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A/N- Thank you to everyone who has reviewed. I love you all. Hope you like the chapter. And NO ONE knows about her father, yet. They only know about her 'wonderful' sister. Sorry if I made that unclear in the last chapter. Ok on with the story. And I would have had this chapter up yesterday, but I was delayed, sorry.
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Lily smiled and waved goodbye as she watched the Potters drive up to their very large, mansion. When they were gone she looked back toward her house and shuddered as she began to walk toward it. When she got to the door she opened it and sighed before walking in. Her nightmare had begun.
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Lily woke up shivering. The attic in which she slept in was freezing, and a light snow had begun to fall. She pulled her thin blanket closer too her. It was only eight o'clock, and she did not want to get up, to face him. She would be alone with him, just like she had been for the last two days, (which would be the first two days of Christmas Holiday for her, k.) because her sister was out with her fiancée Vernon Dursley.
"Lily!" She heard her father yell.
Lily shuddered, not from the cold, but from his voice. She hated her father with every fiber in her body, she hated him so much it made her tired.
"Lily! Get you're a#s down here!" He yelled. "Don't make me come up there!" He threatened. Lily sighed and slowly sat up, her side shooting pain through her body. 'Yea, something's broken in there.' Lily thought. She slowly walked over to where her clothes were and picked out a pair of jeans and a black sweater. Then she brushed her hair and pulled it back in a ponytail. When she did that however a very nasty bruise/cut was exposed. She shivered she had those all over her body. "Lily!" Her father bellowed one more time.
Lily rolled her eyes. "Coming!" She yelled.
"Well hurry up! I don't have all day for you to make yourself beautiful! Not that it would help!" He yelled. Lily by now was used to these comments and believed them with every passing minute with ever second that slowly passed. After Lily had slipped into some shoes she made her way down the steps and to the living room. She saw her father sitting on the couch with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other.
She stood there and looked at her father. "You called." She said.
He looked at her and his eyes trailed over the bruise/cut on her eyes. He grinned at his work; he really did enjoy inflicting pain upon the petite red head in front of him.
"Fix me some breakfast." He ordered. Lily nodded and made her way into the kitchen to make Mr. Evans something to eat. In about thirty minutes Lily had breakfast ready. She had eggs, bacon, and all the other breakfast foods that you would eat at breakfast. (Sorry for the lack of breakfast things, I don't really eat breakfast or anything like that.)
After His plate was fixed she painfully walked back into the living room. "Breakfast's ready." She said.
He looked at her. "Took ya long enough." He sneered at Lily. He walked away from Lily and into the kitchen and began to eat breakfast. Lily walked back into the kitchen to eat herself when her father stopped her. "What are you doing?" He asked.
"Getting ready to eat breakfast." Lily thought.
"For now on you don't get any food until everything I tell you too do is done! Understood?" He said evilly.
'He really is trying to kill me.' Lily thought. "Yes sir." She mumbled.
"Good now get out of my site you disgusting piece of trash." He said. Lily quickly left the room with a tear running down her face. "And do the laundry!" He yelled. So that's what Lily did. She did the laundry, and every other little thing her dear ol dad could think of, and he still didn't give her food. The only time she got food was when Vernon and her sister would come for dinner, and that was hardly ever. That's how Lily spent her Christmas Holidays that was until Christmas.
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It was Christmas Eve eveing and Lily was looking at herself in the mirror. Luckily for her, her father had been avoiding hitting her face, so now all she had was a cut above her eye and a split lip. Her dark red hair was pulled back on the sides, and hanging loosely down her back. She wore a pair of dark blue jeans. She wore a red wine colored long sleeve shirt that opened up in v in the front with a white cami underneath it. She sighed sat back down on her bed, she winced when she hit a place on her legs that her father had made.
'I hate him.' Lily thought and shuddered as last night went through her mind yet once again. Her stomach growled painfully and reminded her she hadn't ate in a while now. She turned her head to the sound of tapping. She saw an owl there; she recognized it as Allison's owl. She walked to her window and let the owl in.
"Why hello there." Lily said as she stroked his glossy brown wings. The owl hooted in response. Lily smiled a bit, and then took the letter from the owl.
~Dear Lily,
Hey, how's your holiday going so far? Mine fine. Greece is amazing you wouldn't believe it! I can't wait until Christmas. Of course I would much rather spend it at home then here in Greece with Uncle Bill, but oh well. I guess we don't get everything we want do we? Aunt Paige is really annoying me. She keeps trying to set me up with this guy name Toby or some T name like that. I mean serious, you would think the woman would give it a rest already. Anyways, err.. The annoying b#tch is calling again. I gotta go. Write me back and I'll write you a longer letter. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS LILY!!!!!!!!
Allison~
Lily smiled and was getting ready to get some paper, when she heard the doorbell ring. She raised an eyebrow and wondered who could be at the door. She heard her father and the door, but couldn't hear what was being said or anything.
Lily jumped when her father's booming voice yelled from downstairs. "Lily!" He shouted. Lily got up and walked down the attic stairs and down the stairs that would led her to the living room. Fear clutched her form the inside and out.
"Yes father?" Lily asked timidly.
"Lily dear, so good of you to join us." He said. Lily raised an eyebrow. "Someone is here to see you." He said his eyes looking at her angrily.
"Oh." Lily said and walked over to the door to see none other then James Potter standing on her doorstep.
"Lily." James said and smiled at her.
"James." Lily said smiling slightly. "What are you doing here?" She asked.
"I was wondering if you wanted to go up to my house, you know to hang out." James said. Lily bit her lip and glanced back at her father. "Can she Mr. Evans, I mean neither of us have anything to do, and I'm sure Lily finished any homework or extra credit she wanted to do." James said, asking for her.
"Of course, it will be good for her to leave the house for a bit." He said.
"Well come on Lily, get your coat." He said.
Lily agreed a bit too quickly and went to get her coat. When she returned she slid out of the door and stood behind of James and looked back at her. "Bye Father." Lily said.
"Bye Lily." He said. After that James turned and began to walk with Lily up the road. Mr. Evans looked at two with cold eyes and growled under his breath before slamming the door.
"So have a good break so far?" James asked looking down at the shorter girl.
Lily bit her lip and shrugged. "What about you?" Lily asked softly.
"I've been bored." He said.
"Why didn't you invite Peter over?" Lily asked.
"Because he's not home." James said and shrugged. "Besides I thought you could use a bit of fresh air." James said.
Lily glanced up at him and he noticed the spilt lip and cut and raised an eyebrow. "Lily what happened to your lip and eye?" He asked curiously.
"Oh, um, I well, I um I fell." Lily lied pretty badly and winced. It didn't sound true even to her own ears.
"Pretty bad lie, now you wanna try telling the truth?" James said dryly.
Lily looked down at the road she was walking on and didn't answer. James finally grabbed her arm and turned her around to face him. "James let go." Lily said wincing, as he held one of her bruises.
"What happened?" James asked, having a suspicion of what could have happened but not completely for sure.
Lily stayed quiet, could she tell him? No. "Lily, what happened." He demanded.
"Err, if you must know my older sister and I got in a fight." Lily lied again, this time making it sound truthful. Her stomach turned for some reason, why was lying to him making her feel this way. She kept her eyes from looking at him directly; her eyes always gave her away. James looked at her suspiciously. He didn't believe it for a second, but left it at that. His suspicion only growing by the minute.
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"Lily! So good to see you again." Penny exclaimed as Lily walked in James front door, James walking in behind her.
Lily smiled. "You too." She said.
"It's a shame I have to run, but I have to do some last minute shopping." Penny said.
"Ok mum, I think we'll be fine for a couple of hours." James said. "After all we are mature fifteen year olds." James said.
Penny looked at her son before busting out laughing. "Maybe Lily is, but you..HA!" Penny said. And chuckled as she walked over to where her cloak was hanging. "Oh I'm just teasing you dear." Penny said ruffling up James hair. Lily giggled at the sight. "Now I'll be home in a couple of hours and your father, well he gets off work late tonight, so be good wile I'm gone." Penny said, before disappearing with a pop.
"Your mum's cool." Lily said.
"Yeah, I suppose." James said. "So what's your mom like?" He asked. Lily's smile immediately disappeared, and tears formed in her eyes, she quickly looked away from James. James looked at her confused. "Lily." He said.
"So, what do you wanna do?" She asked.
James sensed she didn't want the subject to go any further and let it go, reluctantly. "I don't know. You ever been flying, except for that few times in flying class?" James asked a twinkle in his eyes.
"No, I'm not big on heights." Lily said.
"Please." James said. "I want go fast." James pleaded.
"But it's snowing." Lily said.
"No it WAS snowing. Now it's stopped." James pointed.
"James, I don't know." Lily said biting her lip.
"I won't let you fall." James said.
Lily looked up at him distrust written in her green eyes. "You promise?" She said.
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Back at Hogwarts Sierra was in the Gryffindor Common room ready a book, Candy was with her new Ravenclaw boyfriend, Tony, and Jenna she didn't what she was up to or anything. Sierra sighed and put the book down, she was bored out of her mind. She turned her head to the sound of footsteps coming down the steps.
"Remus." Sierra said and smiled slightly at her crush.
"Sierra." Remus said. "Where are your friends?" He asked.
"Candy is with Tony her boyfriend, and Jenna is I don't know helping a teacher." She said and shrugged. "What about Sirius?" She asked.
Remus shrugged. "Kitchen I think." Remus said.
"Figures." Sierra mumbled. "So anyways tomorrows Christmas." Sierra said happily.
Remus chuckled at the girl. "Do you want to play wizards Chess?" He asked.
Sierra was screaming with joy inside. "Sure." She said playing it cool.
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Jenna and Sirius sat in a classroom and were snogging. Jenna ran her hand threw his black hair, and he pulled her closer to him. Finally they stopped to breath. Jenna and Sirius put there heads together and just sat there. Finally Jenna pulled away from Sirius and looked at him.
"So who'd you pick as a cover up?" She asked.
"I was thinking about going with Tracy Myers." Sirius said.
"She's pretty." Jenna said looking downward.
Sirius tilted her chin up so he was looking in her eyes. "But you're beautiful." He said and kissed her softly. (I'm doing it again!) Jenna smiled and giggled against his lips, before he pulled away. "What about you?" He asked.
"I was thinking about not going with anyone." Jenna said. "You know same thing I've been doing." Jenna said.
"Ha I was right, you were in love with your studies." Sirius said happily. Jenna rolled her eyes, but couldn't help but laugh.
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Candy sat in The Ravenclaw common room on the couch making out with her boyfriend, Tony Harris. Tony was tall, and played on the Quidditch team. He had light brown hair that was spiked and pale sea green eyes. He had a natural tan and popular. They had only started dating that morning, and were obviously happy with each other.
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Lily held James waist tightly with her eyes tightly closed as he flew around in his LARGE backyard where they were hidden from unwanted eyes. "James you said you wouldn't go fast!" Lily shouted as he did a roll on the broom that made Lily squeeze even tighter and squeaked. James chuckled but slowed down until he was stopped and hovering in the air.
"Lily you can open your eyes now." James whispered.
"How bout no." Lily said her head buried in his back. 'Hey, he smells good, really good.' Lily thought.
"Come on Lily, open your eyes, you're missing a beautiful site." He said. Lily opened her eyes slowly and gasped. She saw the sun sitting making dark and light pink slashes through the sky, and to top it off it started to snow very lightly. "Not as good as Hogwarts view, but good enough, eh?" He asked.
"Yeah." Lily said breathlessly. "It's beautiful." She said.
James only nodded and continued to watch the sun. They stayed like that for a while, until he felt Lily shiver against him. "Maybe we should go back inside, you're shivering." He said. Lily only nodded in return and held tightly to James as he slowly flew down to the ground. "You hungry?" James asked, and got a quick nod from Lily. "Me too." James said as Lily and him walked back inside his 'house'.
"What do you want to eat?" James asked as they entered the kitchen, after he had dropped off his broom, and the had took off their coats.
"I guess what ever you're having." She said. James nodded and got one of his house elves to come out. Then he ordered them something to eat.
"Suzi said it's time for dinner, so were having pasta, you do like pasta don't you?" James asked. Lily smiled and nodded. 'Anything is fine with me.' Lily thought. About fifteen minutes later Lily was stuffing her face with pasta and James was watching amused.
"You were hungry weren't you?" James asked.
Lily only nodded and continued eating. James shook his head and began to eat like Lily. Neither spoke during dinner due to the fact that they were stuffing their mouths full of pasta. When both Lily and James were finished with pasta, James led her to his living room.
"You want to watch TV?" James asked.
"You know what a TV is?" Lily asked slightly surprised as she down on his very soft and cushy sofa, the kind of sofa you sink in when you sit down.
"Thanks to Bailey I do." James said with a smirk as he switched on the TV and plopped down beside of Lily hitting her hurt arm, she winced slightly, which caused James to look at her. "What?" He asked.
"Nothing." Lily said.
"Yea right." James mumbled under his breath, before turning on the video he had plopped in and turning off all the lights.
"What are we watching?" Lily asked.
"Trilogy." James said. "It's a muggle movie my mom picked up from one of her Muggle Friends." James explained. "It's a horror." James said. (I'm not sure if the horror move Trilogy was back then, but it is now, ok.)
"Oh." Lily said. "What's it about?" Lily asked as the commercials played.
"A doll that's kills people, that's what mum said." James said.
"Nice movie to watch before Christmas." Lily mumbled, right before the movie came on. "Have you ever watched it?" Lily asked.
"No." James whispered. Lily nodded her head before settling down to watch the movie. As the movie played on, Lily found she had scouted closer to James and grabbed a hold of his arm many times and hid. (Personally that movie freaks that sh#t outta me) James would let her hid and continue watching all the scary parts. By the end of the movie Lily was asleep against James and James was still awake.
James glanced at Lily and smiled slightly at her peaceful sleeping form and then glanced outside to see it was dark. He sighed and turned the TV off by the remote before laying back on the couch to go to sleep as well, after all he didn't want wake up Lily she looked like an angel.
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Penny Potter got back home at Ten o'clock at night and realized there was no sound, nothing. She raised an eyebrow and walked into the living room and stopped in her tracks at what she saw. She saw Lily curled up on the couch using James as a pillow and James fast asleep. (Just imagine a cute way for them to be sleeping, k) She smiled and quietly left the room. 'Mr. Evans wouldn't mind if she stayed over for the night.' Penny thought. She didn't know how wrong she was.
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The Christmas sun shown through the window and hit James, making him mumble and slowly wake up. His first thought was that why wasn't he in his room. Then he looked down and raised an eyebrow and then everything came back to him. He watched as Lily continued to sleep, using him as a pillow. Suddenly she began to stir against him; her long dark eyelashes fluttered opened and took in the unfamiliar site.
"Morning Lily." James said. Lily glanced up at him and looked at him awkward, but didn't move from where she was against him. "Sleep well?" He asked.
"Yeah." Lily said and yawned. "Merry Christmas James." Lily said.
"Merry Christmas Lily." He said. Just then Penny came in the living room and smiled at the two teenagers.
"Merry Christmas you two." Penny said. "Sleep well?" She asked as she finished putting in a gold earring that went with her red outfit. "Your father will be home in a minute." She said before leaving the room.
Lily finally sat up finally away form James and rubbed her eyes. She glanced over at James who was stretching, and glancing at her. "Sorry for fallen asleep on you." Lily said.
James shrugged. "I don't mind." He said and smiled at her.
Lily smiled back and glanced at her watch, it was 10:00 in the morning, she was dead. "I gotta get home." Lily said and knew she was in for a hella of a lot yelling and hitting.
James watched as she stood up quickly slipped into her shoes and then her coat. "But you haven't had breakfast."
"I really gotta get home James." Lily said.
James studied her for a moment and noticed she seemed a bit frantic. "I'll walk you home then." He said. Lily was about to protest, but a raised eyebrow and curious look from James stopped her. She sighed and nodded her head, and watched as James slipped into his coat and shoes. "Mum!" James shouted. "I'm walking Lily home!" He shouted.
"OK!." She shouted back.
"Well come on." James said and the two of them walked down the street to her house. They made light conversation, and James noticed that Lily was uneasy about something. He raised an eyebrow at her. "Are you ok?" He asked. Lily glanced at him.
"Yea, why wouldn't I be?" She asked. James looked at her and shrugged.
"Well here we are." James said as the two walked up on Lily's porch.
"Yea, here we are." Lily mumbled. Before she had time to say goodbye the door was thrown open to reveal her father looking at her with angry eyes.
"Inside now Lily." Her father demanded.
"Yes sir." Lily said. "Bye James talk to ya later." Lily said.
"Yea bye Lily." He said and watched as Lily sent one last look at him before walking inside and her father slammed the door. James had an uneasy feeling about leaving but shook it off and walked back to his house.
When Her father slammed the door he turned on Lily, balled his hand back, and hit her, sending her stumbling to the ground, and hitting her ribs on the corner of a table. "You little whore." Her father sneered walking over to her and kicking her in the ribs. "SO did that Potter boy enjoy it?" He asked and kicked her again. Lily coughed loudly.
"We didn't do anything. I fell asleep on his couch while we were watching a movie." Lily said trying to defend herself from her father's wrath.
"You b#tch! Don't lie to me." He said and threw her against the wall making her fall down and falling in an unnatural way I her wrist with a loud snap. Lily cried out in pain and let the tears run from her eyes. "I knew you and that Potter boy had something going on! You're sleeping with him!" Her father bellowed and smacked her again.
"What do you care!?" Lily screamed. "You don't! D#mnit you molest me!" Lily yelled.
"Watch your mouth whore!" He yelled hitting her again. And then kicking her until she was down on the ground, then he smashed a vase against her back. Lil yelled out in pain.
"Your sick!" Lily yelled. "How can you do that to your own daughter?! Your own flesh and blood?!" Lily yelled.
"Easy, your not my daughter, your whore of a mother went and got knocked up with you by some old fling!" He yelled and hit her again. Lily looked at her father with horror. "Yea that's right you're not my biological daughter whore, you're my adoptive daughter! And even if you were you would still be a disgrace, a piece of low filth that deserves to be disposed of!" Mr. Evans yelled and looked down at his adoptive daughter, before smirking and taking off his belt and dragging her upstairs to his room.
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I should stop here I really should, but since I'm dying to get to a certain point, like MANY of you are, I'm gonna continue.
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Lily lay on her bedroom floor unable to move from just being beaten by her adoptive father and then raped again. She couldn't move it hurt too badly for her to move. Tears spilled out of her eyes and mingled with blood. 'Some Christmas this is. First I get beaten and then find out my father isn't' my father, but my adoptive father.' Lily thought and whimpered as pain shot through her body. She sniffed and wondered if she would die.
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Two days after Christmas Lily still wasn't any better. Mr. Evans had came and done the same things over and over again. He had just left now and Lily lay on her bed looking up at the ceiling. He would be back, she knew, and this time she knew she probable wouldn't live threw the massive beatings his was giving and then the rape. She shuddered; she didn't know what she was to do. The only thing she was bale to do was write in her journal with her left hand, since she had broken her right. (She was one of those gifted people who could right with both hands.) Suddenly there was a tap at her window; she looked up to see Allison's owl there.
"Allison." Lily whispered and struggled to set up, she had to get to that owl and letter that could be her ticket outta here. Lily stumbled and fell and finally had to crawl over to the window ignoring the pain that racked her body. When she got to the window she unlatched it and watched as the owl swooped down and hooted softly at her. She took the letter from him and opened it form her spot on the floor.
~Lily,
Hey, how's life in your world going? Mine ok. I'm just bored. I got back from Greece today. MY OWN BED, HOUSE, AND FOOD!!! Thank god. I am so bored; there is no one to talk to except my little cousin Travis, who is annoying the crap outta me. SO I was wondering if you could come and spend the rest of Christmas with me? Ask your dad and if he says yes then write me back and then floo (SP?) here, your house is already set up with the system. And if you can't then still write back but keep the powder. Well hurry up and ask. Hope you had a great Christmas, BYE!
Allison~
Lily's eyes filled with hope, she had to get down to her fireplace and get to Allison's house. 'Screw the questions I'll be asked, I need out of here.' Lily thought as she struggled to stand up. 'I'll just tell her the truth, and then we'll come back and get my trunk.' Lily thought as she quickly- or as fast as she could in her condition- grabbed a gray mesh book bag and packed a few clothes, her journal, and her wand. After that she painfully put it on her shoulder, grabbed the powder and her letter and struggled to get down stairs. She had fallen many times and winced and whimpered from the pain but always pushed forward, the only thought was getting out and staying alive. And she didn't care how much pain she had to go through to get it. She was amazed when she, made it to her fireplace without running into her adoptive father. However her amazement was slowly gone when she heard Mr. Evans breathing angrily. Lily slowly turned and looked at him with fear in her eyes.
"Planning on going somewhere you filthy little slutty a#s whore?!" He yelled and threw a glass at her it missed her by an inch, but sending pieces of glass flying and cutting her cheek.
Lily didn't answer she turned and threw the powder in the fireplace. "What going to see that Potter boy again?" He said as walked toward her.
"I'm not going to see James potter at his Manor d#mnit!" She yelled as he reached her. He swung his hand back and sent her flaying in to the green flames by accident. Then she was gone.
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Lily spun quickly and painfully. Her arms were tucked in tightly, where was she going? She hadn't yelled Allison's house in the fireplace. Suddenly she was thrown out of a fireplace onto her back. She couched and blood trickled down her mouth. She didn't move the fall had caused her too much pain. Tears spilled out of her eyes. 'I'm going to die, I know it.' Lily thought sadly.
"Sh#t Lily." She heard a familiar voice say, and it wasn't Allison's.
"James." Lily whispered before everything went black.
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Ok that's it. Sorry for the crappy ending but I'm suffering from lack of food, lol. Well REVIEW and tell me if you like or don't like or whatever. Byebyes!!!!!
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A/N- Thank you to everyone who has reviewed. I love you all. Hope you like the chapter. And NO ONE knows about her father, yet. They only know about her 'wonderful' sister. Sorry if I made that unclear in the last chapter. Ok on with the story. And I would have had this chapter up yesterday, but I was delayed, sorry.
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Lily smiled and waved goodbye as she watched the Potters drive up to their very large, mansion. When they were gone she looked back toward her house and shuddered as she began to walk toward it. When she got to the door she opened it and sighed before walking in. Her nightmare had begun.
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Lily woke up shivering. The attic in which she slept in was freezing, and a light snow had begun to fall. She pulled her thin blanket closer too her. It was only eight o'clock, and she did not want to get up, to face him. She would be alone with him, just like she had been for the last two days, (which would be the first two days of Christmas Holiday for her, k.) because her sister was out with her fiancée Vernon Dursley.
"Lily!" She heard her father yell.
Lily shuddered, not from the cold, but from his voice. She hated her father with every fiber in her body, she hated him so much it made her tired.
"Lily! Get you're a#s down here!" He yelled. "Don't make me come up there!" He threatened. Lily sighed and slowly sat up, her side shooting pain through her body. 'Yea, something's broken in there.' Lily thought. She slowly walked over to where her clothes were and picked out a pair of jeans and a black sweater. Then she brushed her hair and pulled it back in a ponytail. When she did that however a very nasty bruise/cut was exposed. She shivered she had those all over her body. "Lily!" Her father bellowed one more time.
Lily rolled her eyes. "Coming!" She yelled.
"Well hurry up! I don't have all day for you to make yourself beautiful! Not that it would help!" He yelled. Lily by now was used to these comments and believed them with every passing minute with ever second that slowly passed. After Lily had slipped into some shoes she made her way down the steps and to the living room. She saw her father sitting on the couch with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other.
She stood there and looked at her father. "You called." She said.
He looked at her and his eyes trailed over the bruise/cut on her eyes. He grinned at his work; he really did enjoy inflicting pain upon the petite red head in front of him.
"Fix me some breakfast." He ordered. Lily nodded and made her way into the kitchen to make Mr. Evans something to eat. In about thirty minutes Lily had breakfast ready. She had eggs, bacon, and all the other breakfast foods that you would eat at breakfast. (Sorry for the lack of breakfast things, I don't really eat breakfast or anything like that.)
After His plate was fixed she painfully walked back into the living room. "Breakfast's ready." She said.
He looked at her. "Took ya long enough." He sneered at Lily. He walked away from Lily and into the kitchen and began to eat breakfast. Lily walked back into the kitchen to eat herself when her father stopped her. "What are you doing?" He asked.
"Getting ready to eat breakfast." Lily thought.
"For now on you don't get any food until everything I tell you too do is done! Understood?" He said evilly.
'He really is trying to kill me.' Lily thought. "Yes sir." She mumbled.
"Good now get out of my site you disgusting piece of trash." He said. Lily quickly left the room with a tear running down her face. "And do the laundry!" He yelled. So that's what Lily did. She did the laundry, and every other little thing her dear ol dad could think of, and he still didn't give her food. The only time she got food was when Vernon and her sister would come for dinner, and that was hardly ever. That's how Lily spent her Christmas Holidays that was until Christmas.
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It was Christmas Eve eveing and Lily was looking at herself in the mirror. Luckily for her, her father had been avoiding hitting her face, so now all she had was a cut above her eye and a split lip. Her dark red hair was pulled back on the sides, and hanging loosely down her back. She wore a pair of dark blue jeans. She wore a red wine colored long sleeve shirt that opened up in v in the front with a white cami underneath it. She sighed sat back down on her bed, she winced when she hit a place on her legs that her father had made.
'I hate him.' Lily thought and shuddered as last night went through her mind yet once again. Her stomach growled painfully and reminded her she hadn't ate in a while now. She turned her head to the sound of tapping. She saw an owl there; she recognized it as Allison's owl. She walked to her window and let the owl in.
"Why hello there." Lily said as she stroked his glossy brown wings. The owl hooted in response. Lily smiled a bit, and then took the letter from the owl.
~Dear Lily,
Hey, how's your holiday going so far? Mine fine. Greece is amazing you wouldn't believe it! I can't wait until Christmas. Of course I would much rather spend it at home then here in Greece with Uncle Bill, but oh well. I guess we don't get everything we want do we? Aunt Paige is really annoying me. She keeps trying to set me up with this guy name Toby or some T name like that. I mean serious, you would think the woman would give it a rest already. Anyways, err.. The annoying b#tch is calling again. I gotta go. Write me back and I'll write you a longer letter. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS LILY!!!!!!!!
Allison~
Lily smiled and was getting ready to get some paper, when she heard the doorbell ring. She raised an eyebrow and wondered who could be at the door. She heard her father and the door, but couldn't hear what was being said or anything.
Lily jumped when her father's booming voice yelled from downstairs. "Lily!" He shouted. Lily got up and walked down the attic stairs and down the stairs that would led her to the living room. Fear clutched her form the inside and out.
"Yes father?" Lily asked timidly.
"Lily dear, so good of you to join us." He said. Lily raised an eyebrow. "Someone is here to see you." He said his eyes looking at her angrily.
"Oh." Lily said and walked over to the door to see none other then James Potter standing on her doorstep.
"Lily." James said and smiled at her.
"James." Lily said smiling slightly. "What are you doing here?" She asked.
"I was wondering if you wanted to go up to my house, you know to hang out." James said. Lily bit her lip and glanced back at her father. "Can she Mr. Evans, I mean neither of us have anything to do, and I'm sure Lily finished any homework or extra credit she wanted to do." James said, asking for her.
"Of course, it will be good for her to leave the house for a bit." He said.
"Well come on Lily, get your coat." He said.
Lily agreed a bit too quickly and went to get her coat. When she returned she slid out of the door and stood behind of James and looked back at her. "Bye Father." Lily said.
"Bye Lily." He said. After that James turned and began to walk with Lily up the road. Mr. Evans looked at two with cold eyes and growled under his breath before slamming the door.
"So have a good break so far?" James asked looking down at the shorter girl.
Lily bit her lip and shrugged. "What about you?" Lily asked softly.
"I've been bored." He said.
"Why didn't you invite Peter over?" Lily asked.
"Because he's not home." James said and shrugged. "Besides I thought you could use a bit of fresh air." James said.
Lily glanced up at him and he noticed the spilt lip and cut and raised an eyebrow. "Lily what happened to your lip and eye?" He asked curiously.
"Oh, um, I well, I um I fell." Lily lied pretty badly and winced. It didn't sound true even to her own ears.
"Pretty bad lie, now you wanna try telling the truth?" James said dryly.
Lily looked down at the road she was walking on and didn't answer. James finally grabbed her arm and turned her around to face him. "James let go." Lily said wincing, as he held one of her bruises.
"What happened?" James asked, having a suspicion of what could have happened but not completely for sure.
Lily stayed quiet, could she tell him? No. "Lily, what happened." He demanded.
"Err, if you must know my older sister and I got in a fight." Lily lied again, this time making it sound truthful. Her stomach turned for some reason, why was lying to him making her feel this way. She kept her eyes from looking at him directly; her eyes always gave her away. James looked at her suspiciously. He didn't believe it for a second, but left it at that. His suspicion only growing by the minute.
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"Lily! So good to see you again." Penny exclaimed as Lily walked in James front door, James walking in behind her.
Lily smiled. "You too." She said.
"It's a shame I have to run, but I have to do some last minute shopping." Penny said.
"Ok mum, I think we'll be fine for a couple of hours." James said. "After all we are mature fifteen year olds." James said.
Penny looked at her son before busting out laughing. "Maybe Lily is, but you..HA!" Penny said. And chuckled as she walked over to where her cloak was hanging. "Oh I'm just teasing you dear." Penny said ruffling up James hair. Lily giggled at the sight. "Now I'll be home in a couple of hours and your father, well he gets off work late tonight, so be good wile I'm gone." Penny said, before disappearing with a pop.
"Your mum's cool." Lily said.
"Yeah, I suppose." James said. "So what's your mom like?" He asked. Lily's smile immediately disappeared, and tears formed in her eyes, she quickly looked away from James. James looked at her confused. "Lily." He said.
"So, what do you wanna do?" She asked.
James sensed she didn't want the subject to go any further and let it go, reluctantly. "I don't know. You ever been flying, except for that few times in flying class?" James asked a twinkle in his eyes.
"No, I'm not big on heights." Lily said.
"Please." James said. "I want go fast." James pleaded.
"But it's snowing." Lily said.
"No it WAS snowing. Now it's stopped." James pointed.
"James, I don't know." Lily said biting her lip.
"I won't let you fall." James said.
Lily looked up at him distrust written in her green eyes. "You promise?" She said.
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Back at Hogwarts Sierra was in the Gryffindor Common room ready a book, Candy was with her new Ravenclaw boyfriend, Tony, and Jenna she didn't what she was up to or anything. Sierra sighed and put the book down, she was bored out of her mind. She turned her head to the sound of footsteps coming down the steps.
"Remus." Sierra said and smiled slightly at her crush.
"Sierra." Remus said. "Where are your friends?" He asked.
"Candy is with Tony her boyfriend, and Jenna is I don't know helping a teacher." She said and shrugged. "What about Sirius?" She asked.
Remus shrugged. "Kitchen I think." Remus said.
"Figures." Sierra mumbled. "So anyways tomorrows Christmas." Sierra said happily.
Remus chuckled at the girl. "Do you want to play wizards Chess?" He asked.
Sierra was screaming with joy inside. "Sure." She said playing it cool.
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Jenna and Sirius sat in a classroom and were snogging. Jenna ran her hand threw his black hair, and he pulled her closer to him. Finally they stopped to breath. Jenna and Sirius put there heads together and just sat there. Finally Jenna pulled away from Sirius and looked at him.
"So who'd you pick as a cover up?" She asked.
"I was thinking about going with Tracy Myers." Sirius said.
"She's pretty." Jenna said looking downward.
Sirius tilted her chin up so he was looking in her eyes. "But you're beautiful." He said and kissed her softly. (I'm doing it again!) Jenna smiled and giggled against his lips, before he pulled away. "What about you?" He asked.
"I was thinking about not going with anyone." Jenna said. "You know same thing I've been doing." Jenna said.
"Ha I was right, you were in love with your studies." Sirius said happily. Jenna rolled her eyes, but couldn't help but laugh.
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Candy sat in The Ravenclaw common room on the couch making out with her boyfriend, Tony Harris. Tony was tall, and played on the Quidditch team. He had light brown hair that was spiked and pale sea green eyes. He had a natural tan and popular. They had only started dating that morning, and were obviously happy with each other.
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Lily held James waist tightly with her eyes tightly closed as he flew around in his LARGE backyard where they were hidden from unwanted eyes. "James you said you wouldn't go fast!" Lily shouted as he did a roll on the broom that made Lily squeeze even tighter and squeaked. James chuckled but slowed down until he was stopped and hovering in the air.
"Lily you can open your eyes now." James whispered.
"How bout no." Lily said her head buried in his back. 'Hey, he smells good, really good.' Lily thought.
"Come on Lily, open your eyes, you're missing a beautiful site." He said. Lily opened her eyes slowly and gasped. She saw the sun sitting making dark and light pink slashes through the sky, and to top it off it started to snow very lightly. "Not as good as Hogwarts view, but good enough, eh?" He asked.
"Yeah." Lily said breathlessly. "It's beautiful." She said.
James only nodded and continued to watch the sun. They stayed like that for a while, until he felt Lily shiver against him. "Maybe we should go back inside, you're shivering." He said. Lily only nodded in return and held tightly to James as he slowly flew down to the ground. "You hungry?" James asked, and got a quick nod from Lily. "Me too." James said as Lily and him walked back inside his 'house'.
"What do you want to eat?" James asked as they entered the kitchen, after he had dropped off his broom, and the had took off their coats.
"I guess what ever you're having." She said. James nodded and got one of his house elves to come out. Then he ordered them something to eat.
"Suzi said it's time for dinner, so were having pasta, you do like pasta don't you?" James asked. Lily smiled and nodded. 'Anything is fine with me.' Lily thought. About fifteen minutes later Lily was stuffing her face with pasta and James was watching amused.
"You were hungry weren't you?" James asked.
Lily only nodded and continued eating. James shook his head and began to eat like Lily. Neither spoke during dinner due to the fact that they were stuffing their mouths full of pasta. When both Lily and James were finished with pasta, James led her to his living room.
"You want to watch TV?" James asked.
"You know what a TV is?" Lily asked slightly surprised as she down on his very soft and cushy sofa, the kind of sofa you sink in when you sit down.
"Thanks to Bailey I do." James said with a smirk as he switched on the TV and plopped down beside of Lily hitting her hurt arm, she winced slightly, which caused James to look at her. "What?" He asked.
"Nothing." Lily said.
"Yea right." James mumbled under his breath, before turning on the video he had plopped in and turning off all the lights.
"What are we watching?" Lily asked.
"Trilogy." James said. "It's a muggle movie my mom picked up from one of her Muggle Friends." James explained. "It's a horror." James said. (I'm not sure if the horror move Trilogy was back then, but it is now, ok.)
"Oh." Lily said. "What's it about?" Lily asked as the commercials played.
"A doll that's kills people, that's what mum said." James said.
"Nice movie to watch before Christmas." Lily mumbled, right before the movie came on. "Have you ever watched it?" Lily asked.
"No." James whispered. Lily nodded her head before settling down to watch the movie. As the movie played on, Lily found she had scouted closer to James and grabbed a hold of his arm many times and hid. (Personally that movie freaks that sh#t outta me) James would let her hid and continue watching all the scary parts. By the end of the movie Lily was asleep against James and James was still awake.
James glanced at Lily and smiled slightly at her peaceful sleeping form and then glanced outside to see it was dark. He sighed and turned the TV off by the remote before laying back on the couch to go to sleep as well, after all he didn't want wake up Lily she looked like an angel.
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Penny Potter got back home at Ten o'clock at night and realized there was no sound, nothing. She raised an eyebrow and walked into the living room and stopped in her tracks at what she saw. She saw Lily curled up on the couch using James as a pillow and James fast asleep. (Just imagine a cute way for them to be sleeping, k) She smiled and quietly left the room. 'Mr. Evans wouldn't mind if she stayed over for the night.' Penny thought. She didn't know how wrong she was.
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The Christmas sun shown through the window and hit James, making him mumble and slowly wake up. His first thought was that why wasn't he in his room. Then he looked down and raised an eyebrow and then everything came back to him. He watched as Lily continued to sleep, using him as a pillow. Suddenly she began to stir against him; her long dark eyelashes fluttered opened and took in the unfamiliar site.
"Morning Lily." James said. Lily glanced up at him and looked at him awkward, but didn't move from where she was against him. "Sleep well?" He asked.
"Yeah." Lily said and yawned. "Merry Christmas James." Lily said.
"Merry Christmas Lily." He said. Just then Penny came in the living room and smiled at the two teenagers.
"Merry Christmas you two." Penny said. "Sleep well?" She asked as she finished putting in a gold earring that went with her red outfit. "Your father will be home in a minute." She said before leaving the room.
Lily finally sat up finally away form James and rubbed her eyes. She glanced over at James who was stretching, and glancing at her. "Sorry for fallen asleep on you." Lily said.
James shrugged. "I don't mind." He said and smiled at her.
Lily smiled back and glanced at her watch, it was 10:00 in the morning, she was dead. "I gotta get home." Lily said and knew she was in for a hella of a lot yelling and hitting.
James watched as she stood up quickly slipped into her shoes and then her coat. "But you haven't had breakfast."
"I really gotta get home James." Lily said.
James studied her for a moment and noticed she seemed a bit frantic. "I'll walk you home then." He said. Lily was about to protest, but a raised eyebrow and curious look from James stopped her. She sighed and nodded her head, and watched as James slipped into his coat and shoes. "Mum!" James shouted. "I'm walking Lily home!" He shouted.
"OK!." She shouted back.
"Well come on." James said and the two of them walked down the street to her house. They made light conversation, and James noticed that Lily was uneasy about something. He raised an eyebrow at her. "Are you ok?" He asked. Lily glanced at him.
"Yea, why wouldn't I be?" She asked. James looked at her and shrugged.
"Well here we are." James said as the two walked up on Lily's porch.
"Yea, here we are." Lily mumbled. Before she had time to say goodbye the door was thrown open to reveal her father looking at her with angry eyes.
"Inside now Lily." Her father demanded.
"Yes sir." Lily said. "Bye James talk to ya later." Lily said.
"Yea bye Lily." He said and watched as Lily sent one last look at him before walking inside and her father slammed the door. James had an uneasy feeling about leaving but shook it off and walked back to his house.
When Her father slammed the door he turned on Lily, balled his hand back, and hit her, sending her stumbling to the ground, and hitting her ribs on the corner of a table. "You little whore." Her father sneered walking over to her and kicking her in the ribs. "SO did that Potter boy enjoy it?" He asked and kicked her again. Lily coughed loudly.
"We didn't do anything. I fell asleep on his couch while we were watching a movie." Lily said trying to defend herself from her father's wrath.
"You b#tch! Don't lie to me." He said and threw her against the wall making her fall down and falling in an unnatural way I her wrist with a loud snap. Lily cried out in pain and let the tears run from her eyes. "I knew you and that Potter boy had something going on! You're sleeping with him!" Her father bellowed and smacked her again.
"What do you care!?" Lily screamed. "You don't! D#mnit you molest me!" Lily yelled.
"Watch your mouth whore!" He yelled hitting her again. And then kicking her until she was down on the ground, then he smashed a vase against her back. Lil yelled out in pain.
"Your sick!" Lily yelled. "How can you do that to your own daughter?! Your own flesh and blood?!" Lily yelled.
"Easy, your not my daughter, your whore of a mother went and got knocked up with you by some old fling!" He yelled and hit her again. Lily looked at her father with horror. "Yea that's right you're not my biological daughter whore, you're my adoptive daughter! And even if you were you would still be a disgrace, a piece of low filth that deserves to be disposed of!" Mr. Evans yelled and looked down at his adoptive daughter, before smirking and taking off his belt and dragging her upstairs to his room.
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I should stop here I really should, but since I'm dying to get to a certain point, like MANY of you are, I'm gonna continue.
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Lily lay on her bedroom floor unable to move from just being beaten by her adoptive father and then raped again. She couldn't move it hurt too badly for her to move. Tears spilled out of her eyes and mingled with blood. 'Some Christmas this is. First I get beaten and then find out my father isn't' my father, but my adoptive father.' Lily thought and whimpered as pain shot through her body. She sniffed and wondered if she would die.
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Two days after Christmas Lily still wasn't any better. Mr. Evans had came and done the same things over and over again. He had just left now and Lily lay on her bed looking up at the ceiling. He would be back, she knew, and this time she knew she probable wouldn't live threw the massive beatings his was giving and then the rape. She shuddered; she didn't know what she was to do. The only thing she was bale to do was write in her journal with her left hand, since she had broken her right. (She was one of those gifted people who could right with both hands.) Suddenly there was a tap at her window; she looked up to see Allison's owl there.
"Allison." Lily whispered and struggled to set up, she had to get to that owl and letter that could be her ticket outta here. Lily stumbled and fell and finally had to crawl over to the window ignoring the pain that racked her body. When she got to the window she unlatched it and watched as the owl swooped down and hooted softly at her. She took the letter from him and opened it form her spot on the floor.
~Lily,
Hey, how's life in your world going? Mine ok. I'm just bored. I got back from Greece today. MY OWN BED, HOUSE, AND FOOD!!! Thank god. I am so bored; there is no one to talk to except my little cousin Travis, who is annoying the crap outta me. SO I was wondering if you could come and spend the rest of Christmas with me? Ask your dad and if he says yes then write me back and then floo (SP?) here, your house is already set up with the system. And if you can't then still write back but keep the powder. Well hurry up and ask. Hope you had a great Christmas, BYE!
Allison~
Lily's eyes filled with hope, she had to get down to her fireplace and get to Allison's house. 'Screw the questions I'll be asked, I need out of here.' Lily thought as she struggled to stand up. 'I'll just tell her the truth, and then we'll come back and get my trunk.' Lily thought as she quickly- or as fast as she could in her condition- grabbed a gray mesh book bag and packed a few clothes, her journal, and her wand. After that she painfully put it on her shoulder, grabbed the powder and her letter and struggled to get down stairs. She had fallen many times and winced and whimpered from the pain but always pushed forward, the only thought was getting out and staying alive. And she didn't care how much pain she had to go through to get it. She was amazed when she, made it to her fireplace without running into her adoptive father. However her amazement was slowly gone when she heard Mr. Evans breathing angrily. Lily slowly turned and looked at him with fear in her eyes.
"Planning on going somewhere you filthy little slutty a#s whore?!" He yelled and threw a glass at her it missed her by an inch, but sending pieces of glass flying and cutting her cheek.
Lily didn't answer she turned and threw the powder in the fireplace. "What going to see that Potter boy again?" He said as walked toward her.
"I'm not going to see James potter at his Manor d#mnit!" She yelled as he reached her. He swung his hand back and sent her flaying in to the green flames by accident. Then she was gone.
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Lily spun quickly and painfully. Her arms were tucked in tightly, where was she going? She hadn't yelled Allison's house in the fireplace. Suddenly she was thrown out of a fireplace onto her back. She couched and blood trickled down her mouth. She didn't move the fall had caused her too much pain. Tears spilled out of her eyes. 'I'm going to die, I know it.' Lily thought sadly.
"Sh#t Lily." She heard a familiar voice say, and it wasn't Allison's.
"James." Lily whispered before everything went black.
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Ok that's it. Sorry for the crappy ending but I'm suffering from lack of food, lol. Well REVIEW and tell me if you like or don't like or whatever. Byebyes!!!!!
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