Title: Because you were safe.
Author: HazelxEyes
Disclaimer: I do not own the newsies, but I do own Flicker, Crystal, and whatever else I make up. This is Rated M for a reason. Explicit sexual content.
Summery: "Why do you do this stuff with me Spot?" She said tears running down her cheeks. "Because you're safe."

Right about now would be when I think of something good to say to him…nope not for me of course not.

Chapter 6

I am not sure how long the silence had gone on, hell I didn't even know if he even knew I was conscious yet. With as much stealth as I could manage I brought my legs around to hang off the side of the bed, glancing over to see if spot had noticed anything, which he didn't seem to I moved up to a sitting position. On the bed stand I saw the empty bottle of whiskey that I had last night. I slowly got myself to stand up, god my balance was fucked. Using anything I could as a guide rail I silently made my way to the door, seems my body couldn't handle this much movement and I started to feel incredibly lightheaded before I knew it I was going down, Spot seemed to have seen me getting up…guess I am not that sneaky, but regardless he was at my side helping me back into his bed. It was impossible to guess what he might have been feeling at the moment. As soon as I was sitting in the bed again he retook his spot at the foot of the bed.

"What happened to us Maddy?" I hadn't heard that nickname in a while, god what did happen to us? "We grew up Spot. We changed." I scooted closer to him. "No, that's not it…" I think he was right. I made my way to sit all the way beside him. "Maybe were just fucked up, maybe this is how things are supposed to be?" For once I think we agreed on something. He turned to look at me "Maybe…" That was all that was said he leaned in and kissed me, it wasn't cheesy and no sparks flew, it was just right, one kiss turned into two. For the first time we weren't in a hurry to finish before crystal found out. His hands found their way to the buttons of my shirt, I didn't recognize it spot must have given me a clean shirt. I started to unbutton his shirt a blush made its way across my cheeks as I smiled. "You should smile more often." Spot whispered into my ear before nibbling on my earlobe. We slowly moved further up onto the bed. I slid off his shirt and lightly bit his neck and sucked on it. My hands then made their way to his pants, but he pushed them away for a second as he slid my shirt off, and just sat there staring at me it was weird but my worries were a thing of the past when he gripped the back of my neck pulling me into another kiss my hands once again started to remove his pants, he finished by removing them, skin touched skin. He looked deep into my eyes, I knew what was coming he did too. He spread my legs his eyes never leaving mine positioning himself at my entrance pushed in just a bit, I bit my lip to keep from showing any negative reaction I am sure he was just as nervous as I was. "Keep going…" he pushed further and stopped for a second leaning down to kiss me as he started pulling out then in one swift movement he thrust back in, I let out a moan arching my back.

Surrender your mouth,
Your entire body,
Your soul,
I want it all.

I let my nails drag down his back whispering harder faster more. The world had stopped for now, I didn't mind.

Words are ghosts,
Lost in the bliss,
Crystalline and fragile
As I breathe you in.

His body shook with one final thrust he was spent.

Let's crucify our inhibitions,
Execute the tackiness of hesitance:
Morning can wait, darling.

With one kiss upon my forehead he fell to lie beside me, comfort through silence. He wrapped his arms tightly around me we fell asleep.

-Third person-

The next morning Spot woke up alone only to find a note with the whiskey bottle being used as its paperweight. She was gone.

-First person-

I needed to leave I couldn't stay, I didn't know where I was going I just needed out. I no longer could handle this I need to back up and solve my problems before I got involved with him. Well I don't know…I was lost confused. I decided to go stay in the Bronx I am sure leopard would let me stay with them. I stopped for a bit at the docks having one last smoke I saw Footsies and Snoddy walking towards the docks…fuck I twisted my hair up and hid it under my hat as I walked briskly past them. I knew I would eventually come back when I wasn't quite sure.

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The poem is by me so no stealing or your ass is fried. And sorry that this chapter is short the next one is going to be longer I just had to get this out.