I did not die. I'm here. AND! I have finally done it! I fixed my 1st chapter! After really not liking the chapter before and re-wrote it I have to say I like the turn out better with this one. Plus I know what I want to do with this fic. The ultimate goal you might say. Yay Me!

Dedications: Yaoi Yaoi Yeah (for kicking my in the butt to review), Janina, and Inthefire2002 / Carrie. Thank you guys for reviewing and giving me such inspiration to continue writing. I hope you keep reading this. . Loves!

Disclaimer: Don't own Gundam Wing or Naberus or Angles from A-Z

Warnings: HAS NOT BEEN BETA READ YET!

Extended Summery: You are said to be alive, but you are really dead. You want to make a difference yet you do nothing. You have found what you are seeking yet he is still lost to you. He will remain lost until the end of all comes into play. The people of Earth weep and mourn for death. Will you be the cause of it's Destruction? Or it's Rebirth?

Things to know: My High School had 7 classes that were 45min long and that is what is going to be for Duo's school.

At the end of each chapter I will have a Demon of the Chapter thingWhat will happen here is in every chapter I would like to try and introduce a demon to you guys that will help shape Duo's decision for things. What I'm doing now is telling you what the demon does and such. . I have a book on it. "Angels from A – Z" and you already guessed it is not just angels.

If I am wrong in what I write please tell me so I can fix it.

Eyes of the Lost
Chapter 1: Voices in the Dark

Duo made his way into the church with Sister Helen as his guide. The place from the outside didn't look like anything special but the inside was beautiful. You could tell it was taken care of and loved. Dark cherry woods and stone made up both buildings. Candles lit the hallways as they walked giving the place a warm feeling.

They took a tour through the orphanage itself, showing the new comer his bedroom, the kitchen, the bathroom, the basic things before showing him the church. When they entered the church the couple was washed with the low melodic tones from the pipes of an organ. The song brought forth a sense of sorrow to those who were listening. But it didn't seem to faze the Sister at all.

"Now Duo we do require everyone to attend mass on Sundays. We are not trying to shove religion or Catholicism down the throats of the children who come here what we want you to get out of this is a feeling of community. Is that ok with you?"

That was a new concept, going to church for the sense of community and not religion? Duo allowed it to roll over his head for a moment. "Sure. That sounds fine."

"That's good. Now I really hate to do this, but I must leave you to your own devises, so I can help with dinner. Is that alright with you?" Duo nodes his head in understanding so Sister Helen continued, "The person playing the organ is Gena. If you have questions feel free to ask her."

"Alright and thank you."

The melody continued to play through out the small room, the notes being played bounced off the walls causing echoes that gave the song a more… ghostly feel to it.

Duo walked closer to the large instrument trying to see the person playing behind it. The girl he saw was around his age with lightly tanned skin and strict curls that were relaxed to straight. The light from the candles shinned off her hair causing a halo effect. The girls name… Gena was it? She had her eyes closed as she swayed with the music being played. With out stopping the song or opening her eyes she addressed him.

"So what brings you here Duo?"

He was startled at first but recovered quickly. "I'm on a quest."

Gena smiled at the answer as she finished the song, leaving the last note to echo in the church. Her eyes opened to reveal brown eyes with a tough of amber honey in them. "Well your destination is correct. What you're looking for and what your destiny is are both here."

Amethyst eyes glared at the person in next of him. "What makes you think you have what I seek?"

Gena put her hands up in defeat. "No reason to glare, I never said 'I' have it. I said it is here. Why have you become so angry?" The young woman in next of him gave duo a knowing smirk.

"I'm not an--"

"Don't deny it. I can see it. Your spirit is sad and filled with hurt and anger. Your eyes reflect that, they are either cold or dead."

Duo not like the accurate assumptions (though he won't tell her that), got up to leave. "You know nothing."

"I know enough." That caused the braided youth to stop. "You are falling… What did he offer you?"

Duo's eyes looked distant "He promised me peace."

"From?"

"From the dreams of death." With that Duo left.

Chocolate eyes looked towards the door Duo exited from looking wise and sad. "They are not dreams… But premonitions…" Gena's attention shifted to a corner of the church where she sent a glare towards. "Do not interfere."

The shadow remained where it was but slowly shifted into a humanoid, though that wasn't his true form. Oh no. He looked anything but human he didn't even possess a human head. Instead of one head he had three bird heads. He sent her a deadly smile that sent chills down her spine.

"Now where would the fun in that be?" Then he drifted back in the shadows looking for the long haired angel.

Duo was walking around the orphanage with amusement. There were many children there that would peak around corners to look at the "new person". When ever he made eye contact with some of them, they would either jump a little and scurry back from where they came from or smile and wave at him shyly. He in return would wave back but that was about it.

After a little hunting and two wrong turns the braided young man made his way to his new room. He just plopped himself on the bed surprised at how comfortable it was despite it was squeaky. It also tried to swallow him whole.

"Do you really think humans can change?" The voice that invaded his thoughts held a clear and meaningful tone. Not a tone that belittles, just stating a question. Duo hung on every word.

"No."

"Than why bother giving them a chance?"

"Because everyone deserves a chance..."

"Wise and faithful words for someone who wants to turn his back against God. Isn't God the bringer of hope? Why would you say such things only to turn back and destroy it?"

"They are words that should rain true no matter what side you are on. What do you want?"

"I want nothing. I'm just looking out for your well being. That is all. You might be making a mistake by staying here. These people… they may cloud your judgment."

"How so?"

"By telling false truths. I don't want to see you hurt." You could almost feel the smile on the voice's face as he spoke. Though no one else could hear it. The voice was in Duo's head or so he thought. The person who showed him the "evils" with in the human heart and in the angelic soul.

"It is human nature to do evil things. It can not be changed, it has always been and will remain that way. Violence is taught to them from a young age. They do not deserve second chances."

"That is not true… just… leave me alone Naberus."

"Have I offended you? I was just speaking the truth."

"From only one point of view. You teach logic but isn't it illogical to not see more than one point?"

"Well done. I'll visit you again." The presence that was Naberus left with that little praise, something he doesn't do very often. But than again it isn't every day that someone challenges what he views as logic. The night continues to get more and more interesting.

Gena was summoned to tell Duo that dinner was ready. When she got to Duo's door she hared some of the conversation that took place only moments before. She smiled and thought, "There is hope for you yet." Knocking on door she let herself in before he had a chance to register that someone was knocking. (She was known to do that).

"Isn't the point of knocking to ask permission to come into someone's room?"

"First off, it is only to warn someone that you are coming in, and second, sometimes if the person doesn't want to welcome the person inside, that could mean that either something is bothering them or they have something to hide. I like to know what's going on in the area around me. Come on dinner is ready."

Once again before Duo could even open his mouth to say something a tanned hand latched itself around his pale (at least compared to her) wrist and proceeded to drag him to the kitchen area where dinner was being served.

At the dinner table introductions were being made and it seemed to take for ever with the children of many ages asked him tons of questions. The older priest at the head of the table laughed at the young mans situation and decided to grant him freedom.

"Now, now children. Don't hound our new guest like that. You want him to remain sane don't you?"

A chorus of "NO!" was his answer causing the priest to laugh harder. "Well I would like him to remain sane so why don't you leave him alone for a while." The children complied though not happily. Duo was secretly thankful. After operation "Get to Know New Person Better" was over the dinner commenced in light conversation carried on in its place.

After dinner ended the children were sent to their rooms to do homework and or study for classes the next day. The children said good night for the Father and Sister before heading off and Duo went with Father Maxwell to get him enrolled into the local high school.

The process involved lots of tests to see where his strong points and weak points week in order to find classes for him. The school itself decided to get high tech and have everything from placement tests for home to a virtual library so students don't have to worry about needing a book and finding it checked out.

Duo was placed in Algebra II, Music Tech, English Honors, World History Honors, Gym, Fundamentals of Art, and Study Period. With all the hard stuff taken care of all Duo needed now was clothing, some other necessities, and a book bag (School books are taken care of through the school).

When that was all finished Duo was sent to bed as well. It wouldn't be fair for to let Duo stay up when the other children couldn't. He had to set an example now. So Duo made his way to his room to a sleepless night while he watched the world outside, smiling to himself at the reality that he gets to see what its like to be "Human".

TBC…
Reviews:

I messed up! I deleted my coments from prologue. I'm SORRY I CONFUSSED MYSELF WITH REWRITING THE REVIES FROM CHAPTER PROLOGUE.

MY ABOLOGIES.

BUT HERE ARE THE REVIEWS FROM THE ORIGINAL CHAPTER 1:

Janina: I have to admit not all of my heart was in it when I wrote the last chapter (the chapter that I got rid of and replaced with this one). I didn't know where I wanted to go with the story. I just wanted to put out something for the people who have been patient with me. Like with this chapter… BUT I actually have a better plot, not just an angel who has lost his memories. Mwahahaha. So, I might go back and change the last chapter but I don't know yet. I have to say that I like this chapter I put out. It took like 20 million tries at this story, 'till I was thinking, I will not be a Mary Sue (once I found out what that meant). Now I have purpose! Yeah about the tense thing, I have finally found a beta to help me. . Yay! Thank you for your support and faith in me. It means so much to me. O.o long…

Shinigami88220: Yay. I'm so happy you love my story. Hopefully you haven't forgotten about me.

CPfeb: Yay, I never thought I would get the kind of enthusiasm for my fic. Yayness! You're great! Sorry it took so long to get done.

Fluffy-kins: I have no clue what "WHAT" means anymore. Oh well. Since you live with me it's all good. Love ya Sis!

Inthefire2002 / Carrie: Ok, this is how I'm going to work you. I loved your suggestions. I'm combining 2, 3, and 5. About your questions, I really didn't know what to do about the summery. Normally, I don't have a problem with it but for this I do. I re-did it so I hope it is more interesting. With Heero the only one "allowed" to kill, yeah, I'm having issues with that myself. Like I told Janina, my heart really wasn't in the last chapter. So it is going to go through a BIG makeover, THEN IT WILL MAKE SENSE. :filled with determination: Thank you, I need luck with this. Thank you for the ideas. . I loved them and I'm keeping them in mind through out the fic.

Janina (again). I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! You are so supportive of me it is unbelievable. You give me such confidence. Thank you so much. If I could I would dedicate to you again but I want to give other people a chance. . I did what you suggested (obviously) and I feel confident in this chapter. I hope you approve.

Mithros: Yay, another great suggestion! I think I will use your idea along with inthefire2002. I'm so glad you like my story. People seem to like my story more than I do. O.o

Foxhiei: Yay! Someone who knows how I feel. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. (Yay-ness on the name!)

Ms Trick: I'm glad you love my story. Don't worry about helping me out. It will all come together in the end…hopefully. :D

MeilinII: Hey, this is fanfiction, therefore, anything is possible. A little OOC is good for the soul. Thank you for the suggestion. There will definitely be a fight later on.

Ink2: I'm so sorry. I really should have imed or emailed you. When I went searching for inspiration, I didn't think about re-reading my reviews. Does your offer still stand? I have a whole new plot thing that I want to run by someone (other than my sister, cause she likes everything I do) to see how it would flow. Would you still be interested in that? Thank you!

YaoiYaoiYeah: Yay. I'm glad you think I do a good job. You're telling me about ideas? Look at you! You have tons of fics out there. (Which I will read eventually .) and you have great ideas. I think you do a wonderful job! Thank you for reviewing.

Demon/Angel of the Chapter:

Naberus (Demon): A rooster who is not able to stand up right with three bird heads. Teaches logic and the art of persuasion. Grants lost honor and privileges.

Till next time peoples and please remember to review. I hope people are still with me on this one.

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