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Chapter 4 : Don't let me fall

Michiru lay in bed and stared at the ceiling with tears streaming down her face . She still could see the hurt look on Haruka's face when she told her she didn't want to be friends with her .' Maybe we really can be friends ...I should apologize to her ...I'll do that the first thing next morning .'

Michiru rolled over and now stared at a picture she had kept of her family . They looked so happy on it but this picture was only taken a few weeks before Michiru ran away so even this picture was a lie to her .'' I HATE YOU !'' Michiru yelled and trew the picture away .'' I hate you so much ! you ruined my life and now i ran away you are still torturing me with those eyes and memories !'' She now cried . She felt so alone . She needed someone to hold her so bad . Someone to tell her everything would be alright , that she was save now . She felt so damn weak .

Michiru somehow felt the urge to go over to the blonde tomboy but she didn't even know where she lived or what her name was so looking it up wouldn't work either .' Maybe i should go back home . Maybe it's some punishment i really deserve and maybe he'll stop with hurting me now he knows how he hurt me .' Michiru thought but shook her head.' What am I thinking ? Am i going crazy !'

The next day on school Michiru began seeking the blonde tomboy the instant she stood on school grounds .' Where can she be ?'

Looking for someone ?'' Suddenly someone asked and Michiru turned around to face the owner of the voice . She was now looking at a brown haired guy who smiled warmly at her .

'' What do you care , drop dead or something .'' Michiru said sounding angry .

'' Are you looking for that Tenoh guy ?'' The boy now asked and took Michiru's arm in his sternly .'' He's a player you know and he doesn't date girls .I think he's gay so why don't you go out with me instead ?''

'' Let go of me ! '' Michiru said . She was starting to get scared if he didn't let go of her soon she would probaly yell at him or scream for help .

'' Why ?'' The boy asked trying to kiss her but she turned her head away .

'' Stop it !'' She yelled earning odd looks from the other pupils but when they saw what was going on they just turned around again focusing on what they were doing .

' Oh god ...please kill me ! ' Michiru felt tears well up in her eyes and now felt the boys lips pressed to hers again while he tried to put his tongue in her mouth .He was so much stronger than her and she was afraid , very afraid . When he put his hand on her breast every emotion she had hidden came out . She now openly let her tears fall but still everybody ignored them . Nobody tried to help her even the teachers pretended not to see what was happening .

Then suddenly the boy let go of her and she could hear him hit the ground . Slowly she opened her eyes to face her hero . She hoped it would be the blonde tomboy but it wasn't . In front of her stood a tall boy with black hairs who smiled at her .'' Are you okay ?'' He asked and Michiru nodded .

'' Yeah ...I am now ...''

'' Try not to come near him again he has done that to almost every girl on this school but his parents are rich and his dad is a lawyer so nobody has the guts to stick up to him .'' The boy now said .'' By the way my name is Heiihichi Watase and your name ?''

'' Michiru . Michiru Kaioh .''

'' Nice to meet you , Michiru .''

'' I guess .'' She replied coldly trying not to show the boy to much of her emotions because she was still in shock about what happened . Not even the teachers helped her . She wasn't save , she would never be save .'' Do you know where i can find ...uh a guy ?'' She asked blushing . She felt stupid because she didn't knew the name of the blonde .

'' Well , i can show you alot of guys here could you descibe hime ?'' Heiihichi asked .

'' Uhm ..he's blonde ... and i think his last name is Tenoh ..'' She answered .

'' Ah you must mean Haruka tenoh ..well he's in the school garden ...but i shouldn't interupt him , he seemed a little pissed off this morning .''

' yeah and i know why .' Michiru tried to thank him but somehow didn't want to so she just turned around and walked away .

'' You're welcome !'' The boy yelled after her rolling his eyes .' A thanks would be nice sometimes .'

When Michiru finally found the garden she was a little bit afraid of what Haruka would say to her . Then she saw Haruka sitting in front of a tree with closed eyes . ' She looks so beautiful .'

Michiru felt the urge to cry but remained and walked over to Haruka . '' Haruka ?''

Haruka's closed eyes flew open and she looked at Michiru with the same hurt expression on her face as yesterday .'' If i were you i'd walk away now , we don't want people to see you date this dyke now don't we ?'' Haruka asked sounding angry .

'' Well you're not me so that narrows it down and people don't know you are a woman so they won't even bother me with that stuff i came here to ...''

'' Save it . I don't even want to know okay . I really tried to be patient with you but everytime i try to be nice you scold me away and by the way i'm gay and something tells me that really bothers you ! '' Haruka whispered and turned her head away again .

'' It doesn't bother me . I swear Haruka , what i said yesterday was a mistake and I'm sorry for that .''

'' Yeah well it bothers me okay . Now leave me alone .''

'' Please ..'' Michiru begged and fell down in front of Haruka who opened her eyes again . She now saw Michiru was crying and somehow felt bad for the girl .

'' It's okay ...ssst .'' haruka said and pulled Michiru in a hug which she greatfully accepted . First she was afraid she would freak out because of the touch but somehow she felt so save and burried her head in Haruka's shirt . She didn't even know Haruka but she knew she was save here .

After Michiru stopped crying Haruka pulled back but didn't let go of the girl .'' Care to tell me why you said those things in the first place ?''

'' Because ...I ...'' Michiru stottered .'' I ...was ...afraid !'' She finally blurted out .

'' Afraid of me ?'' Haruka asked suprised .

'' No , yes ...I think i was afraid to let you get too close .''

'' Don't worry ..I don't know what happened to you in your past but ..past is past , to start over you need to trust again .'' Haruka said still holding the girl .'' And let's start over too , My name is Haruka Tenoh .''

Michiru giggled and took Haruka's hand in hers .'' And my name is Michiru Kaioh and if the offer is still open i would like it if you would tour me around town .''

'' It would be my pleasure .'' Haruka said and pulled Michiru on her lap closing her eyes again . Michiru leaned againt Haruka's shoulder and closed her eyes too .

' I wish i could stay like this forever .'

But neither of them knew that two cold eyes were watching them and smiled evily .

R&R i hope you liked this chapter and for everyone who asked for a sequel to Revenge : tell me your secrets . I'm afraid there won't be a sequel ...sorry !