyone knew of their engagement break up. She was now waiting for Shizuki to come so he could give her her monthly paycheck. Finally, he stepped into the shop, brushing all the snowflakes out of his hair.

Giving her a heart-melting smile, he sat on his chair. His hand slipped into his pocket and took out an envelope.

"Here ya go $10,000 for the last two weeks. You really deserve it; you're a really hard worker." Shizuki said, after ordering his cup of tea. Kagome nodded and smiled. They conversed a little and then Shizuki asked something that made Kagome stop in her tracks.

"So, um, I-I was wondering if you want to have dinner with me tonight?" His violet eyes displayed hope and a little bit of nervousness. Kagome didn't know what to think, she felt as if she were betraying Kouga, but then they split up. One little get together wouldn't hurt right? After all, they split up.

"Alright." Kagome said nodding. His dark orbs alighted with happiness and anticipation.

"I'll pick you up at around seven alright?" Kagome nodded as both of them stood up and walked out the door after paying the bill.

Kagome stood once again in front of the mirror. She laughed softly to her soft at a realization that she had just had. It seemed like ever since she had started working with Shizuki, she's been dressing up more often than ever.

But, how could she not? Shizuki was…well…rich, to put it bluntly. Tonight, they were going to one of the most expensive restaurants in town. But this time, she had run out of dresses, so she had to ask Sango for one of hers.

The miko was decked out in a dress that was strapless and hung loosely on her body, while still defining her curves. It was soft lavender and the dress was completed with some strappy white sandals. Her hair hung loose in soft waves and hardly any makeup was present on her face.

She walked out to find that Sango had come home from Kikyo's boutique and was plopped on the couch watching some reality show.

"Hi Sango, how was work?" Kagome asked as she slid into her coat.

"Fine, but Kikyo's still depressed about the break up. She's been bossier than ever and moody. But the pay is worth it. I just hope she gets over it soon. And let's hope that she doesn't find out that you are going on a date with her ex-boyfriend." Sango casually said, not taking her eyes off the screen.

"I know me too. But I think it's a way for me to move on you know? I mean, Kouga's break up with me kind of hit me hard." Kagome said softly, looking down at her shoes.

Kagome looked at the clock hanging on the wall to find that it was 6:45. Fifteen more minutes. Deciding to be lazy, she plopped down next to Sango. Sighing, she leaned her head on Sango's shoulder.

"Thanks Sango." Kagome's voice was quiet. Sango looked down and her look was questioning.

"What for?"

"For being a great best friend and always being there for me. You're like a sister to me." Kagome said. Sango nodded and replied.

"You're like the sister I never had. I mean, Kohaku's great and all, but I like having a sister to talk to, you know?"

Kagome nodded, understanding perfectly, since she also had only a brother. Both sat content, enjoying each other's silent company, no words were needed to be exchanged.

Shizuki glanced at the clock, 6:30. He glanced in the mirror once more to check his outfit and slipped on his shoes. It took fifteen minutes to get to Kagome's apartment from his, so he would leave around 6:45 at the latest. He had on a red shirt and black dress pants. Somehow, red seemed appropriate for this occasion.

As he reached for his coat in his closet, there was a knock on the door.

"Coming!" Shizuki yelled out, grabbing his winter coat and rushing to the door. He quickly opened it to reveal non other than Kikyo.

"Can I come in?" Kikyo asked, her voice was set to a tone that almost suggested begging. Shizuki's lips were set in a grim line. He nodded and stepped aside to allow her entry. Kikyo looked around and sat on the couch, gazing at Shizuki as he placed himself in the couch that sat in front of hers.

"Can I help you with something?" Shizuki asked politely.

Kikyo bit her lip and then looked into his eyes.

"Can we be together again? I know that we are meant to be. I love you and I know that you must love me. I beg of you, I love you. Can we be together?" Kikyo whispered. But Shizuki's sharp hearing caught every word. Sighing, he placed his head on his hands for a minute and then looked up.

"Kikyo…I know that you love me, but it's not the same for me. I-I've found someone else. So we can be together, but only as friends." Shizuki carefully said. He observed her face, watching her tears fall. She stood up and fell to her knees in front of him. Her face tilted towards his face and her grey blue eyes stared at his violet ones.

"Please, I love you. Don't you understand? Who is it you like now?" She grasped his collar. "Tell me who she is." Shizuki stood up calmly and grabbed his coat and keys. He helped Kikyo up while she was crying hysterically and guided her to her car. As she opened the door, she whispered words, so low, that Shizuki had to lean in and hear.

"You're going to be mine, no matter what. You're going to be mine."


He leaned against his chair in his Mercedes. Kikyo's words replayed in his mind. There was no way that she was going to get him back. He was already in love with someone else…

He had to admit that this love developed suddenly and it felt natural. It felt like something that he had felt before, but he couldn't place it. Sighing once again that night, he ran his hand through his jet black hair. He had to go pick Kagome up, he couldn't be late.

"MMMMM!" Kagome let out a sound of pleasure. The spoon left her lips and she smiled. "I swear that that has to be the best chocolate cake I've ever had!" Kagome said. "It's so moist and chocolatey. It's not too sweet, it's just perfect!" Kagome looked like an innocent child and that made Shizuki laugh.

"Come on, let's go take a walk." Shizuki said, as he watched Kagome grab her purse. The couple walked out in the moonlit night and strolled in the gardens located behind the restaurant. They had a good time, looking at the view and enjoying the silent company.


Shizuki turned off the engine to his car in front of his apartment. He opened the door and climbed out to find that Kagome was already beside him.

"What's the hurry?" Shizuki teased. Kagome smiled and shivered, despite the warmth of her coat.

"Come on, let's get you inside." Shizuki said, as he placed his arm around her shoulders. Kagome leaned her head into his chest as they walked into his apartment. They separated to take off their coats. Shizuki headed towards the fireplace and lit it, making the room warm and cozy. Both settled on the couch and snuggled together. They stared at the fire, each lost in their on thoughts.

"Kagome?" Shizuki asked, looking down at her heart shaped face.

"Hmmm?" Kagome murmured, with her eyes closed, enjoying the moment. He leaned down and whispered in her ear.

"I know this is too soon, but I've known you for about a few months. And I've figured out something."

By now, Kagome opened her eyes and was gazing at Shizuki. Her eyes were curious.

He took a deep breath and started again.

"I just wanted to say…I love you." Shizuki whispered.

Kagome shot up at the comment.

"N-no. You can't love me." She then rambled on, while putting on her coat and shoes. Shizuki stood up, his eyes full of hurt. "I'm not worthy of love anymore." Kagome said. She then headed out the door, with Shizuki on her heels.

"Kagome! Wait!" Shizuki shouted, trying to get her attention. The miko continued on, until she couldn't stand it any longer. Kagome stopped at a street, her back still facing Shizuki.

Shizuki was crossing the street when he heard a honk from an oncoming truck. He froze; his legs were blocks of ice, frozen to the ground. The blood rushed out of his face as he realized what kind of position he was in.

The last thing he remembered was a pair of bright lights and an intense pain in his head. He welcomed the darkness.

"Shizuki!" Kagome screamed, tears coming down her eyes.

"Why? Why again?" Kagome whispered, as she walked slowly to Shizuki as she cradled him in her arms. She fingered his beaded necklace that was identical to Inuyasha's. Fate was not on her side.

"Why?"


Wow! Pretty intense huh? And it's long!!!! Twelve pages!!! Woo hoo!!! Hope you liked it! Thanks to all my readers! I loved the Sesshoumaru part! I know, it's not him, but I couldn't resist! I had to put something in a little humorous after that drama part!

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