A/n: Hey guys! Sorry this chapter took longer. School started and so I've been getting homework and I have my project due and I'm going to audition for drama! Weekends and elective if they'll still have it! So its hard to remember all this crap.

Also I couldn't dye my hair brown and purple. I got slight brownish red highlights that kinda show in the light! Also a hint of dark purple but it doesn't show.

My school had its first lunch dance a whiles back, but it was sooo much fun just dancing with friends!

Ignore my rambles!

Disclaimer: If I truly owned Inuyasha…oh boy, would there be Jaken bashing…maybe loads of koga bashing!

Koga and Jaken fans: KILLLLLLL!

Disclaimer: O.O; WAAAAAHHHH just remember, I don't own!

Chapter 10:

My Memories of You

Sango's P.O.V.

It's been two months since Miroku got into that horrid coma. Everyday after school, I would visit him until late in the night. Just sitting there, holding his cold hand, just waiting for him to open his eyes. No matter what, if I dream, it's about him. I'm always thinking about him 24/7. I'm falling deeper and deeper into my sorrow and depression.

I don't care about anything anymore. I used to visit my dad in jail, where he was staying at some place to help him stop his drinking needs. He said sorry so many times, and told me that the lost of Kohaku hurt him. We we're even sadder when it was confirmed. My mother was murdered by the Band of Seven. I was left with her inheritance, and my father would be released in 7 years.

Time just stopped for me. I stopped talking to Kagome and Inuyasha, my father, myself and everyone around me. My grades are falling. I'll be kicked out any day now.

"SANGO TAIYJI, PLEASE REPORT TO THE MAIN OFFICE. THANK YOU." The principal's voice rung throughout the school; No one noticed except for me and my friends. I was the little depressed girl in the magenta tank top and green pants.

I walked into the office and sat down. The secretary called me in and so I went inside, to see the principal.

"Hello Sango. Do you know why you're here?" He asked me, nicely.

"Yes Mr. Nasiki. My grades correct?"

"Yes. You have been failing every paper since Houshi Miroku got into that sudden coma." He said, his voice had a bit of anger, disappointment, pity and understanding.

"It's been hard on me sire. I loved him and he took a shot for me." I said, trying to hide the tears.

He sighed. "I understand that, but, do you think that he would want you to be this way--?"

I interrupted him, knowing it was rude. "Sorry Mr. Naiski. I know this garbage already. It won't matter. They say he may die soon. They say all this stuff that I know isn't true. But somehow, my heart knows what will happen. My heart feels like it's going to die. My head just says don't give up hope."

He sighed again. "Sango, just do better, I don't want to kick you out. You shouldn't be sad; he wouldn't want it that way." I just nodded. "Hai."

He clapped his hands. "Okay! Now off to class!" and he waved me good-bye. I stood up and walked out of his office. The final bell rang, indicating that it was the beginning of our small winter break. The sky was gray, and there was a cold but gentle breeze. I went into my class to retrieve my backpack. I got it and left the building, ignoring Kagome's endless chatter about her family's trip to China, and that she was leaving in an hour.

"Well, I gotta go; I'll be back in a month! Bye Inuyasha! Bye Sango oh and please Sango, don't do anything that will affect everyone." Kagome said to me, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder and a comfy smile landed on her face. I couldn't help myself, but I smiled a tiny bit for the first time in two months, and said okay. We said our goodbyes and me and Inuyasha kept walking to the hospital.

It was after all, the two month anniversary of Miroku's coma.

An uncomfortable silence passed between us. "Sango, you know you can't keep being sad forever. You gotta buckle up." He said quietly to me.

I looked at him. I wanted to scream, "I WANT TO DIE! HE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS! IT'S MY ENTIRE FAULT!"

I felt a terrible smack come across my face, when I looked up, I saw a mad Inuyasha with his hand stuck outwards.

"Don't you dare say that kinda shit ever again…" He hissed out, his eyes glaring hard. I guess I said it out loud. I couldn't hold it anymore.

I cried. I threw myself at Inuyasha and cried my heart out. "Why? Why does this stuff happen to me?" I sobbed out, gripping on to his blood red long sleeved shirt. He was like my brother…the brother I never had.

He just embraced me and just stood there, trying his best to calm me down, even though he hated to see a girl he feels close to cry. It was a weakness, one just like his mother had. Our families we're close, he was a distant family friend.

After what felt like hours (only 3 minutes) I broke the embrace and smiled. "Thank you Inuyasha, you're a good friend." He crossed his arms and said "keh"

We we're at the hospital, Inuyasha went into the cafeteria to find his ramen, and I just sat there next to Miroku, holding his hand, looking at his face, just staring at him, hoping he would wake up.

The room was so quiet, none of the doctors we're there, just the clock, going 'tick tock'.

I sighed. I didn't feel like crying, I didn't feel anything in short. Was I still alive though…was Miroku still alive?

I stared into space, slowly, just slowly breathing…

Crying wont solve anything, being strong won't do anything if the person is near death's door, one foot in, the other one in the world of the living.

I just sat sitting in a daze…life was boring to me, without Houshi, Miroku.

"Sango, you know you can't keep being sad forever. You gotta buckle up." Inuyasha…I'm not as uncaring, I'm nothing but a greedy human…tears streaked my face, and I didn't notice…not one bit.

Inuyasha's P.O.V.

Damn. I was eating in the hospital's cafeteria, when my mom called, we we're going on some damned trip to America. Screw America (A/n: That punk of an ass… Inuyasha fans: KILLLLLLLLLL! A/n: not again….-runs for life-) for all I care, Sango's not even eating anymore…she has to buckle up.

I walked into the visiting room, where I saw Sango, next to Miroku's bedside, she hadn't moved an inch, but…the smell of salt lingered in the air. I knew it, she was crying.

"Oi, Sango…stop crying damn it!" I said, very impatiently.

"Huh? Oh, Inuyasha…." She said, noticing the tears on her face, she started to wipe them off. "Listen, I have to go to the place in America for a week, so take care okay?" I said, stubbornly, as I tapped my foot waiting for a reply.

"Sure Inuyasha, I will…" She said, not taking her eyes Miroku. I sighed. "Okay, well later, my plane leaves in an hour." I said, waving my hand dismissingly. No reason why I did that, it just fitted my mood. I walked out the hospital doors, not showing my worry, afraid that Sango will commit suicide…

Sango's P.O.V.

I listened to my CD player as I walked back to my old house. It was a while since I was there…What am I listening to? Dir en Grey's Cage (A/n: That song is soooo cool! xD). Kagome likes mostly pop songs, but I like all kinds of music…(A/n: Okay, basically, I'm gonna make her listen to SOME J-pop and lots of J-rock, since I am getting into them, and there isn't going to be any J-rap. YES, I heard from someone that there is in fact, J-rap –barfs in bag- I hate rap, with the exception of Eminem, since it doesn't sound nasty at all).

Walking down my old street, I saw the street deserted. I pulled out my key, from my pocket and stuck it in the door as I ran up the steps of my house. I looked inside…plain and bare. Empty beer bottles laid on the floor, covered with a layer of dust, old police crossing tape still around my house. I ducked under them and ran upstairs. I went into my old room and sat on my bed.

All my old memories came floating back, and I cried. My mother, my father, Kohaku…

Kohaku…

"Sister…"

Those words….

"Sister, please open your eyes…" and so I did…

I saw him….Kohaku…

"Koh…kohaku…." My voice was caught in my throat. "Sister, I miss you…don't cry…" he said to me, I couldn't do anything. Kohaku was dressed in his small suit, the one he wore when he was buried, but, he looked slightly transparent.

He embraced me, I couldn't feel him, but I knew he was there.

"Kohaku…why are you here? Not that I don't want you here, but why?" I asked him as he let go. He smiled timidly. "I-I missed you is all…I also saw that you we're sad."

"Kohaku…Mama's dead, Papa's in jail, Miroku….I loved him and he's in a coma!" I slightly cried out.

"Sister, don't get sad, I don't like it when you're sad." Kohaku said, looking sad. "Sister…I have to go soon, I hope I can see you again…" His eyes started to water. "Kohaku…tell mama I love her if I see her, please, and I hope I can see you too…I'd do anything to put you at rest, or make you alive again…"

Kohaku smiled. "Bye sister, I'm sure we'll meet again!" I smiled. "Bye Kohaku, take care…" I said as his ghost faded slowly away…

I should have asked him…do you really see your life flash before your eyes, before you die?

I can't help but wonder…I looked around my bare room, hoping that my life will return to normal…

Miroku, wake up will you?

Miroku's P.O.V.

Sango and Inuyasha we're talking…will Sango commit suicide? What will happen?

Many visitors come and go, but Sango will always want to be by my side… my life wasn't meant to be so complicated…

"Miroku, wake up will you?" that sounded much like Sango's…

I can't help BUT wonder…what will happen?

Regular P.O.V.

The doctor walked into Miroku's room to see how he's doing.

"Hm… what the…?" The doctor took Miroku's pulse. It seemed slower than usual. He looked paler than usual, but it wasn't noticeable. Thinking that it was his imagination, he called in the other doctors.

"Hey, look at the boy!" the doctor shouted. They took his temperature and ran some tests. "Hn…it seems its for real. This boy seems to have less of a chance at living…Miroku Houshi seems to be wasting away, and is currently walking closer to death's door.

"We can't do anything for him doctor?" The nurse asked, her brown hair swaying as she handed the doctor the clipboard. "No, there is only hope for the kid now." He said as he shook his head.

The nurse sighed. She knew Miroku had a girlfriend who loved him. How heartbroken will she be when he died?

No one knew…and no one knows if Miroku heard them or not…no one was prepared for what would happen next.

A/n: Sorry, I didn't want to cut it off right here, I am like, updating hard times too, but at two paragraphs every other day (sadly it isn't so long though), I've been buried in homework, and I got into drama! That cuts off my time by a lot! I mean, I'm like, an hour away from Hollywood, and my class is like, 1 to 5 pm! Also, after drama, I'm heading over to a slumber party, and I'm planning on finishing up Hard Times first before the next chapter comes up…

I ran out of ideas for Just Another Day. Its just too damn hard! I may end up deleting it…or wait until this story is finished…

Also, I need your help! As reviewers, you have THREE choices on what'll happen with 'Losing Myself'. Either, Miroku will die, and so will Sango, leaving them together forever until they get reincarnated; Miroku wakes up and Sango will be happy; or I can write the first one and have an alternate ending. So you can read whichever one you want. –smiles-

This chapter was way too short for me, I wanted a long ass chapter, but I'm too freaking lazy. Also, I got the PSAT coming up. YES, it's a high school level test that 8th graders will be taking. I will not even think of updating until after the test (which is October 12th), for I may be studying the hell. Testing three straight hours…also, for Halloween, I wanna dress up in a straight jacket! xD haha, yeah, seems cool. Thank you for reading my rambles. I got many new ideas. If you will take the time and read some of my ideas coming up….dont mind it if you don't care… they are after all, ideas…

One life to lose, another to gain: (Inuyasha) Kikyo's thoughts on Inuyasha. A one shot.

Love in too many ways: (D.N.Angel) Daisuke and Dark are siblings. Satoshi and Krad are too. Risa and Riku are still twins, crushing on Dark and Daisuke. But when they don't return Risa and Riku's feelings…who do they want? A DaixSat and DarkxKrad story yaoi.

We Meet Again: (Inuyasha) everyone died in the final battle except Kagome. She returns to her era, with all her memories. Finding out that Naraku survived the final blow, Naraku sends her down the well while trying to take the restored Shikon Jewel. But as she exits the well, she sees all her friends…three months before the battle took place…can Kagome live through the second battle with her friends this time? Or will history repeat itself?

Look at that button! –gasp- if you press it, you'll get a Dir en Grey CD, a Miyavi CD, a cyber dollar, or an Anti-Hilary Duff button! It is so worth clicking that purple button.