disclaimer : I don't own the characters ..And the song ain't mine either , the song belongs to everclear .
chapter 6 : Torture named dreams
When Michiru was walking home she fetl like she was being followed and started to walk faster . But then without knowing it even happened she felt someone take her arm is hers/his .'' Leave me alone , who are you !'' For a moment she was afraid it was her father who had found her but then she turned around to face a blonde girl with a leather jacket and simple blue jeans .'' Yes ? ''
'' Don't pretend to be nice you bitch you know what i want from you ! ''
'' I'm not being nice and no , I don't know what you want from me . That explains why i asked you : ' What do you want ? '
The blonde girl hit Michiru across her face and smiled evily .'' Don't talk to me like that . I meant you taking Haruka away from me ! I love him with all my life but he doesn't even know i exist and now you come around and seduce MY Haruka ! That's what is wrong ! ''
'' Ha , your Haruka ? s...He doesn't even know you exist and if it eases you ...I'm not stealing your so called Haruka away we're just friends . So go home and sleep well knowing Haruka can still be yours ..'' Michiru said yawning .
'' I will show you ! Nobody talks to Mizuki like that ! '' The girl yelled .
'' Why are you talking about yourself ?'' Michiru asked and turned to leave but again Mizuki held her back .'' What do you want now ?''
'' This !'' Mizuki said and hit Michiru in her face causing her to fall to the ground . Before Michiru could react Mizuki started to kick Michiru in het stomach and face . Then everything went black . The last thing Michiru could hear was Mizuki say '' Don't ever come near Haruka again or i'll kill you ! ''
you know i like to watch you sleep
no... i don't want to touch you
you'll get mad at me
'' No !'' Michiru yelled and sat up looking around . She was in her room . ' God do you hate me or what ? Even in my sleep they keep haunting me .' She fell back again and now stared at the ceiling . She couldn't stop thinking of the blonde named Haruka . ' I wish i still could be her friend , i felt good to be in her arms , I felt so save .' Michiru closed her eyes trying to catch some sleep but that was the biggest mistake she'd ever made because she could hear a voice .
you know i like to watch you sleepno... i don't want to touch youyou'll get mad at me' Sit still bitch it won't hurt much you know you want daddy to fuck you ! '
'' No go away ! '' Michiru yelled and her eyes snapped open again . ' I can't live like this .' The same moment Michiru's eyes flew open the doorbell could be heard through the house . She was afraid i was her father or maybe Mizuki coming to kill her anyway , so Michiru didn't get up and stayed in bed silently hoping the person at the door would eventually give up and leave but after the fifth time someone pushed the bell Michiru stood up and slowly walked to the front door which wasn't far from her bedroom .
no... i don't want to think about
the bad times
aw... anyone could have a bad year
Slowly she opened the door and stood eye in eye with a dark and tall shadow . She wanted to yell or scream but instead of that she whispered : '' please don't hurt me .'
'' I won't ..don't worry .'' A husky voice said . Haruka's voice .
'' Haruka ?'' Michiru asked forgetting she had to pretend to be mad at Haruka .
'' Can i come in ?'' Haruka asked . She felt her heart break at the sight of Michiru's face but she also felt angry . Whoever had done that to Michiru was going to pay.
now i don't want you to show me
i do not want you to know me
the way i used to be...
'' Uh...i guess ...sure .'' Was the answer .
When they were inside of the house Haruka was shocked to see the state of this house . There wasn't any furniture except for a chair and a little table and they only light in the room came from a candle Michiru had just put on .
'' Michiru .. we need to talk about ..well i think you know about what .''
Then it all came back to Michiru and she put up her cold facade again .'' Didn't i tell you i didn't like you being gay had to do with my behaviour ?''
'' Yeah you kind of did but just a minute ago you did let me come in . If you didn't want to have anything to do with me you should've just kicked the door closed again .
'' That would be rude .'' Michiru said .' Oh god i need you to hold me so much now Ruka . I'm sorry .'
'' Well scolding me was rude too , so don't pretend to be so sweet with me all of a sudden .''
Michiru felt like crying again when she remembered the rude words of her father and all of the pain Mizuki had caused . '' Haruka ..I can't be friends with you . Please understand that .''
and i don't want to hear
those words
you feel you have to say
'' Yeah i understand that but i don't understand why you can't be friends with me anymore . '' Haruka was losing her patience and Michiru could notice .'' Just tell me who the hell did this to you !''
'' I can't ...''
'' why ?''
'' She'll kill me ..''
'' So it's a she ? That narrows it down . Who ?''
'' I can't tell you , please leave .''
'' No ..First you'll tell me .''
'' GO AWAY !'' Michiru now yelled tears falling down her face but she didn't care .
'' Michiru ...I ..'' But Haruka couldn't finish her sentence because Michiru was now in her arms crying .
'' Please Haruka don't let them get me .'' She sobbed and Haruka held her close .
'' I won't michi , I promise i won't .'' Haruka whispered and kissed Michiru on her head softly .
now please don't bad talk all those
good times
aw don't ask for answers, baby
that you do not want to hear
The next morning Michiru woke in her bed but didn't expect seeing Haruka lying next to her . They probaly had fallen asleep when they were talking .' She looks so cute when she's asleep .' But then she felt her heartbreak when Haruka's eyes slowly opened and looked at her in shock .
'' Michiru , what the hell !'' She yelled . Again tears welled up in Michiru's eyes at Haruka's outburst .'' Oh god , Michi don't cry .'' Haruka now said and pulled her back into her arms again .'' I'm sorry , I wasn't thinking .''
'' Haruka ?''
'' yes ?''
'' I want to tell you something important .''
'' Okay ...''
now i don't want you to make me
i do not need you to break me
of all my childish ways
i'm still the same you know
dumb rock hard
and good to go
i still hear them voices calling me
from back in the day
R&R You wanna know what Michiru is going to tell her ? Well review me and i'll make that clear . Oh and i'm sorry about the strange order of words ..I'm not really awake yet . The next chapter will be much better ...Oh and sorry for the harsh words but in reality people use them to0 .I mean i've lost count of people scolding me in that way ...