Title: Because you were safe.
Author: HazelxEyes
Disclaimer: I do not own the newsies, but I do own Flicker, Crystal, and whatever else I make up. This is Rated M for a reason. Explicit sexual content.
Summery: "Why do you do this stuff with me Spot?" She said tears running down her cheeks. "Because you're safe."

Chapter 3

I wasn't sure how long I had been sitting on the crate behind the lodging house when Snoddy finally came back out to let me know spot had finally left. So I slid off of the crate and headed into the Manhattan lodging house to be greeted by a few newsies milling about not ready to fall asleep.Still following Snoddy up the stairs into the boys room to find a bunk to crash in, butfirst having to ask dear jack's permission. "Hey Madison, how's Brooklyn?" Speak of the devil. "It's alright. Mind if I bunk here tonight?" I asked Jack vaguely answering his question. "Why? You got a problem with Spot?" "Don't ask don't tell Jacky boy." I responded. "But I asked…" "Doesn't mean I'll tell." I flashed him a grin. "So hows about a bunk for your favorite female Brooklyn newsie?" I batted my eyelashes, earning a little smile out of him. "Do you even have to ask? Of course." He pointed to the bunk that spot and I had well…you know. I nodded and headed over to the bunk deciding against rejecting the bunk he was offering. Curling up in the bed, I felt sleep overtake me, as my body shut down.

"Maddie! I gots amazing news!" A girl who looked about 13 looked up to see a boy not much taller than 5 foot running towards her, "You will never believe what happened." She grinned. "I already heard its big news! Congratulations, my new boss." He laughed then got a serious tone with her. "You know this won't change our friendship. I just have lots more responsibilities." "I know, I know." He gave her a big hug and said his good off to tell Cowboy his good news. "Yeah sure nothing will change." She just looked in the direction the boy had run.

2 years later.

The same girl now 15 sat in her bunk, hearing the other girl newsies go on about their Brooklyn leader, also known as her best friend Spot. She could hear the faint creaking of bed springs and the drunken moans of Spot and his one nighter. He lost his time for friendly banter and gambling and went on to more important things like boobs and alcohol. It was rare that she would see him sober on their days off from selling. Any time she brought it up to him he would push her away and go into his room. Then come back in the next day with a hang over and apologize and promise to change…she was stupid and believed him. He never had sex with any of the girls he prided himself on that. Most girls would try to get him to fuck their brains out, but he always refused. Thus resulting in a drunken rampaging blonde storming out of the newsie lodging home. "You know this won't change our friendship. I just have lots more responsibilities."

I was awoken by Jack shaking me with a worried look. "Does Spot know where you are?" I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and shook my head to say no. "Well he is on a rampage, he found out you didn't go back to Brooklyn." I mentally scolded myself and then prepared myself for the lecture I was about to get. "Madison you know you aren't supposed to leave your territory for more than a day with out the permission of your leader, that being Spot." Suddenly I heard the boy's door slam open and there was the Brooklyn leader himself, if looks could kill I would be 6 feet under this very moment. "Madison get your ass down those stairs and out of the lodging house now, we need to talk." I gently moaned in frustration and flopped back down into the bed. "NOW!" God damn him. I looked at jack for a way out and he just shook his head. "You knew better, you dug your own grave." I gave him the one fingered peace sign and took a deep breath, then calmly walked out of the room, down the stairs and out of the lodging house only to be slammed against the brick wall by Spot.

"God damn it Madison. I give you more lenience than any other Brooklyn newsie, and you always push the button." I refused to look at him or say anything to him. "I spent all morning looking for you when Footsies said you didn't come in." "Was that before or after you let crystal suck you off with the same fucking cock you were grind against my puss." I spat at him catching him off guard. "What the fuck are you talking about? You were just as willing as me." "Oh well glad to know you can point the blame at the whore," Suddenly he pushed me back into the wall. "You know I would never fucking think of you like that! Don't assume I am that low as to consider you a whore, believe it or not I care about you." I looked away. "You know I have so much more respect for you than that."

His body moved closer to mine, I went to push him away but he pinned my arms above my head and started biting and sucking on the skin below my jaw, I let out a moan. "You push me away and yet you moan at my touch." He moved his lips to my neck sinking his teeth into my skin not enough to draw blood once again, but enough to have me whimpering for his touch. Lets take this into the into the alley, I just nodded and let him lead me into the alley. He lifted me up onto the crate and started thrusting just as he did last time, only this time I didn't stop his hands when they gently massaged my inner thighs. I started to remove my shirt and he just watched, and stared instantly ducking his head down to take my right breast into his mouth the thrusting didn't stop. My nails were leaving scratch marks that I could promise you, will be red in the morning. His tongue flicked out at my breasts nipple, making me moan because of the sensitivity. His other hand was gently massaging my left breast, I finally couldn't take it any more and let out a slight gasp and shudder, and it was all over. I put on my shirt again and adjusted my pants. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him attempting to adjust his erection so it would be comfortable for the walk back to Brooklyn. I signed and turned to Spot. "If you want when we get back to Brooklyn I can uhm fix that for you?" I nodded towards his visible boner. "If you want." I grinned and nodded with that we were off to Brooklyn and Spot was about to receive his first oral experience.

"I hate myself for loving you."

A/N: Lyrics: "I hate myself for loving you" by Joan Jett

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