A/N: Sadly I don't own anything including 'Always There' sung by Kate Alexa. Please read and review and no flames since it's my first try…..
Rated: K
Angst, Depression….
Italics are the song lyrics
"……." talking
Always There
Summary: Harry is left alone at home when the Dursley's go out for tea…….
Ever wondered what it was like to lose someone close to you …… but some people know what its like. For instance Harry Potter the freak of Little Whingy Surrey, England. Harry had just lost a very close father figure, who died in the department of mysteries fighting Bellatrix Lestrange. Harry sat there on his bed looking at nothing, just staring into space, feeling guilty for Sirius' death. His aunt Petunia had come to him a few minutes ago to tell him they meaning Uncle Vernon, Aunt Petunia and Dudley that they were going out for tea. He just nodded and she left, a minute later he heard the car doors slam and the car drive off. Harry got and went to the lounge room and turned on the radio and a sad song met his ears
Why was it you I don't understand and nothing shows me why maybe someday ill see you again And tell you how much I've missed you
Harry sat on the chair as the song started. He listened carefully to the words.
Things happen and no one knows why if I'd erased this moment in time if I'd know I would be by your side if I'd known I would have said goodbye
As it got to the chorus Harry was crying silent tears.
You were always there Even though it seems your far away I miss you more than words I'm missing you more everyday
Where are you in my life Where's the song in my heart Where's the peace of my mind and the strength for me to carry on
"Why?" Harry whispered.
"Why Sirius!" he yelled.
"Sirius," Harry whispered.
"Why you?" all he got in answer was the quiet singing from the radio.
Where are you in my life Where's the song in my heart Where's the peace of my mind and the strength for me to carry on
We will all move on And you will always stay in our heart And any minute that passes by We wont let the memory fade away Time will heal a little everyday
Harry sat in silence and listened to the song. His eyes were red and puffy from crying his heart out...
You were always there Even though it seems your far away I miss you more than words I'm missing you more everyday
Where are you in my life Where's the song in my heart Where's the peace of my mind And the strength for me to carry on
Harry finally had a chance to grieve for the ones he lost, in peace away from everyone and everything. He was determined to win this war and make Voldmort pay for what he had done to the world.
We will all move on And you will always stay in our heart And any minute that passes by We wont let the memory fade away Time will heal a little everyday
You were always there Even though it seems your far away I miss you more than words I'm missing you more everyday
Where are you in my life Where's the song in my heart Where's the peace of my mind And the strength for me to carry on
Harry lay on the floor arms and legs spread like a fallen angel. He lay there remembering the good times he had with Sirius, like the first time they met.
Then the something's fade to nothing and the reasons gone Life must go on Days will pass by Tears will find happy memories
You were always there Even though it seems your far away I miss you more than words I'm missing you more everyday
Where are you in my life Where's the song in my heart Where's the peace of my mind And the strength for me to carry on ……………..
As the song ended Harry lay on the floor thinking and a sudden thought occurred to him, "Sirius wouldn't like me to be unhappy, he'd want me happy" Harry concluded smiling slightly.
End
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