Title: Because you were safe.
Author: HazelxEyes
Disclaimer: I do not own the newsies, but I do own Flicker, Crystal, and whatever else I make up. This is Rated M for a reason. Explicit sexual content.
Summery: "Why do you do this stuff with me Spot?" She said tears running down her cheeks. "Because you're safe."

SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING! I don't know I just kind of lost interest but I finally am back in it.

"If you want when we get back to Brooklyn I can uhm fix that for you?" I nodded towards his visible boner. "If you want." I grinned and nodded with that we were off to Brooklyn and Spot was about to receive his first oral experience.

Chapter 4

I had my knees hugged to my chest staring off into space in attempts to block out the obvious yelling that was coming from spots room. Apparently someone had caught Spot and I in the ally and told dear Crystal. I had to sleep in the guy's room tonight because all the girls were looking at me like they were ready to strangle me if crystal gave the word. I knew it would come around to bite me in the ass I knew it. I stood and started pacing I could hear everything coming from there. Like how I meant nothing to him, or how she couldn't believe he would go for me but she always knew I was a whore. I couldn't take it I really couldn't; I just grabbed my blanket and wrapped it around myself. I walked up to his room door and knocked politely when I got a fuck off in return I swung the door open, "Spot I am leaving, no I am not asking for permission I am leaving" I said this in a calm tone sadistically enjoying how angry he was getting. "You still work under me you are putting your ass back in that bunk I need to finish talking with Crystal, then your ass is mine." I just took one look at him; before I knew what I was doing I brought my arm back and swung it forward hitting him in the jaw, "FUCK YOU!" With that I ran down the stairs and out of the building I couldn't take this. I hated my emotions for thinking to far into it and I hated myself for liking him then and now even after all of this, I loved the way his hands knew every spot that could make me shiver with pleasure. I didn't stop walking until I found myself in the very same spot that I had met him. I sat down against the brick wall wrapping my blanket tighter around me, it was getting dark. I couldn't go back, but I had to. That was my last thought before I drifted off to sleep.

The sunlight shined through waking me up. I decided I should just get up and head back. I was going to act like nothing happened I don't care he has crystal I am done now he is just my boss. I fixed my hair and wiped the sleep out of my eyes. Raising my left arm above my head I gave a good sniff and instantly drew back, I needed a shower. I heard the familiar splashes of the newsies playing in the water I looked at the perch but Spot wasn't there. When I entered the lodging house I headed straight for the showers I really needed it like badly. I started to sing softly in the shower…it was a habit.

"If I leave here tomorrow
would you still remember me?
For I must be traveling on, now,
There's too many places I haven't seen
And if I stayed here with you, now
Things just wouldn't be the same
Well I'm as free as a bird now,
And a bird you can not change.
And a bird you can not change.
And a bird you can not change.
Lord knows I can't change"

I patted around for a towel finding one on the hook I wrapped it around myself and quickly ran into the girl's room…fuck. Low and behold the great Brooklyn leader was sitting on my bed rubbing his temples and muttering to himself. "What do you want spot?" I said walking to the end of my bed opening the trunk pulling out my second set of clothing. For a second it looked like he was about to verbally assault me until he saw that I was clad in only a towel. "Spot, look the other way I need to get dressed." "Huh oh yeah right" covering his eyes he turned the other way I dropped the towel to the floor and I could have sworn I saw him take a peek, but I paid no mind. He was finally able to look while I was buttoning up my shirt then I sat on my bed hugging my knees to my chest.

"I am sorry." I just looked at him; sorry wasn't going to cut it this time. "Not this time spot, I can't deal with you anymore." I wasn't going back to him anymore I couldn't. I rested my chin on my knee's waiting for his response. "I need you, flicker." I stayed silent, "I need you Madison."

"I need you too."

That was all that was said that was all that was needed to be said. I watched him stand up he held his hand out to me I held it as we walked to his room I walked ahead of him hearing the faint sound of the door locking.

He came from behind me his hands unbuttoning my shirt while he nibbled and sucked on my neck biting and licking soft gasps were heard, we broke apart for him to remove both of my shirts. Turning me to face him, I couldn't looking into his eyes, so I just turned my head took one strong bite into his neck my tongue flicked out to lick the skin, he lightly ran his finger tips along my sides before I knew it he lifted me up while I wrapped my legs around his waist moving to lay me gently on his bed. Resting my head on his pillow I watched him remove his shirt, and followed him as he moved to the foot of the bed eyes never leaving me as he crawled up the bed between my legs. My breathing patterns became ragged. I needed it hard fast and rough. I needed it so badly. I gripped his belt loops and thrusted up, taking the hint he thrusted his hips our crotches rubbed against each other. No thoughts don't think, don't talk just move. My nails dug into his hips I moaned as he ducked his head licking my exposed nipple then took the breast into his mouth sucking and biting my nipples hardened through these actions. "Harder"… "Faster"…"So close" I had to bite my bottom lip to keep from making any noise as I reached my climax. Finally things slowed down he lay beside me adjusting his hard on. I got on my knee's and crawled over to him, placing myself in between his legs I took one glance at him asking for permission, for the first time I saw nervousness in his eyes, my hands shook as I unbuttoned his trousers pulling them down then out came his length I just took it all into my mouth watching his response the whole time his hands gripped the sheets hips thrusting I had to use my strength to hold his hips down as I sucked harder. In out, deep throat, actions repeated with a slight moan he released himself I swallowed it. Pulling away we looked at each other. Suddenly everything came crashing down I need out, but I couldn't show him this, no he can't see my weakness. "I better leave the room before Crystal comes back. " He said nothing just laid on his bed grinning I got up and found my shirts quickly putting them back on I gave him a slight wave while I unlocked the door and walked out slowly to the docks.

Why was I doing this to myself, my thoughts were interrupted as I looked over and saw the familiar cowboy hat. "Jack!" I ran over and he gave me a hug. "What are you doing here?" He pulled back and looked at me, "Well I had a question," He paused I nodded for him to continue, "Well you know that dance that we have once a month at Medda's, well I wanted to know if you would uh be my date?" I looked at him, he seemed sincere, and it wasn't like I already had a date. "Sure." He smiled.

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Lyrics are: Free Bird by Lynyrd Skynyrd