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A/N- Yay, over 100 reviews!!!!!! I'm sssoooooooooo happy!!!!!!!! Thank u everyone who has reviewed, I love you all!!!!!!! And see how much I care about my faithful reviewers, instead of doing my science project of making an atom model that's due tomorrow, I'm writing this chapter for all of my impatient and wonderful reviewers.
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"Goodbye Dear, have a nice day at the Office." Penny said as she waved goodbye to her husband at three o'clock that evening.
"Goodbye dear, I'll be back late tonight so don't wait up." He said and kissed her cheek before waving goodbye to Penny and then his son who was looking after his father smugly. After he was gone James leaned back against the doorframe of his living room and looked at his mom.
"What?" Penny asked.
"He's never home." James said.
"James he has a job, the ministry is very busy now, with Voldemort and everything." Penny said.
"He said he was going to spend time with us this Christmas mum." James said.
Penny sighed. "I know, and he had planned to, but something happened and now.." Penny trailed off.
"So his work is more important then his family is?" James asked angrily.
"No James that's not what I meant. But your father is playing a big role in trying to stop Voldemort! Because if he doesn't then, then.." Penny didn't finish .
"Then people will die." James muttered.
"James he's trying to stop him, so he won' have to worry about you." Penny said, James looked at her oddly.
"Whatever mum." James said.
Penny was going to say something when there was a thump in their living room. She wrinkled her brow in confusion. James shrugged and walked in to his living room to find his utmost horror lying on his floor in front of the fireplace. He walked over and kneeled down beside of the fallen girl.
"Sh#t Lily." He said.
"James." He heard her mumble, before she black out.
"MUM! Come quick!" James yelled and watched as his mother ran into the living, and her eyes widened at the sight that greeted her eyes.
"Dear lord." Penny said before rushing over to James and Lily.
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James and his mother sat in the waiting room of St. Mungo's. They had been here for two hours, every since Lily had dropped in their living room. Penny sat in a chair looking at Witch Weekly, worry etched in her motherly features, and James sat in a chair ruffling up his hair, and every so often looking at the door hoping one of the healers would come in and tell them if she was going to be alright.
James sighed and put his elbows on his knees and his face in his hands. 'I'll have to write to her friends when I get home. God who could have done that to Lily?' He asked himself, just as a healer walked in. James jumped to his feet followed by his mother.
"How is she? Is she going to be alright?" James asked, looking down at the short healer.
The female healer smiled at James sadly and then looked at his mother who was eye level with her. "I'm Elisa." She said. "Mrs. Potter may I talk to you alone." Elisa the healer said.
"Of course." Penny said and followed Elisa out of the room. "What is it?" Looking at her old friend.
"I'm not sure if your son should know what has happened to Lily. It may be to personal for the girl, and well it up to you." Elisa said.
"No, she trust James, and James has the right to know." Penny said. Elisa nodded and followed Penny back over to James.
"First off I would like to say this young lady has been through a lot." The healer said.
"What's wrong with her?" James asked impatiently.
Elisa sighed. "Ms. Evans has been brutally beaten and raped." Elisa said. "And from the way I appears it has been happening for a while. Ms. Evans is also malnourished, meaning she is half starved." She said. She looked at the two people standing in front of her. Penny looked horrified with tears in her eyes. James looked angry and horrified and sad.
"Is she going to be alright?" Penny asked.
Elisa sighed. "We hope for the best. I'll do everything I can, if she survives the night then I believe she will." Elisa said. "Now if you'll excuse me." Elisa said and left the pair alone.
"Oh dear lord that poor child." Penny said.
James stayed silent, everything coming together in his mind. It all made sense to him now, why she wanted to separate from her friends, everything. And he had a pretty good idea who had done it to her also, he just needed proof. "Mum, can I go and see her?" He asked. Penny nodded her head. James quickly got up and left to find Lily's room. When he found it he walked in and stopped and stared at the red head lying in the bed. She was pale, paler then before, and her dark red hair lay limply around her shoulders and face. Bandages were around her arms and on her cheek, where cuts were. Bruises marred her beautiful features. He walked over to her and touched her hair. "Come on Lils, wake up. A lot of people will miss you if you don't. Sierra, Allison, Candy, Jenna, Remus they will all miss you. I'll miss you Lils." He said and gentle kissed the top of her head, before quickly leaving the room.
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Once the Potters arrived back home Penny went to write Dumbledore about what had happened, while James, went and took Lily's bag that was still laying in the living room up to his room. He was still in shock about what had happened to Lily, and angry that anyone would dare do that to his Lily. When he got to his room he walked over to bed and sat down for a minute before opening Lily's gray bag and spotting her diary. He raised an eyebrow and reached inside bringing out the dairy and sitting the bag on the floor. He leaned back on his pillows opened her dairy and began to read.
An hour had passed he started to get to think there was nothing in there that would tell him anything about what was wrong with Lily. Except for that Mrs. Stover and Mr. Evans were divorced. He rubbed his eyes and said as he flipped the page.
~Dear Diary
The weekend has passed. Thank god. He hit me, and made me hurt, why did that horrid judge have to give some custody to my dear ol loving father. I hate it. I hope he doesn't hit me again the weekend after next. I can't wait until I get to start Hogwarts! Oh I'll continue this later, my mother is calling for me.
Lily~
James eyes widened, so her father had hit her before. He was guessing right before she went to Hogwarts. He shook his head and continued on, only to get angrier by the second, with every passage she wrote about her father abusing her physically. However what came next made him even angrier.
~Dear Diary,
Today sucked more then the rest of them. I was at Sierra's having a great time until James Potter shows up, well no he wasn't as bad today, but he's still a prick. Anyhow I was there for a little while when my dad calls and tells me mom's been in an accident. I was shocked at first then I start to break down and cry. You know my mom wouldn't even be in the hospital right now if it wasn't for my dad. He did it. He tampered with the breaks to make them stop working. I even asked him and he said he did. It's my entire fault he hates me, and he hurt her to get to me. It's my entire fault. Then in the car to the hospital I called him a name and he slapped me hard. I hate him so much, but my fright of him outweighs my hate I think. Anyhow, on the way from the hospital, he started to do something he's never down before. He, he started to.. fondle me I guess I could say. I was so shocked and scared I didn't move, I didn't do anything except think he was one sick person who needs help. I'm so scared right now, I don't know what's going to happen now. I'm at home with only my dad, it's very scary. I hope my mom wakes up soon. I wish I was still at Sierra's house, with my friends, somewhere I know that I won't get hurt anymore. But I'm not I'm here at this place that seems like a war, but really is home.
Lily~
James eyes widened, her own father was starting to molest her. His anger boiled and his hands clenched and unclenched. But e continued to read even though he was starting to see red.
~Dear Diary
I'm so happy!!! Mom came home today!! Or actually yesterday!! Petunia hardly is ever at home; she's usually at Stacy's house or at the mall. Dad has been fondling me more and more and he's been more... Well I'm not sure what the word is. But he's touched me places I thought he would never dare touch. He told me if I ever told anyone they would think I was disgusting and they would shun me from them. I believe him too. I'm so afraid of what he will do now, I'm afraid of him now; I don't know what to do. I can't wait to get back to Hogwarts though start my second year. Well I should go now. Bye
Lily~
James ran a hand through his hair; he didn't even want to know what had happened in her second year.
~Dear Diary
He did something he has never done before. He stuck his finger you know where. I feel horrible, I think I may vomit. I'm so happy it's school time now. I can't wait to see my friends. I can't wait to forget about my family and father and everything outside of Hogwarts. Well the train is starting to feel up now. Bye
Lily~
James sat in shock. Thought along the lines of what kind of sick perv would do that to their twelve-year-old daughter. He skipped everything that had to do with Hogwarts; he had to know what was happening at home, what her father was doing to her.
~Dear Diary
Only three more weeks till school starts up again. I can't wait. My father had gotten more physical by the moment. Soon He'll actually be screwing me. Oh god I can't think about that. No one knows, it's our little secret he says. Which it is, if any one found out think about what they would think of me. My friends would shun me, and give the marauders another thing to pick on me about along with the Slytherins, because it's my fault. My life is screwed up. Anyways my friends and me are going to learn the spell to become Animagus. Jenna going to do all the research crap while we're on summer vacation because she has more access to the wizard world. Anyways-~
James cursed himself for being such an a#s to her all those years. He also cursed her father for doing the things he was doing to her. Suddenly it caught his attention she never finished the passage.
~Dear Diary
It's only a week before school starts again. I'm going to Diagon Alley in an hour to meet up with Sierra. My father hurts me whenever he feels like it. He takes me, makes me feel dirty. I can't wait to get back to Hogwarts, I would even be glad to see James Potter. Anything would be better then this; Then him hurting me abusing me. I just don't know how long I can take it, how long I can hold out. Well I should go and get ready. Bye
Lily~
James raised an eyebrow wondering what she meant by that passage, although he had a pretty good idea.
~Diary,
You will soon be my only friend. I can't let my friends get sucked in to the painful emptiness as me. I would hate myself even more. Like I do now. I hate my self. I'm a disgusting slut who killed her mom. I mean it's my fault she dead, my fault, my entire fault. I'm empty in side ya know I feel nothing anymore. A complement to daddy, who says is the only one that loves me. He told me if anyone found out they would hate me, or pity me, but never love me again. Only he would. Only he would love a slut like me. It scares me, that darkness that devours my life, the emptiness that eats away at me, the fear of him. I'm not sure what to do anymore, how to act. I know one thing; I have to let my friends go. I'll only cause them pain, and sadness, and.. disgust. Disgust at me for being a slut and what I've done. I couldn't, can't live with that. It would be unbearable, even more so then the emptiness and darkness. It's almost time for breakfast. Bye.
Lily~
James sat shocked. She was detaching herself form her friends because she didn't want them to get hurt. She was doing all for them. He was positive now that he knew her father was sexually molesting her, and he was over boiling point.
~Diary,
Today, it's started. I've started to detach myself away from my happy friends. Happiness. What is happiness actually? Is it just a smile? Does it actually exist? Of course it does, it must because everybody is living in it, everybody but me that is. I'm stuck in the vortex of sadness and emptiness forever it seems. A vortex of darkness, to never see the light again, to never witness love, to never feel complete and warm. Sad and pathetic isn't it? That's why I'm leaving my friends, so they won't experience this vortex I'm in. So they'll be happy. Maybe even become friends with our rivals, the marauders. That would be a sight; especially for Jenna she hates Sirius. Doesn't matter though, I won't be around to see it. I'll be in the shadows of shadows, drowning in the emptiness of my soul for all eternity. I must be off, I hear people.
Lily~
James cursed, every word in the book left his mouth. Her father had/was doing a number on her now, and he wanted to hurt Mr. Evans for it. James skipped all of the rest of the passages and came to the more recent ones that were splattered with tears and a little drop of blood.
~Diary,
He has just left yet again. He has just finished his routine. Beating then raping then beating me again. I still can't believe he is my adoptive father. I hurt. I feel like I will die. I can't move, I can only move my left hand. Maybe it would be better if I did die. Am I being a selfish b#tch like my adoptive father says I am. Am I really impossible to love? It amazing I've survived as long as I have. I've lived four years through the raping and the beatings, but I'm not strong enough anymore. I feel it. It will end soon. That would be for the best, for everyone. I must go; if Mr. Sam Evans catches me I will be dead for sure. So goodbye.
Lily~
James sat in horror. Mixed emotions were churning inside of him. Overwhelming anger at her adoptive father for hurting his sweet angel, sadness that something so horrible had happened to such an innocent girl, more anger at himself for not going with his instinct and seeing something was wrong with lily. He snapped her diary closed and placed it on his bed. 'Lily didn't deserve this; she was so innocent, so carefree, so happy. How could this sorry excuse of a man do that to someone that sweet and angelic?' It took everything James had not to throw something across the room and march straight down to the Evans house and hex Mr. Evans into yesteryear. But He had to get back to Lily; he had to be there for her. 'Sh#t I have to write her friends.' He thought, but decided to do that latter as he left his room.
"MUM! I'm going to go and wait with Lily!" He yelled and didn't wait for a reply before he flooed to St. Mungo's to wait with Lily.
When James arrived at the wizard's hospital he quickly walked to Lily's room and closed the door behind him. He walked beside of her bed and sat down in a chair and held her limp hand lightly. "I'm so sorry Lily. This never should have happened to you. That man should have never hurt you. I'm so sorry for not helping you." James said. "But I promise from now on you'll never get hurt by anyone again. Not your adoptive father, not by those Slytherins, or anyone." James said and he kissed her hand lightly before laying his head down on the bed to let sleep take him over.
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Ok That's it. I would have wrote more, my the medication my mom gave me is making me really tired, and I sorta feel like crap. So this is it. REVIEW!!!!!! Byebyes!!
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A/N- Yay, over 100 reviews!!!!!! I'm sssoooooooooo happy!!!!!!!! Thank u everyone who has reviewed, I love you all!!!!!!! And see how much I care about my faithful reviewers, instead of doing my science project of making an atom model that's due tomorrow, I'm writing this chapter for all of my impatient and wonderful reviewers.
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"Goodbye Dear, have a nice day at the Office." Penny said as she waved goodbye to her husband at three o'clock that evening.
"Goodbye dear, I'll be back late tonight so don't wait up." He said and kissed her cheek before waving goodbye to Penny and then his son who was looking after his father smugly. After he was gone James leaned back against the doorframe of his living room and looked at his mom.
"What?" Penny asked.
"He's never home." James said.
"James he has a job, the ministry is very busy now, with Voldemort and everything." Penny said.
"He said he was going to spend time with us this Christmas mum." James said.
Penny sighed. "I know, and he had planned to, but something happened and now.." Penny trailed off.
"So his work is more important then his family is?" James asked angrily.
"No James that's not what I meant. But your father is playing a big role in trying to stop Voldemort! Because if he doesn't then, then.." Penny didn't finish .
"Then people will die." James muttered.
"James he's trying to stop him, so he won' have to worry about you." Penny said, James looked at her oddly.
"Whatever mum." James said.
Penny was going to say something when there was a thump in their living room. She wrinkled her brow in confusion. James shrugged and walked in to his living room to find his utmost horror lying on his floor in front of the fireplace. He walked over and kneeled down beside of the fallen girl.
"Sh#t Lily." He said.
"James." He heard her mumble, before she black out.
"MUM! Come quick!" James yelled and watched as his mother ran into the living, and her eyes widened at the sight that greeted her eyes.
"Dear lord." Penny said before rushing over to James and Lily.
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James and his mother sat in the waiting room of St. Mungo's. They had been here for two hours, every since Lily had dropped in their living room. Penny sat in a chair looking at Witch Weekly, worry etched in her motherly features, and James sat in a chair ruffling up his hair, and every so often looking at the door hoping one of the healers would come in and tell them if she was going to be alright.
James sighed and put his elbows on his knees and his face in his hands. 'I'll have to write to her friends when I get home. God who could have done that to Lily?' He asked himself, just as a healer walked in. James jumped to his feet followed by his mother.
"How is she? Is she going to be alright?" James asked, looking down at the short healer.
The female healer smiled at James sadly and then looked at his mother who was eye level with her. "I'm Elisa." She said. "Mrs. Potter may I talk to you alone." Elisa the healer said.
"Of course." Penny said and followed Elisa out of the room. "What is it?" Looking at her old friend.
"I'm not sure if your son should know what has happened to Lily. It may be to personal for the girl, and well it up to you." Elisa said.
"No, she trust James, and James has the right to know." Penny said. Elisa nodded and followed Penny back over to James.
"First off I would like to say this young lady has been through a lot." The healer said.
"What's wrong with her?" James asked impatiently.
Elisa sighed. "Ms. Evans has been brutally beaten and raped." Elisa said. "And from the way I appears it has been happening for a while. Ms. Evans is also malnourished, meaning she is half starved." She said. She looked at the two people standing in front of her. Penny looked horrified with tears in her eyes. James looked angry and horrified and sad.
"Is she going to be alright?" Penny asked.
Elisa sighed. "We hope for the best. I'll do everything I can, if she survives the night then I believe she will." Elisa said. "Now if you'll excuse me." Elisa said and left the pair alone.
"Oh dear lord that poor child." Penny said.
James stayed silent, everything coming together in his mind. It all made sense to him now, why she wanted to separate from her friends, everything. And he had a pretty good idea who had done it to her also, he just needed proof. "Mum, can I go and see her?" He asked. Penny nodded her head. James quickly got up and left to find Lily's room. When he found it he walked in and stopped and stared at the red head lying in the bed. She was pale, paler then before, and her dark red hair lay limply around her shoulders and face. Bandages were around her arms and on her cheek, where cuts were. Bruises marred her beautiful features. He walked over to her and touched her hair. "Come on Lils, wake up. A lot of people will miss you if you don't. Sierra, Allison, Candy, Jenna, Remus they will all miss you. I'll miss you Lils." He said and gentle kissed the top of her head, before quickly leaving the room.
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Once the Potters arrived back home Penny went to write Dumbledore about what had happened, while James, went and took Lily's bag that was still laying in the living room up to his room. He was still in shock about what had happened to Lily, and angry that anyone would dare do that to his Lily. When he got to his room he walked over to bed and sat down for a minute before opening Lily's gray bag and spotting her diary. He raised an eyebrow and reached inside bringing out the dairy and sitting the bag on the floor. He leaned back on his pillows opened her dairy and began to read.
An hour had passed he started to get to think there was nothing in there that would tell him anything about what was wrong with Lily. Except for that Mrs. Stover and Mr. Evans were divorced. He rubbed his eyes and said as he flipped the page.
~Dear Diary
The weekend has passed. Thank god. He hit me, and made me hurt, why did that horrid judge have to give some custody to my dear ol loving father. I hate it. I hope he doesn't hit me again the weekend after next. I can't wait until I get to start Hogwarts! Oh I'll continue this later, my mother is calling for me.
Lily~
James eyes widened, so her father had hit her before. He was guessing right before she went to Hogwarts. He shook his head and continued on, only to get angrier by the second, with every passage she wrote about her father abusing her physically. However what came next made him even angrier.
~Dear Diary,
Today sucked more then the rest of them. I was at Sierra's having a great time until James Potter shows up, well no he wasn't as bad today, but he's still a prick. Anyhow I was there for a little while when my dad calls and tells me mom's been in an accident. I was shocked at first then I start to break down and cry. You know my mom wouldn't even be in the hospital right now if it wasn't for my dad. He did it. He tampered with the breaks to make them stop working. I even asked him and he said he did. It's my entire fault he hates me, and he hurt her to get to me. It's my entire fault. Then in the car to the hospital I called him a name and he slapped me hard. I hate him so much, but my fright of him outweighs my hate I think. Anyhow, on the way from the hospital, he started to do something he's never down before. He, he started to.. fondle me I guess I could say. I was so shocked and scared I didn't move, I didn't do anything except think he was one sick person who needs help. I'm so scared right now, I don't know what's going to happen now. I'm at home with only my dad, it's very scary. I hope my mom wakes up soon. I wish I was still at Sierra's house, with my friends, somewhere I know that I won't get hurt anymore. But I'm not I'm here at this place that seems like a war, but really is home.
Lily~
James eyes widened, her own father was starting to molest her. His anger boiled and his hands clenched and unclenched. But e continued to read even though he was starting to see red.
~Dear Diary
I'm so happy!!! Mom came home today!! Or actually yesterday!! Petunia hardly is ever at home; she's usually at Stacy's house or at the mall. Dad has been fondling me more and more and he's been more... Well I'm not sure what the word is. But he's touched me places I thought he would never dare touch. He told me if I ever told anyone they would think I was disgusting and they would shun me from them. I believe him too. I'm so afraid of what he will do now, I'm afraid of him now; I don't know what to do. I can't wait to get back to Hogwarts though start my second year. Well I should go now. Bye
Lily~
James ran a hand through his hair; he didn't even want to know what had happened in her second year.
~Dear Diary
He did something he has never done before. He stuck his finger you know where. I feel horrible, I think I may vomit. I'm so happy it's school time now. I can't wait to see my friends. I can't wait to forget about my family and father and everything outside of Hogwarts. Well the train is starting to feel up now. Bye
Lily~
James sat in shock. Thought along the lines of what kind of sick perv would do that to their twelve-year-old daughter. He skipped everything that had to do with Hogwarts; he had to know what was happening at home, what her father was doing to her.
~Dear Diary
Only three more weeks till school starts up again. I can't wait. My father had gotten more physical by the moment. Soon He'll actually be screwing me. Oh god I can't think about that. No one knows, it's our little secret he says. Which it is, if any one found out think about what they would think of me. My friends would shun me, and give the marauders another thing to pick on me about along with the Slytherins, because it's my fault. My life is screwed up. Anyways my friends and me are going to learn the spell to become Animagus. Jenna going to do all the research crap while we're on summer vacation because she has more access to the wizard world. Anyways-~
James cursed himself for being such an a#s to her all those years. He also cursed her father for doing the things he was doing to her. Suddenly it caught his attention she never finished the passage.
~Dear Diary
It's only a week before school starts again. I'm going to Diagon Alley in an hour to meet up with Sierra. My father hurts me whenever he feels like it. He takes me, makes me feel dirty. I can't wait to get back to Hogwarts, I would even be glad to see James Potter. Anything would be better then this; Then him hurting me abusing me. I just don't know how long I can take it, how long I can hold out. Well I should go and get ready. Bye
Lily~
James raised an eyebrow wondering what she meant by that passage, although he had a pretty good idea.
~Diary,
You will soon be my only friend. I can't let my friends get sucked in to the painful emptiness as me. I would hate myself even more. Like I do now. I hate my self. I'm a disgusting slut who killed her mom. I mean it's my fault she dead, my fault, my entire fault. I'm empty in side ya know I feel nothing anymore. A complement to daddy, who says is the only one that loves me. He told me if anyone found out they would hate me, or pity me, but never love me again. Only he would. Only he would love a slut like me. It scares me, that darkness that devours my life, the emptiness that eats away at me, the fear of him. I'm not sure what to do anymore, how to act. I know one thing; I have to let my friends go. I'll only cause them pain, and sadness, and.. disgust. Disgust at me for being a slut and what I've done. I couldn't, can't live with that. It would be unbearable, even more so then the emptiness and darkness. It's almost time for breakfast. Bye.
Lily~
James sat shocked. She was detaching herself form her friends because she didn't want them to get hurt. She was doing all for them. He was positive now that he knew her father was sexually molesting her, and he was over boiling point.
~Diary,
Today, it's started. I've started to detach myself away from my happy friends. Happiness. What is happiness actually? Is it just a smile? Does it actually exist? Of course it does, it must because everybody is living in it, everybody but me that is. I'm stuck in the vortex of sadness and emptiness forever it seems. A vortex of darkness, to never see the light again, to never witness love, to never feel complete and warm. Sad and pathetic isn't it? That's why I'm leaving my friends, so they won't experience this vortex I'm in. So they'll be happy. Maybe even become friends with our rivals, the marauders. That would be a sight; especially for Jenna she hates Sirius. Doesn't matter though, I won't be around to see it. I'll be in the shadows of shadows, drowning in the emptiness of my soul for all eternity. I must be off, I hear people.
Lily~
James cursed, every word in the book left his mouth. Her father had/was doing a number on her now, and he wanted to hurt Mr. Evans for it. James skipped all of the rest of the passages and came to the more recent ones that were splattered with tears and a little drop of blood.
~Diary,
He has just left yet again. He has just finished his routine. Beating then raping then beating me again. I still can't believe he is my adoptive father. I hurt. I feel like I will die. I can't move, I can only move my left hand. Maybe it would be better if I did die. Am I being a selfish b#tch like my adoptive father says I am. Am I really impossible to love? It amazing I've survived as long as I have. I've lived four years through the raping and the beatings, but I'm not strong enough anymore. I feel it. It will end soon. That would be for the best, for everyone. I must go; if Mr. Sam Evans catches me I will be dead for sure. So goodbye.
Lily~
James sat in horror. Mixed emotions were churning inside of him. Overwhelming anger at her adoptive father for hurting his sweet angel, sadness that something so horrible had happened to such an innocent girl, more anger at himself for not going with his instinct and seeing something was wrong with lily. He snapped her diary closed and placed it on his bed. 'Lily didn't deserve this; she was so innocent, so carefree, so happy. How could this sorry excuse of a man do that to someone that sweet and angelic?' It took everything James had not to throw something across the room and march straight down to the Evans house and hex Mr. Evans into yesteryear. But He had to get back to Lily; he had to be there for her. 'Sh#t I have to write her friends.' He thought, but decided to do that latter as he left his room.
"MUM! I'm going to go and wait with Lily!" He yelled and didn't wait for a reply before he flooed to St. Mungo's to wait with Lily.
When James arrived at the wizard's hospital he quickly walked to Lily's room and closed the door behind him. He walked beside of her bed and sat down in a chair and held her limp hand lightly. "I'm so sorry Lily. This never should have happened to you. That man should have never hurt you. I'm so sorry for not helping you." James said. "But I promise from now on you'll never get hurt by anyone again. Not your adoptive father, not by those Slytherins, or anyone." James said and he kissed her hand lightly before laying his head down on the bed to let sleep take him over.
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Ok That's it. I would have wrote more, my the medication my mom gave me is making me really tired, and I sorta feel like crap. So this is it. REVIEW!!!!!! Byebyes!!
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