-III-
"Hey," Susan smiled when watched Abby fluttered her eyes open.
"Hey," She smiled back.
"Sleep well?" She asked stroking her hair.
"Yes," Abby nodded as she turned on her side to face Susan. "I haven't slept for nearly two weeks because of the constant worrying about you."
"I'm so sorry, I should have told you where I have gone," Susan whispered with her shameful expression
"Yes you should have, I gave your details to the missing persons department because I knew you were vulnerable with being pregnant."
Susan felt a sob in her throat after hearing "Oh god Abby," and chewed on her bottom lip.
"I just had an instinct that you might have fled here."
"Yes I just wanted to get away because I want to get my head straight. I'm still in shock for quitting. The whole thing kept replaying in my head."
Abby studied hard at Susan's face.
"I don't know how sorry I am," Susan shook her head gently "It's was so selfish of me to abandon you like that."
"I thought you wasn't going to come back."
"I wouldn't do that. Like I said I need to get away," Susan sighed and rolled her eyes "And yes I've should have told you, are you mad at me?"
"I was more worried, I suppose I have no room to talk because I haven't treated you great with my confusion like sleeping with that guy…"
"Shush it's ok," Susan interrupted her by placing her finger on the brunette's full lips.
The blonde leaned in to kiss and broke away with a smile. Abby pulled Susan with impulse into herself to feel the closeness of her soft skin of her nakedness. They rolled about with Susan's neck supported by the crook of Abby's arm. They moan with arousal from their tongues exploring inside of their mouths. Abby rolled Susan on her back and she straddled on to her hips then pulled her to sit upright. They both are now sat upright with Abby's legs wrapped round Susan's waist. They carried on kissing passionately with their hands urgently tracing all over their bodies. A long moan escapes from the blonde's throat as Abby's plunged her tongue forcefully, deeply and vigorously inside her mouth.
Chloe walked in to the bedroom with some clean towels in her arms. She froze on the spot and her jaw dropped to the floor when she saw her younger sister making out with another woman.
"Oh god Chloe!" Susan gasped in shock and she winced with embarrassment looking over Abby's shoulder. Abby froze looking at the horror on Susan's face. The brunette shut her eyes tight and gritted her teeth, as she dare not turn to look at Chloe.
"I bought… you both… some fresh towels," Chloe stuttered stepping to one side and carefully placed them on the chest drawers. She left shutting the door behind her.
"Oh god!" Susan cringed covering her face with her hand. She pulled her hand away and looked at Abby with a sad smile.
Abby closed her eyes and sighed as she rose up from Susan's lap.
"Oh I'm sorry Abby."
"Why are you sorry?" Abby shook her head with frown, climbing out of the bed, reaching for the t-shirt. "We knew the risk of someone walking in."
"Yeah Chloe is the sort that doesn't have the courtesy to knock on the door," Susan said getting out of bed too. She stood in front of Abby and studied her face. Susan pulled away Abby stray hair from near her eyes and looked her in a daze. "I'll go talk to Chloe and explain, ok?"
"Ok," Abby nodded pursing lips "I'll go and a shower and… erm… I think you should get something on to wear because I have a feeling that someone else will walk in like little Susie and see two naked woman standing close together here."
Susan shook her head waking up from her daze "Good Idea Abby." She sniggered and paused for a moment, smiling and staring at Abby. Abby raised her brows to signal her to get on with it, get your clothes on…
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"I'm sorry Chloe that you had to see that," Susan said as she walked in to the kitchen.
"I am sorry that I saw you making out with an woman? I had no idea that you were gay Susie!" Chloe gasped in disbelief
"I'm not gay!" She snapped in defence trying to cover her newly found sexuality.
"Well… what was the hell was that?" Chloe pointed up. "You don't call yourself gay after seeing you…" Chloe waved her arm struggling to think what to say. "Coffee?"
Susan replied "Tea please, I can't bear Coffee at the minute with this damn pregnancy," She continued, "Ok I-I-I don't know what I am. Abby is… erm… I'm attracted to… She is just different, like we connect. She just…" Susan shrugged.
"You still prefer guys?" The older sister interrupted "Yeah right trying think of excuse to make me think that you're straight."
"Chloe I am!" Susan jumped up trying to cover herself and came up with an excuse for a reason to make Chloe think that she isn't gay "Actually I have slept with 2 guys past two months, Abby is the only women I done it with and she will be the only one ever," Susan protested seating herself at the breakfast bar. Susan jerked her head in surprise as it had just dawned on her that Abby isn't the only one. She thought 'Oh god Weaver! Damn it I've slept with Weaver… but that doesn't count, yes it does, no it doesn't, yes for threesome but no for the bribery sex, no that doesn't count cos had to do it keep our jobs online' She let out a frustrated sigh. "Do I really need to explain all this?"
"Well that would be a good idea to know when and why you turned this way" Chloe handed the mug of tea to Susan.
Susan sipped her tea and took in a breath "I don't know where to start. Abby and I were abducted on a night out."
Chloe gasped nearly dropping the coffee pot "Were you hurt? You never told me."
"Well it was a situation that we didn't want the world know what happened."
"Nothing to be ashamed about being bound and gagged," She chuckled "It happens all the time."
"It worst than that… it was humiliation,"
Chloe narrowed her eyes and shook her head feeling intrigued.
"We were taken to the place like brothel and put in the this room. We were forced to have sex with each other, me and Abby or they would shoot us dead."
"W-what? You are kidding me? What for? What sick perv do that?" Chloe thrusts a plate of toast under Susan's nose.
"I dunno they probably got paid for providing entertainment" Susan shrugged taking the plate.
"What you two have done… must do good! That's why you can't get enough of each other."
"Chloe please! It wasn't like that, will you let me finish?"
Her older sister nodded taking a bite of her toast.
"We clashed big time the next day feeling embarrassed, our boss got us in her office and cleared the air. Later I went to Abby's and hoping to repair what's between us. And we got a video and erm…" The blonde chewed on her bottom lip "We did it again."
Susan pulled a face when she could see the contents in Chloe's mouth as she chewed like a pig.
"I guess that how it all started?"
"No. We carried on with our own lives for the next 6 months. I dated Chuck for a few week and why the hell we bothered, it didn't work the first time round why did we try again?"
"When does Abby come in to this?" She asked
Susan replied "About a month ago, when she helped decorate my apartment. She messed about with paint flicking. I had strong sense of to kiss her. It didn't happen."
"When did it happen?"
"The next day in the drug lock-up. I tried to avoid her but she same in a started to tease me. We erm… made out in there."
Chloe pulled a face and shook her head.
"Well at least Abby's better looking compare to all the guys you've been with" Susan nodded.
She laughed out loud. "But why? Which other women you gonna have?"
"I am not going to have any other women, I am really confused that why I'm so attracted to my best friend" Susan shook her head frantically "I've already told you this earlier. Why am I repeating everything? Sounds like I have a guilty conscience. Ugh Chloe!"
"Gee you are one confused woman."
"Abby and I going through a comfort phrase ok? We got out of bad relationships. I guess it got too far… Next year it might be all forgotten about and didn't mean a thing."
"Actually Susie I will let you off because you are pregnant and pregnancy gives you funny and weird fetish." Chloe stifled a laugh. "No you are just gay Suse admit it…!"
Abby frowned after hearing this as she walked in to the kitchen in a large t-shirt to get a drink. She not yet had a shower. She interrupted after hearing the fetish thing. "Oh? and what that makes me?"
"Ugh," Susan dropped her shoulders and closed her eyes.
"I think it's best I should go." Abby forced a smile.
"No Abby you are not going," Susan demanded. "I want you to stay. This a good a opportunity to sort things out."
"If that's ok with you?" Abby looked at Chloe like if she's child asking if could stay.
Chloe nodded trying not to laugh but she couldn't stop herself from doing it.
"What's so funny?" Susan frowned.
"I don't know. Having the thought of seeing of our parents face when you introduce your girlfriend, they will be shocked that our Susie is not so sweet."
Susan curled up her top lip to sneer and scoffed "This is no more shocking than your ways getting away with murder like being high on drugs, dumping your kid… yeah Chloe you were nothing but a sad drunk!"
Susan is now wound up about the morals about who is the perfect sister… A rule for one but not for another. She continued "I don't know how sad can anyone gets so drunk because they can't deal their problems."
Anger flashed in Abby eyes after hearing the insensitive remark Susan had made. Abby understood what it was like for Chloe, about her past addiction. The brunette folded her arms and seethed "Huh? Watch what you're saying Susan!"
Susan gasped as she realized what she said, "Oh no Abby I'm so sorry. I didn't think."
"No! You didn't think and you're such a hypocrite. Saying about people can't deal with their own problems," Abby scoffed out loud and prodded Susan on the chest "You…" Digging her finger deeper into Susan's chest causing her to wince "YOU ran away to New York because you couldn't deal with your problems."
Susan by then felt so badly, she buried her face in her hands. Chloe stepped forward to pull Abby away as she felt that she looked as though she is attempted to strike at her sister, as she doesn't know Abby. Then Abby wouldn't do such thing on her friend.
"It's ok Abby. I'm not offended by Susie. I was a sad drunk, I got mixed with the wrong guys."
Abby still glaring at Susan "Well I'm offended because I wasn't a sad drunk. I had my reasons, I've had a shit life trying to keep my family together because I had a mother who was incapable looking after us, I could take in so much especially the way my ex husband treated me."
Susan winced "I'm so sorry, that was so insensitive of me."
"You will be sorry" Abby surprised herself what she said slipped out before had to think.
Susan was taken back at the response Abby gave.
"I think I should go. I am wasting my time here," The pursed her lips stepping backwards to leave the room and ran upstairs to collect her stuff.
"Abby!" Susan called out as she followed by running up the stairs. "Please don't go!"